Anguish and Despair

Side blog for my vents. I do not condone anything that I reblog. Stay safe.

[lilfoxbones]

I want to be small for him

I need to be small for him

He says I'm perfect

I don't believe him

I need to be perfect for him

[ruuf-zoei]

◎「my current diet plan」◎

(this is not 4 any1 2 follow, just so i can stay accountable)

goal; in 5 months lose 40lbs

rules;

+avoid sugar and carbs

+eat half of everything i didn’t proportion

+always keep limit from 900-1200 cals

+only water and coffee

+try to workout every day

+no binging

+meal log every night

+remember this could be me;

[theflameprincess]

[swallowing-the-void]

Does someone wanna be Ed buddies/ a group? I can give you my snap 🥺

[hellyeah12]

[sleepygogh]

[anxietyproblem]

[hallucination]

[ricecakeandcoffee]

It’s a new week. Another chance to get your shit together. You can lose 3.5-5lbs in a week restricting under 500 calories. We got this

[batorchids]

Eyes 6

[hypopathetic]

The only bad thing with drug binges is that your drugs end eventually and then you have to deal with a crazy comedown from hell.

[fuckyeah-robyn]

MDMA comedown is proper shit.

[lsd-something-something]

Hell is real...

…and it’s called amphetamine comedown.

[meghandaiglexo]

[wasting-nights]

MDMA: when it hits you, you love everyone. when you come down, you hate everyone. and the next day, you hate yourself.

[grilledgalaxy]

Comedown guide:

We’ve all been there but here are some tips to make it easier

1. Drink orange juice, it will make you feel so much better

2. eat fruits (especially watermelon) when you start feeling the comedown - this won’t be such a shock to your system. If you start eating a lot of carbs on a comedown you might go into a binge for a few days however this isn’t the case for everyone so do what works for you

3. You will feel much better when you sleep, if you can’t sleep don’t worry that’s normal. When it eventually comes you will be good as new

4. If you feel like you’re going to die that’s also normal, I promise you that you won’t. You are just experiencing a little anxiety which will go away once you have slept, eaten and re-hydrated

5. Listen to Zen music to calm your mind

6. Try and be with an animal/pet - you will feel more relaxed

7. If you can’t keep your food down try drinking something that will replenish your electrolytes. Keep some electrolyte sachets at home

8. If you need to, call an anxiety hotline

9. Take a relaxing bath

10. Drink water & stay hydrated

You will be okay 💕 stay strong

[bad-habits-come-at-a-cost]

Wow I’ve made myself so ill