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why are u still looking at my stuff lol

nah im glad i left this era of my life 🤣🤣🤣

#in my normal era rn 😍

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#project sekai #rubycoded

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#art #monikacoded

on a lighter note we wrote an english exam/test idk today the date was nice

some points i forgot to add to my apology:

1) the "eat glass" thing

once again, this was something i should not have said. i genuinely did not see that the message was sent by atlas, and even if i did see it, i should not say that. a person questioning their sexuality should not hear something like that, especially if they didnt do anything bad. i sincerely apologize.

2) the whole dating a 12yo thing

this was also one of my worst decisions. i know that i am an obsessive person, and the person i dated was young: so i knew it would eventually end in conflict. however, i still felt connected to the person since i had been friends with them for a while. i have trouble differentiating romantic feelings and platonic feelings: it was my fault that i did not think about it before getting into a relationship with them instead of telling them that it would be weird for us to date. i dont know how to formerly apologize for that, i am sorry.

@persocallout

#apology #i guess

i-amgod

CALLOUT ON @sweetpareo , @pissypetal AND @3135

hello, everybody! the tumblr post will be kept short and sweet, however you may read this carrd (fleurine.crd.co) for further info. the carrd details all of the wrongdoings of the users @sweetpareo, @pissypetal and @3135. we ask that you do not harass these people nor send them any ill messages. we just hope that you block and disengage with them, and we hope that they grow to learn and become better people.

major trigger warnings for: e-ting disorders, s-lf h-rm, s-xual assault, gr–ming and other various sensitive topics. please be safe and heed the warnings under the general information tab.

with all that said, we hope that you enjoy reading the carrd. we tried to make it as accessible as possible. we thank you for your time. this account will not be used after this. you can direct all further questions and/or contact to @mafuyuasahinas

sweetpareo

i'm going to respond to this, and i ask that you read my WHOLE response before you say Anything about it

i will also only be talking about my sections, as the other parts have been discussed before.

1) stalking

yes, this is true. i did do the things that are said in this section, but i regret the actions i took & how they affected my victim. i did not see it as stalking at that time; more like a way of coping because i wasn't in a good mental place at that time. but i realize that it was very, very wrong. i would formally like to apologize and will promise that nothing of that sort will happen again.

2) glamorization of eating disorders, self harm, obsessive behaviors, etc.

i also can confirm that this section is true. however, i do not agree that it was put on here, since they are screenshots of my public vent blog which i only gave to one single person. however, i will still be talking about it.

i never meant those posts to be fatphobic, i was doing it in a way to cope with my eating disorder that i have been struggling with for a while now. however, due to that, i only seemed to see my feelings/views. i never realized that that could be harmful to fat people. i apologize.

regarding that discord message: i was upset at that time because people with eating disorders almost never get support, however i do understand that it still was not okay at all to be saying. i formally apologize, again.

i am also apologizing for the traumacore reblogs. i do not like or support traumacore anymore, but i do admit that i used to back when i reblogged that. i've changed my views now, and i understand that it was very wrong of me.

4) misc

so first of all, regarding That ask. i was genuinely not aware that that ask was about atlas, since he, like he said, never talked about his trauma. i showed it to my friends, and they speculated that it came from atlas or her friend group. because of the current conflict we had/have at that time, i obviously believed it (i am not passing the blame to my friends with this, at least i am not trying to). that's where the "this U atlas" came from. i am genuinely so, so sorry that you had to witness that, atlas. i was genuinely not aware that you had trauma like that. you do not have to accept this apology, i just wanted to make it clear.

regarding the fictive thing: that was also very wrong of me, and i do recognize that. i myself am a system, which also has fictives, but i was not aware of the fact that fictives/introjects could be hurt from me saying things like that. i was just heavily in the "no doubles" mindset, so i said things like that. once again, i really do apologize.

i am genuinely sorry if i have ever hurt anyone - wether it was with or without ill intent. i hope you can accept my apology, and i hope that i will be able to improve myself.

gonna deactive tomorrow if you have anything to say say it now

#i'd like to defend myself but are people even gonna listen?