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[sweetsayu]

　　　_　(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ ) hi !! sayuhere ♡

　　　_　teenage girl ^_^

　　　_　she　　　　her

[lawlietsspiritroams]

Meow… meow, meow. Light, meow meow. Meow … Kira… meow meow, meow, B, meow. Meow? Meow meow… Misora, meow… meeeooow… Lind L Tailor, meow! Meow. Meeeow… meow, J, meow.

Meow… Light… meow.

[sweetsayu]

big bro are u okay …

[sweetsayu]

how do you cope?

by ignoring

[sweetsayu]

...Do you think mom hates me too?

@light-ghost-yagami

mom can never bring herself to hate any of us.

[light-ghost-yagami]

I think she still doesn't believe certain facts.

[sweetsayu]

you don’t deserve her love

[mitsukilla]

[dllybws]

[sweetsayu]

sayu what political wing do you align with

im a leftist

[bebs-art-gallery]

“BACK WHEN TIME DIDN’T MATTER” — AN OIL PAINTING BY RIONA

[sweetsayu]

^_^ yay… new decors..

( image doesn’t belong to mod )

[dollvyll]

[lawlietsspiritroams]

My tower fell.

I had 837 sugar cubes stacked on top of one another. I’ve had this tower for a year.

I tried to add one more today.

It fell.

The sugar cubes collapsed and now there’s a pile.

…I am sad.

[sweetsayu]

it’s okay big bro ! we can build a new one together im bored anyways…

[sweetsayu]

...Do you think mom hates me too?

@light-ghost-yagami

mom can never bring herself to hate any of us.

[sweetsayu]

new volume of the manga im reading came out and i got it... sooo i read itt and its SO GOOD! i cant believe snika and detective just kissed!! T--T im so mad snika ran away... sooo uncool.... i hope he understands his feelings soon!

[god-in-progress]

heheheh!! hii light!!! >_< - @sweetsayu

Awh, Sayu. I didn't know you were around here, too. ♪ What have you been up to?

[sweetsayu]

hi light! not much... studying... reading manga... feeling depressed... keeping up w misa-misa's stuff... just the usual! oo actually i need to show you this new manga i got! its a boy love story about this evil killer and the detective trying to catch him! its kinda inspired by kira and L xD but its super good! i promise!

[god-in-progress]

Hi, Sayu. :)

That sounds like... an interesting manga. But quite silly. Kira and L are far from a love story, you know. Now, tell me why you're feeling depressed.

[sweetsayu]

i said it was inspired... :I oh forget about that depression thing ! its just hormones like dad says !! i need to show u the manga

[god-in-progress]

Sure, the manga... Sayu, you'd tell me if something was bothering you, right?

[sweetsayu]

…huh? yeah, definitely light! ^_^💕

[god-in-progress]

Right, so. What's bothering you?

[sweetsayu]

cmon, i said its nothing important :P if it was really anything, id tell you

[god-in-progress]

Riiight.

What's this, and this, then? Don't hide stuff from me, silly.

[sweetsayu]

im not! plus, mr ryuzaki took me to get some ice cream to cheer me up so im feeling better already ^__^

[god-in-progress]

oh, I see... that's great, sayu. ♪ wait, ryuzaki?

I didn't know you were hanging with him. :)

[sweetsayu]

yea but he’s a ghost so i kinda look crazy to people xd

[god-in-progress]

right, yeah... maybe you should stay away from him, then. aren't ghosts quite creepy?

[sweetsayu]

but he doesn’t seem bad… he was talking to me about how he was such a great detective !

[god-in-progress]

heheheh!! hii light!!! >_< - @sweetsayu

Awh, Sayu. I didn't know you were around here, too. ♪ What have you been up to?

[sweetsayu]

hi light! not much... studying... reading manga... feeling depressed... keeping up w misa-misa's stuff... just the usual! oo actually i need to show you this new manga i got! its a boy love story about this evil killer and the detective trying to catch him! its kinda inspired by kira and L xD but its super good! i promise!

[god-in-progress]

Hi, Sayu. :)

That sounds like... an interesting manga. But quite silly. Kira and L are far from a love story, you know. Now, tell me why you're feeling depressed.

[sweetsayu]

i said it was inspired... :I oh forget about that depression thing ! its just hormones like dad says !! i need to show u the manga

[god-in-progress]

Sure, the manga... Sayu, you'd tell me if something was bothering you, right?

[sweetsayu]

…huh? yeah, definitely light! ^_^💕

[god-in-progress]

Right, so. What's bothering you?

[sweetsayu]

cmon, i said its nothing important :P if it was really anything, id tell you

[god-in-progress]

Riiight.

What's this, and this, then? Don't hide stuff from me, silly.

[sweetsayu]

im not! plus, mr ryuzaki took me to get some ice cream to cheer me up so im feeling better already ^__^

[god-in-progress]

oh, I see... that's great, sayu. ♪ wait, ryuzaki?

