* BLOOD / LUST

ind. / sel. vampire oc. as told by gabbi.

[bloodnights]

rcttenheart:

as she stabs him mandy really hopes he doesn’t die, hopes that he is in fact undead. her suspicion is proven correct when he heals instantly and anger takes possession of his body. within the blink of an eye she is shoved against a wall harshly and the girl gasps for air.  she ignores her exposed shoulders digging into the brick wall as well as the pain spreading in the back of her head and focuses on the vampire in front of her. his words are laced with anger and they make her stomach flutter with excitement. mandy is unsure about what she’s enjoying more : the pain or the danger of it all. “ you think i’m scared of you ‘cause you killed a few people? i’ve dismembered half my town before i even graduated. “

He lets out a laugh, it’s humorless at best. The way she calmly reacts, the way she seems to be enjoying this---it almost reminds him of himself. He leans in closer, still pinning her to the wall, ❝maybe you should practice some self preservation right now.❞ Words are practically hissed at her. He doesn’t back away, eyes studying her. He can’t tell if she was more reckless or STUPID. ❝You had to have known this was a risk---how did you even know? ❞

[bloodnights]

rcttenheart:

him staying as calm as he did was almost all the confirmation she needed. no sane person reacted that way to a knife being pressed against their throat. “ stabbing people gets boring after a while you know. “ she tightens her grip around the knife, eyes never leaving his. “ and i’ve seen the state some bodies are in after your kind has had their fun. i want to be able to do that.” as certain as she was that he was in fact a vampire, mandy wanted actual proof. without much hesitation she removed the knife from his throat only to jam it into his abdomen with as much force as she can manage.

Your kind. Eyes narrow, so that’s what this was about. That was the kind of DEATH she craved. He hardly has time to respond or even react before she’s jamming the knife into his abdomen, the unexpected sharp pain catching him off guard. Teeth gritted, trying to catch his breath, he yanks the knife out. It only takes a moment before the wound heals, before he’s grabbing her and shoving her into the wall. ❝Tell me, what makes you think I’d even turn you---especially now. You’ve clearly seen the trail of bodies I leave behind. Where in your pathetic little mind, did you get the idea that I wouldn’t just rip your throat out? ❞

[bloodnights]

rcttenheart:

“ why would i want to kill you? “ her gaze moves down to the knife on his neck and mandy seems utterly fascinated as the man she’s threatening leans forward, drawing blood. she smiles up at him widely, her eyes flashing with unhinged desire as she wonders if perhaps he is like her, if pain excited him in the same way it did her. “ actually i’m here because i thought you might be interested in killing me. “

He keeps gaze his fixed on her, watches her carefully. He’s practically backed into a corner and still he remains calm as ever, even smug. It’s not like she could TRULY kill him and clearly that wasn’t exactly her endgame here anyway. ❝And why would I be interested in killing you? ❞ Though it wasn’t unlike him to kill without reason, he doesn’t quite understand her reasoning. He’s never even met her and still he wonders if there’s something she might know about him.  ❝You know, you might wanna be careful what you wish for.❞

[bloodnights]

anyone wanna plot?? 👀 a bitch is coming back!!

[bloodnights]

@rcttenheart said: 🔪   //   put  a  knife  to  my  muse’s  throat .

There’s a smirk painted on his lips, there’s no sense of danger even with the cool, sharp metal pressed to his throat. ❝You think you’re gonna kill me? ❞ He lets out a chuckle, leans forward ever so slightly, lets the knife make the smallest of cuts on his neck. ❝It’ll definitely be fun to see you try.❞ Usually by now he would’ve turned the tables on her, maybe even ripped her throat out. But for now, this proved to be far more intriguing.

[chaoticmusing]

Send “I see darkness in you” for my muse’s reaction

[magnoliamemes-deactivated201906]

Random sentence starters.  

“Don’t make me laugh,  I’m trying to be mad at you”

“I’m not stalking you,  I’m following you without your knowledge. It’s completely different”  

“I guess I’ll go alone then, without you. Alone.  By myself.  Like a friendless loser.”

