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flamedrevenge‌

Raf: We have a son now.

Raf: Meet Jasper.

VALERIE: jasper seems terrified of you VALERIE: but he’s so cute

#flamedrevenge‌#( valerie's phone. )

altitudcarchive

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altitudc‌

RORY : can we go for dinner somewhere .. less .. classist ? RORY : i mean last time i went they thought i was the guy who delivered the meat . RORY : i also don’t really like going places i look like your make a wish recipient . RORY : what’s wrong with a burger and a milkshake anyway ?

ROSA: why didn’t you tell me sooner ? ROSA: i stan a nice cheeseburger with fries ROSA: and a strawberry milkshake , ofc. ROSA: you are wrong, though. ROSA: no one was giving you any funny glances, it’s all in your head.

#altitudc‌#( rosa's phone. )

tranquillam‌

JUSTIN: i can fly you over now? JUSTIN: i had to jump on the next flight…it was a dare.

VALERIE: i wouldn’t want to ruin the party. VALERIE: oh, now i get it. VALERIE: i would have probably done the same thing..

#tranquillam‌

a-kiss-with-a-fist‌

He’d actually woke up about a half hour previous. Rex, dour and stone-hearted and too fucking serious Rex had spent a long while just looking down at the wreckage last night had made of his bed and the precious treasure that lay in it next to him, all dusky skin and dark hair and a face that even more beautiful than usual while the pristine peace of sleep still had her in its grasp. He hadn’t untangled from her fully. Wouldn’t and couldn’t, actually. His arms insisted on staying round her, keeping Valerie enshrined against his chest where he could bask in the heat of her body and the gentle cadence of her breathing. He hadn’t had anyone else in this bed in a very, very long time. God knew he’d thought about it, about her being right here, more times than he could have recounted but the reality of it was at once both satisfying and … terrifying. What would happen now? How would they go back to anything approaching the normal of their flirtatious but never quite sealing-the-deal existence? Would the dawn of morning break with resentment in her mind for what they’d done? Those questions ran feverish laps around the periphery of his brain as he laid in the dim light and watched the woman who had broke his rules. As she began to stir he decided in a spur of the moment to close his own and play possum. Her elbow earned a groan and the flex of his limbs only tighter. Rex buried his face into the base of her neck, breathed in the scent of their sins still on her and growled obstinately, “This is traffic control … All flights are grounded today. Please stay in a recumbent position with proper supervision by an expert until the all clear is given to move about the cabin.” Followed by a rough approximation of the bing-bong of an aircraft’s notification chime. A very lame one at that.

valerie’s reality could in no way, shape, or form, be characterized as normal. being a flight attendant meant that one day she was in one part of the world and the next one, she was in a competely different continent. so, it was fair to say that there were no white picket fences surrounding a dreamy house, in her near future. no children learning to ride their bicycles and playing tag with the neighboring kids. no ambitious husband waiting for her at home. still, despite their complicated and confusing relationship, when she was with rex, valerie felt at peace. that’s why her now awakened mind was working overtime to assess the situation. had they screwed everything up? did they throw their entire relationship out of the window for a night of passion? no, it couldn’t be. she refused to believe that this would be their end. the only preferred outcome for her was to see this as a new beginning. a beginning of what, though? “ you should really consider a career change, ba -- rex. “ a hesitant long arm found it’s way around his neck, soft cheek resting against his forehead as he nuzzled on her neck. valerie was positive he could feel, even hear, her heart beating faster by the second. lost in the familiarity of him & now closer than ever, the brunette was too afraid to initiate the conversation she was dreading. she didn’t want to burst the bubble they were currently engulfed in, not yet. maybe he would be brave enough to rip the bandaid off. “ i just lost a layover to beijing, just so you know. you owe me a trip. “ congratufuckinglations, val. nice way to make things even more complicated.

#akisswithafist #( valerie's interactions. )

a-kiss-with-a-fist‌

Tyler thought it had all been a dream. The hot-bodied blonde his eyes cracked open to see from the back, her bare back, legs, and ass peeking out from behind the blanket she had raised for false modesty in front of the mirror reminding him of the night that had passed and the many, many ways they had finally done what he’d been dreaming of from the first time he’d laid eyes on Rosa. Well. Some of it at least. The occasional mark along her shoulders and the rise of her rump gave some fresh inspiration that cut through the fog of drowsiness. Languidly, his body stretched, unashamed in his total lack of clothing and perhaps his lean chest was a bit puffed up from pride as he lazily sat up, stood, and padded to stand behind her, staring foward into the mirror while his bearded face grazed against her neck. “Never happening again?” The azure glint of a blue eye winked into the reflection, a smug grin lowering to kiss her collarbone and worry it ever so slightly with his teeth. “I guess that means more hickeys before you leave, then, doesn’t it? They look good on you, Rosa. So did I last night. Don’t tell me you regret it. I sure as hell don’t.”