I didn't know you were hanging with him. :)

[sweetsayu]

yea but he’s a ghost so i kinda look crazy to people xd

[god-in-progress]

heheheh!! hii light!!! >_< - @sweetsayu

Awh, Sayu. I didn't know you were around here, too. ♪ What have you been up to?

[sweetsayu]

hi light! not much... studying... reading manga... feeling depressed... keeping up w misa-misa's stuff... just the usual! oo actually i need to show you this new manga i got! its a boy love story about this evil killer and the detective trying to catch him! its kinda inspired by kira and L xD but its super good! i promise!

[god-in-progress]

Hi, Sayu. :)

That sounds like... an interesting manga. But quite silly. Kira and L are far from a love story, you know. Now, tell me why you're feeling depressed.

[sweetsayu]

i said it was inspired... :I oh forget about that depression thing ! its just hormones like dad says !! i need to show u the manga

[god-in-progress]

Sure, the manga... Sayu, you'd tell me if something was bothering you, right?

[sweetsayu]

…huh? yeah, definitely light! ^_^💕

[god-in-progress]

Right, so. What's bothering you?

[sweetsayu]

cmon, i said its nothing important :P if it was really anything, id tell you

[god-in-progress]

Riiight.

What's this, and this, then? Don't hide stuff from me, silly.

[sweetsayu]

im not! plus, mr ryuzaki took me to get some ice cream to cheer me up so im feeling better already ^__^

[light-ghost-yagami]

HAHAHHAHEH!!!! imagine dying!!! xD - @sweetsayu

Oh. It's you.

Light tried to look indifferent, but, just like in life, he failed when it came to Sayu.

[sweetsayu]

hi light... um. yea i sent that ask all cheerful but i dont know what to say... u disappointed me... do u even care if i say that?? uhhhwhateverr... :/

[light-ghost-yagami]

Anything else?

[sweetsayu]

noo... uhhh. i miss my brother... bye light

[light-ghost-yagami]

Didn't they tell her I'm Kira? I don't know what's worse: telling her now or knowing she's still kind to me despite all this.

Wait. I, um... I'm sorry.

[sweetsayu]

sorry ??? sorry for what exactly ??? the trauma? the mass murder!? dad's death??? i looked up to you! ughhh forget it, leave me alone i dont wanna talk to u!

[light-ghost-yagami]

You yourself started talking to me?..

I don't think you really want me to go.

I'm only sorry that I'm dead. Everything else is the consequence of the decisions of those who opposed me. I doubt you know everything you want to know. But if I were you, I'd sincerely hate those who killed me. Everything I did was for your safety, among other things. And for father's safety. Who do you think got rid of him? Who do you think got rid of me? Could good people take your family away from you?

[sweetsayu]

u wont be able to convince me.

[light-ghost-yagami]

Do you think those people did the right thing by killing me?

[sweetsayu]

stop it light! it’s like you’re a whole different person!!

[light-ghost-yagami]

Answer my question.

[sweetsayu]

…yes… because as much as ur my brother ur also kira… ur no better than the people u kill and i stand by it! no matter how dumb anyone views me i know deep in my heart that ur wrong!

[light-ghost-yagami]

You're not dumb. We're just taught to talk that way. Maybe I'd say the same thing if I were you.

...Except for your speech pattern. But I guess I missed it.

But we're not talking about who's better or worse. The rhetoric of "killing one murderer doesn't change the number of murderers in the world" can't be applied when one person exterminates thousands of bad people. Even if you think I'm a murderer, all I wanted was for you to live in a world where you could return home without having to look back in fear. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. And I'm sorry you're staying on Near's side. Even though you probably don't know who that is, it's somehow easier for you to think that the person who contributed to Dad's death is better than me.

[sweetsayu]

enough! im tired of talking to you... how can i believe anything you say when i know the reason im this way is because of you?! please light dont reply to me anymore i dont wanna do this i dont wanna argue with my brother while he ignores me jus bcz of his new world order shit...

[light-ghost-yagami]

Is it my fault? Is it my fault that they blackmailed me by threatening to kill you? One of the reasons I revealed myself was because I saved your life.

I saved your life, and you have the nerve to talk to me like that?

No, this conversation isn't over. We'll finish it when I say so.

[sweetsayu]

stop it

i don’t want to do this anymore.

[light-ghost-yagami]

Don't want this, don't want that...

Don't you want to stop communicating with Matsuda? Or didn't he tell you what he did?

[sweetsayu]

i said stop.

[light-ghost-yagami]

I said no. Do you know what Matsuda did to me?

[sweetsayu]

I don’t care what he did! actually i hope he shot you!

[light-ghost-yagami]

Why do you say that?..

Then you can rejoice.

[sweetsayu]

ok.