“Let me see that pretty smile”  

“It’s you and me against the world”

“Don’t worry, everyone makes mistakes.  Like me I was my parents greatest mistake”

“When I look at you all I feel is rage”

“Are you always this happy go lucky? Don’t you ever feel UNHAPPY?”

“I will dance anywhere I please”

“What’s it like being brighter than the sun?”

“C’mon, we’re too cool for this”

“Would it be weird if we held hands.  Not like a couple, just as a friends or maybe as a couple. I just want to hold your hand”  

“I need you to do me a favor,  hit me as hard as you can” 

“It’s okay,  I know it’s difficult being short so I’ll just lift you whenever you’re trying to reach something up high”

“I’m sorry if I hugged you for an unreasonable amount of time”

“Hurry,  HOP on my back. There’s no time for explanation”

“You know me better than I know me. What should I do?”

“I wouldn’t be staring at you if you weren’t so pretty. I’m not to blame for this”

“We’re friends even if you disagree”

“Now listen here, I love you but you suck”

“I couldn’t think of a way to end my story so I just made annoying noises” 

“Look into my eyes. Do they look infected to you?”

“That’s it. I give up on life”

“I’m friendship breaking up with you.  Don’t worry,  I’ll find someone better”

“No, I wasn’t thinking of kissing you. How awkward would that be. I mean unless you wanted to?”

“Believe in the me that believes in you”

“You’re too tall. It frightens me”

“Wanna spin in circles until we’re too dizzy to stand?”

“We make the perfect duo. Me, the smart one and you the dumb one.”

“Your destiny is to hangout with me. No one else,  ever.  I get jealous”  

“Well if you think I can do it then obviously I cannot”

“I’d say listen to your heart but I highly doubt you have one”

“I’m crying because your face is cute”

“Why are you so hideous?”  

“Oh look it’s you,  the embodiment of an actual angel here to bless me”

“You kissed my face,  I can die happy now”

“You look huggable,  may I confirm?” 

“I think I’m having a fake heart attack”

“Don’t touch me with your weird fingers”

“I had a dream about you,  you died”

“I’m gonna snowplow your whole family”

“You were the one that got away but I’ll get you next time. Oh yes I will”

“I’m gonna keep you forever”

“Don’t look at me with those big sad eyes. I can’t take it”

“You think I’ll do it, but I’ll tell you right now there’s no way- okay I’ll do it”

“I saw a baby deer and it reminded me of you”

“I didn’t miss you,  I REALLY missed you there’s a difference”

“Did you know you’re fantastic?”  

“You disgust me in the best kinds of ways”

“If I had to pick a friend to marry, I’d pick you”

“And they all lived happily ever after or I hope they did. I didn’t even read the book.”

“My life would be boring without you. Very peaceful and stress free but boring”

[littlelovelymemes]

(    *    & .    —    BILLIE  EILISH  LYRICS .

‘  don’t  you  know  i’m  no  good  for  you ?  ’

‘  nothing  ever  stops  you  leaving .  ’

‘  i  could  lie ,  say  i  like  it  like  that .  ’

‘  don’t  you  know  too  much  already ?  ’

‘  i’ll  only  hurt  you  if  you  let  me .  ’

‘  call  me  friend ,  but  keep  me  closer .  ’

‘  nothing  is  better  sometimes .  ’

‘  let  me  let  you  go .  ’

‘  i  just  wish  you  could  feel  what  you  say .  ’

‘  i  know  you  too  well .  ’

‘  if  ‘ i  love  you ’  was  a  promise ,  would  you  break  it  if  you’re  honest ?  ’

‘  i  don’t  wanna  be  you  anymore .  ’

‘  losing  feeling  is  getting  old .  ’

‘  only  you  know  the  way  that  i  break .  ’

‘  if  we  were  meant  to  be ,  we  would’ve  been  by  now .  ’

‘  all  i  see  is  him  right  now .  ’

‘  go  ahead  and  watch  my  heart  burn  with  the  fire  that  you  started  in  me ,  but  i’ll  never  let  you  back  to  put  it  out .  ’