rosa always tried to find the positive side of every situation, regardless. however, being selfish enough to give in to the one and only tyler myers couldn’t possibly end very well for her. a sudden wave of guilt painted over her porcelain-like features, but his lips on her skin were enough to fog her thoughts altogether. with her body having a will of it’s own and immediately reacting, the blonde’s breath became labored and she let her lips part slightly, blue eyes glued on their reflection in front of them. “ no more hickeys, tyler! “ rosa quickly mumbled, trying ( and possibly failing ) to sound serious. the truth was, if she fell right back into his arms, the college student wasn’t sure she would be able to get out. small hands pulled the blanket more tightly around her, in an attempt to establish a barrier. any barrier. still, she leaned against his muscular frame, shuffled hair sprawling all over his chest. “ i don’t regret it, but i don’t want you running to your friends to boast about this, like it was some kind of bet. hell, i hope it wasn’t. the young woman admitted, her words followed by an evident eye-roll. “ -- whatever. i just don’t want to be one more girl on your list, you know? “

#akisswithafist #( rosa's interactions. )

tranquillam‌

JUSTIN: yup that’s exactly what i said. JUSTIN: paris to be exact. it’s pretty cool.

VALERIE: you know VALERIE: you could have taken me with you

#tranquillam‌#( valerie's phone. )

tranquillam‌

JUSTIN: i know you said to be there at 8 JUSTIN: but i got side tracked JUSTIN:…and ended up in france…oops?

VALERIE: come again? VALERIE: did you just say you ended up in france?

#tranquillam‌#( valerie's phone. )

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waterlilics‌

LEVI: can u tell i didn’t sleep LEVI: i think i drank non-decaf coffee on accident LEVI: i’m an idiot help

VALERIE: oh wow, look at this face VALERIE: the dark circles under your eyes kinda gave that away VALERIE: a warm cup of tea might help

#waterlilics‌#( valerie's phone. )

dcsiree‌

long long fingers trailed across the operating bed as he himself admired the setting. no matter how many people did he cut open in that room, it was always a little celebration being there. “yes, yes and yes to all three of your demands. honestly, there is little you can think of that we would not be able to satisfy.” it was the truth. surely, he wasn’t the one running the hospital, but the man was powerful enough to pull at the strings that were on display in front of him. his name on the list of the surgeons? it was already a great selling point and a cherry on top of a cake that always attracted investors. he leaned into the operating table with arms folded across his chest. expression barely blessed by any emotion, however he made sure to keep the eye contact as he knew that was important. “and as far as this department goes, i’m aiming to make it the number one cardiothoracic center in the whole of north america. ambitious? yes. but i believe it’s possible, granted we can get you on board as well.” shoulders rose and fell in a shrug as he fessed up. surely she was a pawn in the plan, but the pawn with great privileges. “i see you’re driving a hard bargain, but allow me to cut the chatter first - whatever you want, i’m willing to offer.”

natalia had mastered the art of the poker face from a young age. it was a necessity, a survival tactit, required to survive in her household and as much as she despied her old man she was thankful. thankful of learning how to numb her emotions — but try as she might she wasn’t a robot. there were times when she was caught off guard being this a prime example. she was used to fighting hard for what she wanted, and wouldn’t yield until she would get it. but having someone instantly agree to all of her demands? that was a first. she couldn’t help but be a little suspicious, though, from what she had seen so far, the hospital was impeccable. natalia was very well aware that she shouldn’t judge a book by it’s cover, and yet, she couldn’t find a reason why she would have to decline the offer. “ i like a man with ambition. if we are not aiming for perfection, for us to become number one, what’s the point? after all, i think the view from the top would be great. “ she agreed with a swift nod of her head, a small genuine chuckle now making it’s appearance on her lips. and with that, she offered her hand for him to shake. “ it would be my pleasure to work with you. “

#dcsiree #( natalia's interactions. )

selfsaving‌:

AGGRESSION // SEXUAL TENSION .

acts that could be aggressive // or a little bit sexy // or both. send a symbol from your muse to mine. feel free to combine actions or add specifics even when it doesn’t ask for it ! can send non - sexually as well.

THREATENING

🔪 // put a knife to my muse’s throat .

🖐️ // put a hand around my muse’s throat .

👕 // slide a weapon up under my muse’s shirt ( can specify ) .

👔 // grab my muse by the collar & pull them closer .

🔒 // lock my muse in a room alone with your muse .

