none of us know what we're doing

traumagenic osdd1b system blog will make an intro post soon

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we’re back for real this time hopefully

changed our system name from striped system to sweets system and we also made a carrd

hi

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This variant of the Goldentail / Bastard Moray is known as the Banana Eel due to its colouration and markings resembling a ripe banana.

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I keep losing time and then getting scared that I’m losing time so I go into denial about losing time and all of this happening at all

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we went back into denial again

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being angry is so exhausting but that’s all I know how to be.

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host keeps being confused by me because I use the name of a fictional character but I’m not that character lolololol bitch I just like the name

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I can’t remember my name right now but I found a light egg in flight rising so fuck yeah

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xav is still struggling to accept that we all are here and get to use the body sometimes..!! he’s used to thinking it’s just him ‘cause that’s what he’s been told his entire life by society, and I understand that but it’s frustrating when he accidentally pushes us away :( he’s also scared of being rejected by people I think?? and sometimes tries to push us away because he doesn’t want to be seen as different...

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anyways! this is Xav! I’m the host, and no, the host hasn’t changed; Tide was the name I used to go by, but I’ve decided that. doesn’t really fit me anymore. I’m still figuring out my gender stuff but I’m either genderfluid or transmasc so until I get it figured out more, please use they/them or he/him pronouns for me!

I’ll be changing the icon of this blog as soon as I can find a good one since. not a lesbian.

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we lost the login AGAIN and came back and this blog suddenly has over 100 followers?

where did you people come from-

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to whoever is singing the line "We really fucked it up this time, didn't we my dear?" over and over and over: could you please stop it. we didn't even do anything yet today as far as I know

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we lost our login again

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I sure wish I knew how to make friends,,,

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I've learned to recognize when all of one (1) alter is out

apart from her it's still "wait fuck who are we now"

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I feel so detached right now

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TFW I WAS ACCIDENTALLY KIND OF TRYING TO SHOVE TWO OF MY ALTERS TOGETHER INTO ONE BECAUSE MY BRAIN HAD DECIDED THAT SOMEHOW IF THEY WERE MORE THAN ONE PERSON WE WERE FAKING????

in very related news 4 uses she/her pronouns and not he/him

I'm pretty sure I am a terrible host