‘  your  love  feels  so  fake .  ’

‘  if  i  could  get  to  sleep ,  i  would  have  slept  by  now .  ’

‘  when  you  call  my  name ,  do  you  think  i’ll  come  running ?  ’

‘  so  good  at  giving  me  nothing .  ’

‘  when  you  close  your  eyes ,  do  you  picture  me ?  ’

‘  you  should  see  me  in  a  crown .  ’

‘  your  silence  is  my  favorite  sound .  ’

‘  i  like  the  way  they  all  scream .  ’

‘  i  think  you’re  pretty .  ’

‘  i’m  not  your  baby .  ’

‘  where’s  my  mind ?  ’

‘  what  an  expensive  fate .  ’

‘  my  v  is  for  vendetta .  ’

‘  thought  that  i’d  feel  better ,  but  now  i  got  a  bellyache .  ’

‘  i  wear  my  noose  like  a  necklace .  ’

‘  i  wanna  make  ‘em  scared .  ’

‘  don’t  be  cautious ,  don’t  be  kind .  ’

‘  i  don’t  belong  to  anyone .  ’

‘  by  the  way ,  you’ve  been  uninvited .  ’

‘  why  so  sad ,  bunny ?  ’

‘  call  me  calloused ,  call  me  cold .  ’

‘  you  better  love  me .  ’

‘  i  would  hate  to  see  you  go .  ’

‘  i  hate  to  be  the  one  that  told  you  so .  ’

‘  you  just  crossed  the  line ,  you’ve  run  out  of  time .  ’

‘  sorry ,  sorry ,  i’m  sorry ,  sorry …  sike .  ’

‘  wake  up  and  smell  the  coffee .  ’

‘  is  your  cup  half  full  or  empty ?  ’

‘  i  love  it  when  you’re  awfully  quiet .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  keep  it  quiet .  ’

‘  i  know  it  makes  you  nervous ,  but  i  promise  you  it’s  worth  it .  ’

‘  i  promise  you  it’s  worth  it  to  show  ‘em  everything  you  kept  inside .  ’

‘  too  shy  to  say ,  but  i  hope  you  stay .  ’

[bloodnights]

Me, talking about Ki:

[octoberinspo]

[vomitingwords]

I never knew how— vulnerable I can be, not until I fell in love with you.

ma.c.a // Visible (via vomitingwords)

[slaayr]

             ( @bloodnights )

           “   long time no see.   ”     said without malice,   perhaps,    but her tone is anything but light as she looks him over once,   twice.   a hand trembles to a rest at her side where her weapon  kisses  the bare skin of her thigh,   whispers secrets to the world.    she smiles something sharp.    “   let me guess    -     you’e on the prowl for…   innocent virgins  ?    day-old puppies  ?    maybe a  nice  old lady if you’re lucky,  huh  ?   ”

[bloodnights]

❝It’s definitely been a while,❞ he offers a crooked grin. Not exactly innocent, it couldn’t be with the glint in his eyes. ❝That’s a good one. But---who says I’m on the prowl for anything? Maybe I’m just taking a walk.❞ It wasn’t exactly a lie, sometimes he simply couldn’t think straight. Needed room to breathe. As much as he never regretted giving into his impulses, he still needed some semblance of CONTROL. But you never knew if he could keep hold of that control. Never knew if his intentions were in fact that innocent. ❝It is a nice night, why not take advantage of it?❞ 

[bloodnights]

cont. meme // from x  @shxyme​

❝Alright, you got me,❞ he says, hands raised in defeat. As if she would have believed him in the first place. As if the evidence wasn’t written on his face, on the fresh blood on his clothing. He’s not particularly ashamed, he never has been. His denial was more of a joke than an attempt at hiding his act of violence. He smiles, licking blood off his lips. It’s clear, in his eyes, in his demeanor---there was no hint of remorse. ❝Grandmas are already on their way out, it’s not really as satisfying.❞ He raises an eyebrow, smile playing at his lips. It was a joke made in poor taste. ❝Just some random in a bar. Don’t worry though, it’s not like anyone’s going to miss the local drunken asshole.❞ His words were just as callous as ever.

