♡ Adam's Perfect Wife™ ♡

Nill or Nilla ♡ She/Her & It/It's ♡ Adult Selfshipper ♡ See Pinned Please! *~His golden feather, His little songbird~* (icon credit: 0murice @ gaiaonline)

[sweetcircus]

♥  PLEASE READ THIS! THANK YOU LOVELIES!  ♥

♡  Hey there! I’m an adult Autistic Demisexual/Polyromantic Demigirl who uses She/Her and It/It’s pronouns! I'm the host of a fictive heavy, traumagenic OSDD-1b system with Agoraphobia.

♡ My DNI is pretty simple! Pedos/Zoos/Necros/MAPs, Racists, TERFs, homo/trans/acephobes, supporters of the current president, prolifers, ableists, ageists & doubles of marked non sharing F/Os please keep out! If you hurt or bully others you are not someone I want to be around, full stop. It costs nothing to be kind and respectful, take advantage of the free offer!

♡  Please do not come at me with any discourse! I easily get sick from stress to the point of seizures. I want to keep this blog friendly, you give me basic respect and I'll return the favor. Thank you for understanding!

♡ I'm a fan of Vtubers! My Kami Oshis are Gavis Bettel, Machina X Flayon, Crimzon Ruze & ApolloBugman! My normal Oshi(s) are Banzoin Hakka and Josuji Shinri of Holostars TEMPUS! There will be tags for all my faves at the bottom of this post!

♡  My main F/Os are bolded and at the top of my list! These are my absolute most beloved! It's very rare I will share any of them.

♡  I'm primarily non sharing with my main F/O(s)! You may interact if we share someone who's marked as such but I'm way more open to sharing with mutuals than strangers! I do block doubles quite aggressively, so you find yourself blocked it's a me thing, not you! Do what you do just away from me and my darlings, m'kay? <3

♡  I've recently learned I'm soulbonded to a few of my F/Os! They are also mostly fictives in my system! You can ask about them but know my relationships with them are profound, very deep and very real to me. They're all marked with a 💍 symbol!

♡  This blog is not just about selfshipping, I have many hyperfixations! There will be horror and some mildly spicy content but it’s all tagged, I might forget on occasion though! Feel free to ask me to tag things within reason!

  ♥ THESE ARE MY MOST BELOVEDS ♥

  ♥  Adam (Hazbin Hotel) - Not Okay With Sharing! 💍

♥  Jack (Something's Wrong With Sunny Day Jack) - Not Okay With Sharing! 💍

♥  Abel (Hazbin Hotel) - Not Okay With Sharing & Exceptions With Few Mutuals! 💍

♥  Sam (Stardew Valley) - Not Okay With Sharing!

♥ 💜 (Secret F/O) - Not Okay With Sharing! 💍

♥  💗 (Secret F/O) - Not Okay With Sharing! 💍

♥ Jacquimo (Thumbelina) - Okay With Sharing!

♥ James Sunderland (Silent Hill 2) - Okay With Sharing! 💍

♥  Zeno (Burn The Midnight Oil) - Might Be Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Oogie Boogie (The Nightmare Before Christmas) - Not Okay With Sharing!

♥  Valentino (Hazbin Hotel) - Okay With Sharing!

♥  Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus) - Selective Sharing With Mutuals!

♥  Larry (Sallyface) - Not Okay With Sharing!

♥  Art The Clown (Terrifier) - Okay With Sharing!

♥  Papa Emeritus II (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing! 💍

  ♥  Papa Emeritus III (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing! 💍

♥  Red Guy (Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared) - Not Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Buggy (One Piece) - Selective Sharing With Mutuals!

♥  Casper (A Date With Death) - Selective Sharing With Mutuals!

♥  Prince Florian (Mario Wonder) - Selective Sharing With Mutuals!

  ♥  Huxley (Don’t Toy With Me) - Not Okay With Sharing!

♥  Jason Voorhees (Friday The 13th) - Okay With Sharing! 💍

  ♥  Piers (Pokemon Sword & Shield) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Guzma (Pokemon Sun & Moon) - Not Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Demyx (Kingdom Hearts) - Not Okay With Sharing!

♥  Beetlejuice (Beetlejuice) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Lady Dimitrescu (Resident Evil 8) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Monty (FNAF: Security Breach) - Might Be Okay With Sharing!

    ♥  Johnny (Johnny The Homicidal Maniac) - Not Okay With Sharing! 

  ♥  John Doe (JOHN DOE) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Alan (My Dear Hatchet Man) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Stu (My Dear Hatchet Man) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Friend (See Thru Need A Friend) - Might Be Okay With Sharing!

♥  Father Jim DeFroque (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥   Papa Emeritus I (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Papa Emeritus IV (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Aether (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing!

  ♥  Sodo (Ghost) - Okay With Sharing!

