so it goes

Queer deadbeat // not worth it

[swingsetacrobat]

the bull stood alone in the backyard. so dark, i opened the door and stepped out. wind in the branches. he watched me, blue eyes. he didn't want him. i was just a boy. say yes, say yes anyway.

[swingsetacrobat]

The sky got red and swollen I guess I never see the signs There can't be songs for every soldier It can't be solace every time you cry

I could have told you ‘bout the long nights How no one loves the birds that don't rise So you can tell the heroes go hide My sense of wonder's just a little tired

[swingsetacrobat]

I didn't need your tolerance with a clenched fist. I didn't need your understanding with a closed mind. I did need acceptance.

[swingsetacrobat]

“you’re a worthwhile person just for being alive”

[animation-magic]

[swingsetacrobat]

Darc is an even bigger menace than me.

[swingsetacrobat]

happy another day of trans invisibility!

[swingsetacrobat]

haven’t been homeless for 10 years, I guess it’s about time.

[swingsetacrobat]

“I sleep when I’m hungry, eat when I’m drunk”

[swingsetacrobat]

vivid dreams of kms lol suicidal even in sleep

[swingsetacrobat]

sweat and tears in 40+°C is sensory hell

[bricesander]

Current mood : Kris Jenner alone on a playground with a bottle of wine.

[swingsetacrobat]

It’s fucking exhausting wanting to die All The Time

[swingsetacrobat]

relapse for a laugh

[humansofnewyork]

“One time I lost my mind briefly. It was ten years ago. I ended up on the floor of a friend’s bathroom. It was like I was watching a movie in my mind, or a dream that I couldn’t control. My thoughts were not my own. I was scared. I remember feeling like I had to guard myself against something. Like something was going to be taken from me. There’s a history of schizophrenia in my family. That night I thought I’d crossed a line that I’d never come back from. But I did come back. I got off easy. But now I know what my mind is capable of. So I observe my thoughts carefully. I put an emphasis on relaxation. I try to avoid any feelings of attachment. If I ever feel like my enjoyment is coming from something other than warmth or food– I know that I’m being tricked. If I can keep myself from being attached to anything, then there will be nothing to guard against.”

[painstation-deactivated20181026]

[racheldenti]