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Welcome to my page!!

I have a full time job, I am a full time accounting student, I do doordash and various online content, and can still barely scrape by - welcome to my crashout!

My page here on tumblr is a bit of a catch-all. You will find discussion of mental illness, physical illness, NSFW topics (less frequent), random tidbit, as I said - bit of a catch-all site for my brain lol

This account is not minor friendly so MDNI!!!!!!!!

Additionally, regardless of what topic is being discussed I do not support nor encourage the worsening of existing conditions, mental or otherwise, and highly encourage everyone to seek the appropriate help for their respective conditions. I do my best to add warnings to posts I know will be potentially triggering, but I am human and make mistakes. I'm friendly so feel free to DM, send asks, or even request I alter posts to make them a bit more public space censor-appropriate!

Do not wanna be here

According to my watch, that I have only been wearing part of the day, I've burned off just over 2k cals... I've ingested just under 2.2k cals today.... Eheheheh imma have a headache tomorrow, I went overboard on cleaning

Caved and had something to eat 😅 brightside is that I did it because I cleaned enough to burn too many cals and make myself feel like I was gonna pass out.

Also about to burn off what I ate by doing more cleaning 😃

Work will also burn a fair bit

Caved and had something to eat 😅 brightside is that I did it because I cleaned enough to burn too many cals and make myself feel like I was gonna pass out.

Also about to burn off what I ate by doing more cleaning 😃

Work will also burn a fair bit

Gonna do my best to survive on coffee and water until dinner, gonna start cooking dinner at about 2:45pm

Gluten free spaghetti with ground turkey

Oven baked, buttered baguette

Watermelon chunks

Oven baked zucchini and potato chunks with seasoning

Roughly 1,175 calories total for the dinner which is honestly a TON for a single meal, but I wanted to do something special for the family and plenty of options for the picky eater. Not listed is the asparagus I'll be making but I won't touch that 😅

It'll take probably a good hour and a half to make everything, but it'll be well worth it to see the smiles on their faces!

Also praying it turns out good because I am not much of a cook 😬

It'd be great if I could make living wages at part time hours 🫠🫠

I'm so tired of work, college, parenting, AND other shit

Really wish I had a gym buddy to help hold me more accountable, or that I could just have the self motivation to go.

My step count is avg of like 5k and change so I'm halfway to the 10k daily goal, but my exercise is below the basement.

Gonna try and do better. Hydrate better, move more. Idk but I have until July 10th to sort my shit and lose 2 sizes.

Really wish I had a gym buddy to help hold me more accountable, or that I could just have the self motivation to go.

My step count is avg of like 5k and change so I'm halfway to the 10k daily goal, but my exercise is below the basement.

Gonna try and do better. Hydrate better, move more. Idk but I have until July 10th to sort my shit and lose 2 sizes.

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Can't stick to goals for shit

Can't get a break, can't get ahead, can't handle my shit

And for the second night in a row, no sleep for meeeeeee

I was really hoping getting shitfaced and being snuggled to sleep would mean a decent solid sleep but nah, awake after only 2 and a half hours and very much regretting existence

These nightmares are getting worse and I just want to cry and stop existing 🫠 but alas I have bills to pay and people to show up for so on we go

Nightmares yet again. The kind that play on biggest fears. Waking, moving, adjusting then trying to sleep again just to be right back in the nightmare.

I want to scream, be destructive, carve that shit out of my skin. But I promised I'd help some friends, I can't afford to miss work, and life goes on.

I have dye on my head and am attempting to sort how imma spend the next hour and change since original plans are out the window.

Matched with someone on tinder like forever ago, she has slowly messaged less and less but now I'm on 2 other sites and she popped up on BOTH and I am feeling pretty grrr because I don't wanna swipe left but also I don't wanna swipe right if she has no interest

Also feeling kinda gre because she is so sweet and funny and I thought we really clicked but if not??

Supposed to move stuff tomorrow plus having a night out and possibly spicy times, and again on Thursday so that means~

100oz water daily

Careful diet so I can do whatever I would like and no tummy issues

And plenty of coffee with ONLY oat milk and a small bit of sugar (ends up around 50cals per cup, 100 if I do the dark chocolate oat milk)

I intend to do my best to avoid bloat, be hydrated, and drink without alcohol cals killing my progress

Bought coffee, caved and bought a giant cinnamon roll, got to destination and ate the least because I offered to share and let the other 2 have bigger sections 🤭

Also then helped move boxes and shi cuz the friend I went to see is moving so I got a workout

Overcast, cool day out.

Gonna spend some time outside 🥰

Hoping that I can hit a couple thousand steps before work tonight and another couple thousand at work

Coffee and strawberries, a good breakfast 😌

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