[bloodnights]

🍻+“ do you love me ?”

MEME REPLY: @softenedimmortality​

Send 🍻 + a question for an honest (and drunk) ki

 ❝—Yes,❞ he says. Ki was always fairly blunt, sometimes to the point of brutal honesty. Being drunk only amplified this fact. And while this truth wasn’t so brutal, it was one that still deeply impacted them both. He smiles at Hyungjoon, takes another sip of his beer. ❝I think—❞ he pauses, trying to string together the right words. He was far from sober at this point. ❝I think…You affected me from the start,❞ his face is a little more serious now. ❝I never cared before, but with you—it’s like it was almost inevitable. I couldn’t shake it and...and I didn’t want to.❞ He nods a little, feeling a bit vulnerable. It’s not a feeling he’s used to. Hyungjoon brought out a lot of feelings Ki wasn’t used, because he made him FEEL.

And then, after a long pause:

❝Also, I think you’re going to have to carry me home.❞

[lynchoid]

[bloodnights]

IMPORTANT: Ki’s bio has been updated/tweaked a bit. I’d really appreciate if you could read over it again !! There’s also been a URL CHANGE as well, eternitysought is now bloodnights !!

[tychememes-blog]

taken from the book  ‘ the gay science ’  by friedrich nietzsche

❛ their whole nature fails to persuade ❜ ❛ they have never remained silence about any of their good deeds ❜ ❛ he always carries a biscuit for cerberus ❜ ❛ either we have no dreams or our dreams are interesting ❜ ❛ let those who have ears, hear ❜ ❛ before the effect one believes in different causes than one does afterward ❜ ❛ anyone with a very loud voice is almost incapable of thinking subtleties ❜ ❛ the purpose of punishment is to improve those who punish ❜ ❛ the sacrificial animal does not share the spectators’ ideas about sacrifice ❜ ❛ our eyes are also intended for hearing ❜ ❛ the mistrustful speak empathetically ❜ ❛ how can one constantly admire without constantly feeling contempt? ❜ ❛ is that not a blasphemy against your ideal? ❜ ❛ in applause there is always a kind of noise ❜ ❛ they are running away from people ❜ ❛ one hears only those questions for which one is able to find answers ❜ ❛ they know how to make things simpler than they are ❜ ❛ this is by all means a matter of taste, nothing more ❜ ❛ i’d sooner have people steal from me than be surrounded by scarecrows & hungry looks ❜ ❛ thoughts are the shadows of our feelings ❜ ❛ all voices sound different in solitude ❜ ❛ who has had the most convincing eloquence so far? ❜ ❛ i spoil the taste of their party for everyone ❜ ❛ some people need open enemies ❜ ❛ they are in a bad way ❜ ❛ we are always only in our own company ❜ ❛ in a moment they will be ready with a lie ❜ ❛ in the end one finds more than one might have wished ❜ ❛ why not be defeated some time too? ❜ ❛ all is lost if we fall ❜ ❛ you have no idea what you are living through ❜ ❛ to have a virtue one must really wish to have it in its most brutal form ❜ ❛ happiness is not nearly so contagious a disease ❜ ❛ even one’s thoughts cannot reproduce entirely in words ❜ ❛ there is no selflessness in my soul ❜ ❛ you are beyond all embarrassment ❜ ❛ i do not want to have people imitate my example ❜ ❛ no victor believes in chance ❜ ❛ what we do is never understood ❜ ❛ those who have greatness are cruel to their virtues ❜ ❛ with a great goal one is superior even to justice ❜ ❛ you shall become the person you are ❜ ❛ what do you love in others? ❜ ❛ i still live, i still think ❜ ❛ we were friends and have become estranged ❜ ❛ few people have faith in themselves ❜ ❛ there is yet another world to be discovered — and more than one ❜ ❛ at the very bottom of my soul i feel grateful to all my misery ❜ ❛ i have given a name to my pain ❜ ❛ one must learn to love ❜