 ♥  Bob (Spooky Month) - Okay With Sharing!

 ♥   Douma (Demon Slayer) - Okay With Sharing!

♥   Tengen (Demon Slayer) - Okay With Sharing!

 ♥  Alucard (Hellsing) - Okay With Sharing!

 ♥  🍕 (Secret F/O) - Okay With sharing!

♥ TAGS FOR YOU TO ENJOY ♥

♡   F/O image tag is Dream Darlings!

♡  Harem Dreams is my tag for my poly selfships!

♡  Darling Daydreams is my general text based F/O tag!

♡  Tags for my Self Inserts/OCs I ship my F/Os with is Dearly Destined!

♡  Potentially spicy F/O content (images, text, etc) will be tagged Sinnamon Sweet!

♡  Darker and yandere text and images are tagged as Darkest Dreams!

♡  Drabble and Short fic tag for stuff with my F/Os is Dearest Drabbles!

♡  My custom tag for Adam is '.Heaven's Hottest Husband ♡ !

♡ My custom tag for my Oshi(s) when it comes to Vtuber content is Starry Eyed Dreamers!

♡ My custom tag for my Kami Oshi, Gavis Bettel is Cheering For Jester!

♡ My custom tag for my Kami Oshi, Machina X Flayon is My Perfect Mecha Pilot!

♡ My custom tag for my Kami Oshi, Crimzon Ruze is My Least Favorite Idol!

♡ My custom tag for my Kami Oshi, ApolloBugman is Trashy But Beloved Bug!

♡  These are my horror related tags!: Horror, Body Horror and Blood!

♡  ‘Ask To Tag’ is a catch all tag, if you need a post tagged please send an ask!

[versacetbh-blog]

i literally dont talk to anyone unless they talk to me first

[calware]

spiritual successor to my email post

[daily-jelly]

Cyanea annaskala

Image source: https://www.inaturalist.org/observations/323325123

[bolaneno]

the color signatures of various elements when ignited

FB image credit: Ceres Science

[trashgnomesanonymous]

Do you love the colors of the combustion

[teaboot]

happy pride month

[smokinghorse]

just had a really good mango it was so good that i had to illustrate how it made me feel afterwards.

[stratfender]

op’s tags are so fucking important to me

[enjoylentgreen]

[fuckyeahchinesegarden]

Evening primroses in a park of Jiangsu by 懒惰的小蜜疯

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

btw if you’re kink shaming people, I hope you know that every single person who reblogs this post and I are shaming you

[orteil42]

given the current climate this pride especially i feel i must mention that i love my trans friends, i stand with trans people in the fight against transphobic legislation and those who would enforce it, and this blog is not a good place for you to be if you do not vibe with that

[loversfeathers]

a weighted blanket isn't enough. i need f/o to magically become real and lay on top of me

[rollforshortcake]

f/o who knows you aren’t okay. who noticed that you sleep more, eat less, that your feet drag when you walk.

f/o that lets you break down, even when you’re the happy friend. the emotional support friend. the okay friend.

f/o that comes home to find you in the same spot you were in when they left, and goes into the kitchen. they come back with tea and your favourite treat. they sit you up against them and they feed you. they hold the water to your lips.

f/o that doesn’t give up on you.

f/o that isn’t going to let you go, isn’t going to sit and watch you suffer like this. who holds you when you cry, who sits in all the hurt with you. who hates that you feel this way about yourself, about life.

f/o that believes you deserve a life better than this. and stops at nothing to give it to you.

f/o that knows you can do it, just that you need help. they know you don’t like asking for help, so they do it silently.

f/o that will not let you give up.

because they love you far too much for that.

[yeraltisakini-deactivated202405]

Bursa/Mudanya

[madamejadex]

Please remember that Pride is important because someone tonight still believes they’re better off dead than being themselves.

[chateauofmymind]

have you ever suddenly + involuntarily lost consciousness

yes (fainted)

yes (head trauma)

yes (substance-induced)

yes (lack of oxygen)

yes (blood loss)

yes (multiple)

no

Remaining time: 4 days 9 hours

[soulren]

“Ghosts are real” I can see how you could believe that

“Ghosts aren’t real” it’s very fair and rational that you believe that

“Ghosts aren’t real anymore” I’m about to hear a poem or very sad story

“Ghosts aren’t real yet” the fuck are you going to do

[thingsfromthedirt]

[sweetcircus]

President & out of touch Thursday. I am not sure if I still have your discord @ since I had to remake mine but I am open to chat about Adam and Abel pretty much any time any place

Thank you, thank you~! >w< Oh, I can always DM you here my handle and re-add you on discord if you ever wanted to chat!

That goes for any of my mutuals here on Tumblr if you guys have Discords! I don't post my info publicly as I don't like random friend requests but if we know each other you can absolutely hit a girl up!