Let's get pizza then fuck.

Kate. 23. Female. Washington. Michael Christopher Fuentes A.K.A Mikeywhiskeyhands. I worship music, cats, sleep, my bed and netflix. Don't fuck with me and we will be fine. c:

[abnormall]

[tearstainedwrists]

[abnormall]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Things no one tells you about when you’ve been mentally ill for years and it won’t get better

— everyone will give up on you. Some will say it upfront, some will have indirect ways of showing it (you’re a lucky mf if you still have someone )

— your symptoms/ breakdowns/ panic attacks are cute for a few months. Everyone wants to help. Later on people find them annoying and inconvenient

— you will be blamed for not getting better. Doesn’t matter if you’re doing therapy, taking meds, exercising, eating well and sleeping. You can do all of it, some of it or none of it. They will find fault in your efforts.

— desensitization to your pain. This one isn’t their fault, it’s human nature. But it happens and yes it hurts cuz you would wish you were desensitized to your own pain but you have to feel it no matter what. Doesn’t matter if it’s the millionth time. It demands to be felt.

— people move on. But you can’t. You see people cope and get over things while you simply can’t. And it’s so much worse if you’ve been mentally ill for years. Even the smallest things break you and trigger you.

— you slowly realize this world isn’t made for mentally ill people in any way

— you’re tired / fatigued all the time. You have been for years now. You simply exist but you aren’t capable of living anymore. Your illnesses have taken everything that made you feel alive. You’re nothing but a shell. A body.

[broken-depressed-hearts]

I don’t know where the fuck my life is going

[abnormall]

[sa-dnesss]

“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

—

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[abnormall]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sweatybuttsex]

I havent posted in almost 4 years but I'm finding myself having to ask for help. I have recently had to quit my job due to my disability. I have 7 herniated discs and arthritis in my spine. I can barely move both days. I created a go fund me because I'm struggling. I'm getting married to the love of my life in July and we now can't pay for our rent let alone a wedding. If anyone could help us or if you could even just share our go fund me page, I'd be appreciative. I hate asking for help, but I'm stuck.

Help Kate & Chip Stay Afloat, organized by Kate Martinsen

Kate recently had to quit her job due to a disability and is waiting on Unemployment and D… Kate Martinsen needs your support for Help Kate

[sweatybuttsex]

I havent posted in almost 4 years but I'm finding myself having to ask for help. I have recently had to quit my job due to my disability. I have 7 herniated discs and arthritis in my spine. I can barely move both days. I created a go fund me because I'm struggling. I'm getting married to the love of my life in July and we now can't pay for our rent let alone a wedding. If anyone could help us or if you could even just share our go fund me page, I'd be appreciative. I hate asking for help, but I'm stuck.

Help Kate & Chip Stay Afloat, organized by Kate Martinsen

Kate recently had to quit her job due to a disability and is waiting on Unemployment and D… Kate Martinsen needs your support for Help Kate

[sweatybuttsex]

I havent posted in almost 4 years but I'm finding myself having to ask for help. I have recently had to quit my job due to my disability. I have 7 herniated discs and arthritis in my spine. I can barely move both days. I created a go fund me because I'm struggling. I'm getting married to the love of my life in July and we now can't pay for our rent let alone a wedding. If anyone could help us or if you could even just share our go fund me page, I'd be appreciative. I hate asking for help, but I'm stuck.

Help Kate & Chip Stay Afloat, organized by Kate Martinsen

Kate recently had to quit her job due to a disability and is waiting on Unemployment and D… Kate Martinsen needs your support for Help Kate

[sweatybuttsex]

I havent posted in almost 4 years but I'm finding myself having to ask for help. I have recently had to quit my job due to my disability. I have 7 herniated discs and arthritis in my spine. I can barely move both days. I created a go fund me because I'm struggling. I'm getting married to the love of my life in July and we now can't pay for our rent let alone a wedding. If anyone could help us or if you could even just share our go fund me page, I'd be appreciative. I hate asking for help, but I'm stuck.

Help Kate & Chip Stay Afloat, organized by Kate Martinsen

Kate recently had to quit her job due to a disability and is waiting on Unemployment and D… Kate Martinsen needs your support for Help Kate

[kittyvines]

(Woman off screen: “Well, hey kitty! What are you doing there?”)

[kataphileo]

[halloweenskellington]

Is it Halloween yet?

Me, around 87 billion times every day (via disneyskellington)