🗩 // verbally threaten my muse ( please specify ) .

PINNING

🔙 // push my muse against a wall .

📌 // pin my muse’s wrists above their head .

🔵 // grab my muse hard enough to leave a bruise .

🔑 // handcuff my muse .

➰ // tie my muse to a chair .

⭕ // restrain my muse with an item of clothing ( please specify ) .

🚨 // push my muse to the ground & straddle them .

📢 // tell my muse ‘ stop squirming ! ’ .

🔗 // otherwise restrain my muse ( please specify ) .

LIGHTER

👀 // grab my muse’s jaw & direct their gaze towards yours .

⚡ // tug my muse’s hair .

⚠️ // bite my muse ( can specify where ) .

😏 // give my muse a hickey .

✂️ // run fingernails over my muse’s skin & scratch them .

💦 // cover my muse’s mouth .

DARKER

💋 // give my muse a kiss that draws blood .

🗡️ // cut my muse with a knife ( can specify where ) .

💀 // kidnap my muse .

😶 // put a hand over my muse’s nose & mouth .

💥 // tighten something around my muse’s throat that restricts their blood - flow / oxygen supply ( please specify ) .

#( memes. )

normally under regular sleeping circumstances— sylvie couldn’t or at least, she became that light sleeper who woke up at any soft sound, stared at the ceiling counting sheep, kept a gun or knife under her pillow. but not the night prior, she did remember meeting up with the one man she had shared the most dark and some equally important parts of her life. and that night, there was no weapon under her pillow, exhaustion plagued her after a very great night that left her all but tingling as she drifted to sleep. the rays of sunshine coming from the window hit her right in the face, though, and the brunette couldn’t help but groan, as she turned her frame around, stopping the light from blinding her sleepy eyes. she felt liam shift beside her, his light breathing indicating that he wasn’t sleeping, either. “ i can’t believe we did this again. “ she murmured, and yet, moved closer to rest her forehead against his. @a-kiss-with-a-fist liam

#akisswithafist #( sylvie's interactions. )

no matter how much she tried, valerie couldn’t remember a single fragment from the previous night after a few glasses of wine — and her current awful headache wasn’t helping the situation neither. yet, she knew something was wrong: the mattress and the pillow beneath her felt quite different from her own; the odd breeze on some of her private parts indicated that she was indeed fully naked ( which was odd since she was not the type of sleeping nude ) but what was even more weird was the strange weight of an unknown limb curled around her waist. upon slowly opening her eyes, she caught the sight of a familiar face, suddenly putting two and two together & realising what had happened. the inevitable, at least from her point of view. extending her arm towards the nightstand, the brunette checked the time on her phone’s lockscreen. already twenty minutes fashionably late for the shuttle, which meant she’d have to take a cab to the airport. the mental debate she had in her head on whether she should try to salvage the situation and catch her flight or stay in bed with rex and call for a replacement, wasn’t a very difficult one. releasing a long-dragged groan along with her stretch, valerie nudged the man beside her plaufylly, something she never thought she would be doing. “ rex, wake up ! “ @a-kiss-with-a-fist rex

#akisswithafist #( valerie's interactions. )

rosa was hardly one to ever assert her DOMINANCE in any given situation because she was not a very dominant person to begin with. she let others guide her under submission and did what she thought she had to because it was easier that way. it was easier then making a move and there being the possibility of rejection or her coming off as overbearing which she definitely didn’t want to be, if that was the reason at all. she didn’t know why she was the way that she was sometimes, not wanting to look too deep into herself like that. all she knew was that right now she wasn’t going to shy away from the things that she wanted, and yesterday all had wanted was HIM, despite his reputation. that was enough for her to find a way to push back every ounce of nerves that wanted to surface, any voice in her head guiding her to hold back. & keeping in mind everything they did last night, it was definitely worth it. rosa was grabbing the first thing she could find, a very fluffy blanket, when she saw herself in the mirror beside his bed. baby blue eyes opened widely at the state her pale skin was. “ i don’t remember ever having this many hickeys. but i don’t mind. ” she admitted, looking over her shoulder at tyler. “ this is never happening again, though. “ @a-kiss-with-a-fist tyler

#akisswithafist #( rosa's interactions. )

dcsiree‌

he kept silent whilst the others were still there. he didn’t quite want to let the others know of her situation. the man had but a bit more courtesy than that. and once the door was closed and her question hung in the air he nodded, taking the first sheet of paper from the pile and handing it over to her. “unfortunately, miss thorne.” crossing his arms on his chest he had his gaze glued on the other. he refused to feel pity, however he knew that he had to have some sort of a presence in her moment of grief. “i will send you over some literature, but you will need to retake it.”

