down the essence

it / its. loligagging if you will

[iavenjqasdf]

[zinesbycee]

sadomasochism? no, i'm actually quite happyomasochism ^_^

[swagciopathic]

this week is probably going to be awful for me so everyone has to be nice to me during it. at least theres stream events and gmod playtime night. if nothing else. dont shoot me in the head no matter how much i beg for it and cling to your leg

[swagciopathic]

MUSIC☝️

[four-cold-hands]

nulljob from a girl with a huge nothing

[yaoifangirlstwtwgayguys]

[punkrock-bottom]

I’ve seen you people thirst after men I wouldn’t even feed to my creature

[swagciopathic]

i dont think im human of course, im not no evidence i have beyond on the body plane tells me anything and thats just vessel. but i dont realte to otherkinnedness or alterhumanity, the idea that im Supposed to Be Something Else or that im something specific like a dog or a lizard. im something like time or space, in a body, a sort of fraction of it, maybe im here to observe everything and i forgot wjen i joined everything. i must be observing because why else do i act like this? i learn a lot from people and humanity but theres alwaus a screen. im always behind the warm body people see and touch, hands behind my back or maybe pressed to glass. i dont relate to the world but i love anyway. its all just so new and strange to me. itll never be normal and thats ok cause it makes me happy anway and i get to see lots of lovely things

[swagciopathic]

i had a dream once wjere there was a new color nobody had ever seen before, i went to a park and the sky was this psychadelic swirl of colors like yellow and pink and blue? and there was anotjer one, that i cant remember in my waking life but that i KNEW existed i saw it. i fucking saw it. a warm pastellish color, wjen i woke up i felt it fade from me and i felt so bereft. it was so beautiful, running giddily forwarf with tears in its eyes. i cant picture it conscious. i once also had a dream where i was a force of nature with no ego, i 'knew' past present and future but i didn't'act' on 'thohght' or 'knowledge' cause there was no 'i' and 'me' and there was no vessel, it simply was, when i woke up from being time i never felt ok again, i always felt limited, being inside a mind strangles me every day but i do such beautiful things in this medium so its not so bad <3

[swagciopathic]

its sp difficult to sway people i love from low self esteem and shit cause like i cant express verbally how wrong they are abt like appearances and shit .. like person who is so stunning that if i were on molly i would break down crying and never recover saying theyre chopped... ok... me when i lie...

[swagciopathic]

ocasiojally while im doing something ill cath my eyes in a reflection and im jumpscared. my eyes are scary as fuck no wonder people think i want to kill them on the strwet wjen i look at them jfc

[stupidrehab]

physical altercation my house 9 pm tonight

[mrsterlingeverything]

Stop eating lamb. Thats babies

[mrsterlingeverything]

If you continue to eat lamb you are a pedophile. Omg.

[radical-song]

[anarqueeen]

Maybe yours does. My clit can run crysis at 20 fps on medium graphics.

[sunburnt-brian]

[ttnn77]

FOUND A SPIDER WHO MADE A WEB IN A DUMB SPOT WITH NO INSECTS AROUND SO I PUT FRUIT UNDER IT TO ROT AND ATTRACT THEM LIKE AN INSECT MAGNET... IT WORKED... WHO NEEDS EVOLUTION WHEN YOU HAVE ME?(:

[bgm05]

incest is such a dumb guy fetish it's like duuuhhhhh who should i jack off to today. oh i know. my mom and my dad. literally the first people i met in my entire life