I’m so sleepy it’s so late.. I haven’t gone to bed late in months and months but this weekend my bf and I have stayed up until 3 am twice in a row.. yesterday we saw a late night showing of the odyssey at the mall and naturally were buzzing when we left the theater at 1:30.. today we randomly went to a water park on impulse after waking up at noon. that was fun and felt childlike.. the water park was created on a mountain / is a ski resort in the winter so we walked sooo much and everything was steep which you would think mixed with swimming and playing and sun would make us so so sleepy but we ended up going to the grocery store and walking around for an hour looking at everything in every aisle and when we got home we deep cleaned our bathroom and completely reorganized our items whilst simultaneously de-cluttering. It felt quite satisfying and we created a lot more space by switching out the rolling rack we previously had for a (?) cupboard/god….im sleepy why can’t I think of the name. like an end table but…. thin and smaller OmG……. anyway I think it looks quite charming and I also switched out the stool we keep in the bedroom and the one previously in the bathroom. This is getting toooo long but my bathroom is my favorite place and bathrooms have always been my favorite place— fuck a closet!!!! now we have two stools and my little table ledge thing instead of the rolling-whatever thing we had before and ironically have so much more space that way. I didn’t do an incredible job at throwing things out, which I have always found difficult, but I’m trying to be better at it. I’m always stuck between project pan vibes but it ends up leading to hoarding .. I got a bunch of nice makeup brushes for Christmas and haven’t used anything but for the last 8 months so I finally throw out the elf brushes I’ve had from high school and even though it was so overdue and likely so unsanitary and horrible for my skin I felt so greedy and disgusting and evil for throwing something out that wasn’t outright broken .. same w makeup that I’ve had for years and is straight up expired and not worth keeping— pulls a string in my heart and makes me feel like the worst person alive. I also think I use things too slowly and with way too much precaution. I always watch peoples “empties” videos that happen so routinely either monthly or quarterly and I feel like I try and stretch things out for as long as I can which ends up being a waste in it of itself because I’ll let it just rot or collect dust out of fear of running out . So silly …. But then I think of like . Bradley on a budget and I spiral and I’m like why did I even buy an expensive cream anyway ?????? Whatever. I’m going to buy the cream and use the cream and enjoy the cream. Boom.