no matter how hard she tried, the expression didn’t falter on her features -- her small chuckle fainting & disappearing. she stayed silent, feeling dissappointed in herself more than anything else, as she swallowed hard, glancing down at the letters inscribed in red ink on her paper. valerie smoothed her hands over the sides of her skirt & pushed her wavy hair back over her shoulder, clearing her throat before she could address him. “ i’m sorry. i understand. it’s just that -- i’m working, and my schedule is really fluid. isn’t there anything else i can do to boost my grade? please don’t fail me. “

#dcsiree #( valerie's interactions. )

dcsiree‌

her request was actually far more reasonable than so many others were. even though he didn’t like giving up control, the man knew quite well that he had compromise. otherwise there would be no other surgeons in the hospital but him. “well, that would be the responsibility of internship coordinator. my involvement is next no non-existent.” smooth low voice echoed through the corridor and few steps later he pushed the door to show her the OR. they had all the newest toys; it was definitely something to show off to potential candidates. who wouldn’t work in a hospital that offer that high of a quality? “well——” the man started, giving it a moment to mull over just what exactly the other would enjoy from the long list they had to offer. “well, between the best health insurance this state could provide and salary that would easily battle the best hospitals in the country? what else would you wish for?”

fleeting tranquility settled upon her sharp profile, even though she continued to delve into the conversation with devotion and ferocity. after all, this was her future job they were talking about. “ you are a very respected surgeon, i’m sure you can speak a piece of your mind to the internship coordinator, no? “ she asked, tone slightly charming, but her eyes spoke of the truth. natalia exhaled in a temporary relief as the lights in the or flickered on, revealing the outstanding room. she would never admit it, but this was the plce natalia was the most comfortable in. not her own bedroom or some other room in her house, no. wearing scrubs and holding a scalpel inside of a perfectly sterilized or was were she felt safe and in control. “ healthy food options? a satisfying amount of paid days during a leave? a nice room to sleep in while on call for many hours? i could really go on for days. i just want you to tell me what makes this hospital special. i would really like to know the ideas and visions you have for this department! “

#dcsiree #( natalia's interactions. )

fforeverinyourmindd‌

open starter for females ! based off of x !

watching as the snow was falling down on top of his car window definitely made mason so much more excited to be home. the weather was a lot more different in los angeles than it was back in his hometown. since his producers had given him a long break for the holidays, he wanted to go back home to spend it with his family since he rarely saw the, which he indeed felt so bad for. “ oh my gosh mom, i’ll be home in a sec, ” the male spoke into the speaker of his car. his family decided to throw a small party for him when he arrived at home and she was telling him how everyone had already arrived and waiting for him. he was hoping to see some old friends and his family, and hopefully rekindle things with a certain someone.

christmas was without a doubt rosa’s favorite season of the year. not only she could take a break from her demanding studies, but she could also get to see her family and her friends and enjoy all the festivities with them. the blonde had spent many hours catching up with her mom, while they gazed out to the breathtaking scenery of the falling snowflakes. by now, her mother was sound asleep on the couch and even though it was pretty late, rosa didn’t want to go to bed just yet. tiptoeing to the kitchen, she pulled down the cocoa powder from a shelf and started looking around the cabinets for marshmallows, determined to make the best hot chocolate of her lifetime.

#fforeverinyourmindd #( rosa's interactions. )

lcvefigcres‌

♡ open starter ! ♡ ↪ learn more about him here ↪ connection: fwbs/girlfriend/daughter’s nanny (specify in tags <3)

theo had just managed to catch his breath, his fingers wrapped around the girls side and pulling her closer to him so he could nuzzle into her. they had managed to have a bit of fun after he’d managed to get nevaeh off to bed, and they were just coming down from the high of their climaxes. his lips lowered down to press soft kisses over her jaw and neck, landing on her chest and chuckling softly against her skin. “your heart is beating so fast…” he murmured, being able to feel her pulse against his lips, his eyes looking up at her through his dark lashes.

for just a moment rosa’s lids fell as she concentrated on the rough texture of his fingers on her side, pushing and pulling at the soft, tight skin. she wasn’t sure if it was the thrill of his daughter soundly sleeping in the next room that left her with goosebumps along her legs or if it was the overwhelming sensation that he left her with as his hands groped at her body hugging her close, or if it was his warm breath against her hot skin as he peppered her with kisses that left her at a loss of breath and words and apparently a fast-beating heart. humming, the blonde batted her eyelashes innocently at him. “ can you blame me? “ she teased, playfully running petite fingertips over his dark hair.

#i went with nanny!#hope you don't mind ^^#lcvefigcres #( rosa's interactions. )

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