lauryn

[calicostarcafe]

Hii cutiess, I'm back with another game! This time, I've decided to do a tarot one instead☄️

You can ask me one DESCRIPTIVE question (not Yes/No ones), and I'll be drawing 3 cards to answer it! More cards will be drawn if I need confirmation ofcoursee💙

Rules :

1. Follow me

2. Reblog this post

3. Send me an Ask (no DMs) with your

question, initials and Sidereal moon sign!

4. Please refrain from asking questions involving health, pregnancy, NSFW topics, celebrities, legal matters or any ill intentions

5. Leave a feedback!

Status : OPEN

Divider credits: @saradika-graphics , @uzmacchiato 💙🤍

[sangastrology]

Reblog this post with an image of your natal chart for a free astrological analysis. Let me know if there’s any particular areas of interest you want covered.

Remember to scribble out your identifying information if it’s visible.

I’ll do some chart readings tomorrow morning if I get replies.

[svmerhalders]

would love to hear your thoughts about saturn/jupiter in 10h! and i apparently have a fixed grand cross? thank u!!

[svmerhalders]

i don’t like love. i don’t like anything about it. i wish i’d never even met you. and i’m sad i’ll never see you again.

[valtsv]

[cheerfully] i've been in self-made hells worse than this

[svmerhalders]

would you explain the significance of the rainy street in this foreign film to me?

i don’t ask, but you hear the words leave my mouth

and say it’s okay not to understand everything the first time around

and so i force myself to sit in the dark once you’ve unplugged the TV

[svmerhalders]

this feels silly but i found an old journal of mine from college. i didn’t want to use it as a diary because its unlined, so i just scribbled on the pages. astronomy notes, essays on industry 4.0, shitty poetry. i’m going to put some of it here just because i like it and think it deserves a place to live, even if it won’t be seen.

i feel silly about that. liking it. feeling like it deserves to live. why does it feel like i’m doing something wrong unless i absolutely despise myself? is the world’s best art only that which we see?

i can be proud of myself even if no one else is.

[svmerhalders]

how does the world pick and choose? does everyone look around and feel like it’s picked someone else? what does it feel like to be chosen? i thought i knew once

[lionfloss]

environment x impact

[svmerhalders]

sonja be like TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS AND STOP VIEWING YOUR FRIENDSHIPS AS TEMPORARY AND DISPOSABLE and i’m like yeah that’s a good idea except i already decided i hate these people so

[svmerhalders]

this is actually just a hate account for my FRIENDS

[svmerhalders]

i hate you XDXD DIE FAT

[svmerhalders]

i feel like i’ve just ascended to a great height. my muscles ache, my throat’s closing up. there’s nothing for me to hold onto. i shouldn’t feel this way, right? surely none of us should feel this way.

[svmerhalders]

the awful thing about writing! nothing comes out like it does in my head. why does that happen? i can write for myself when i don’t even know the next part of my thought, but i cant write for a character when i know the entire plot? how does that even work?

maybe someone smarter than me has the answer.

[svmerhalders]

just my shout into the void. nobody hears, nobody cares. maybe it is time to go.

[svmerhalders]

being convinced i hate my bf and want to dump him for two days vs being really scared he hates me and screaming and crying and now i’m just confused and sad

[svmerhalders]

talking w my bf haha forgot to cater my words for someone who FUNDAMENTALLY HATES WOMEN

[svmerhalders]

when i think about what i want, i think about you