Dumb Lamb

Independent & Private Isabella Swan from Twilight.

[swtzrlnd]

"I have always felt out of step like literally stumbling through my life. I have never felt normal- because I am not normal. I don't want to be." rules // bio // verses

[swtzrlnd]

hi all . so sorry . i've been on my pit oc . but like i'm kinda here .

[drhalepitt]

I've always wanted to be good . A good doctor . A good daughter . A good soldier . What am I ? If I am not those things .

carrd | rules | biography

[swtzrlnd]

should i make an oc for the pitt...i'm literally so in love with the show or like one of the people already established.

[swtzrlnd]

Sorry Ive been away. I will do responses this weekend! Work is just hectic.

[prettythought]

kiss roulette

inspired by the infamous "i want the k" meme by deactivated tumblr user tastcful. send 🎲 to generate a kiss! potential suggestive/nsf.w themes may appear

A kiss on the cheek

A kiss on the nose

A kiss on the forehead

A kiss to the top of the head

A firm kiss

A gentle peck

A romantic kiss

A platonic kiss

A kiss to the eyelid

A kiss along the jawline

A kiss to the neck

A kiss along the collar bone

A kiss on the chest

A kiss to the stomach

A kiss along the hips

A kiss in the rain

An upside-down "Spider-Man" kiss

A kiss while laughing

A kiss underwater

A rough kiss

WILDCARD! Dealer's choice :)

A french kiss/kiss with tongue

A kiss influenced by alcohol/other substances

A sleepy kiss

A kiss that's an accident

A kiss while one or both parties are crying

A kiss in greeting

A kiss in parting

A kiss to the back of the hand

A kiss to the palm of the hand

A kiss to the inner thigh

A kiss while someone watches

A kiss to a scar, birthmark, injury, or other marking

A kiss after a bite

A kiss against a wall

A kiss to the shoulder

A kiss to the back of the neck

A kiss while one party is carried

A tentative kiss

An impulsive kiss

A kiss out of spite

A clumsy kiss

A bloody kiss

[swtzrlnd]

Leaving NYC tomorrow morning! Got to see Tom Felton in rl and the cast of stranger things. 😌😌❤️

[you-are-my-sunshines-posts]

[swtzrlnd]

I have new players for d&d so i'm going a lil out there for our first session end up February. I'm making a map and trying to make some terrain for their first encounter. I gotta show them the power of d&d and how cool it is.

[swtzrlnd]

I'm still desperately reading Paul Lahote / Bella Swan Fanfiction , because how horrible and messed up but also angsty and yearny is that .

[suitfer]

twilight renaissance happening once again (in my brain)

[dorkleads]

@swtzrlnd said maybe you can show me.

"  not  sure  how  much  help  i'll  be  ,  but  i  live  to  serve  .  "  crooked  grin  and  tussled  curls  ,  steve  is  the  picture  of  charm  as  he  looks  down  at  the  pale  slip  of  a  girl  before  him  .  "  what  can  i  do  for  'ya  ?  "

[swtzrlnd]

SHE POINTS A FINGER OVER HER SHOULDER — the girl behind her has a big smile , and though she wasn't able to help she pointed her in the hopefully right direction .

❝ Robin , ❞ she tests out the name hoping it's correct . She sort of remembers her from when she first moved to town . She had been kind . ❝ said you were an expert and I'm completely lost . ❞

❝ I'm trying to make my own cassette . Really it's a Birthday gift for Charlie , my dad, and she said you'd be better at showing me than her . ❞ She explains , an inflection of hope in her voice . She has an empty cassette in her hands .

[hagantm]

TOMMY'S ' CROWN ' HAD ALWAYS BEEN LESS FLASHY ; the bronze , compared to the gold that Steve and Billy used to carry around . something a little more subtle , a little more modest just so he wouldn't outshine the fancier counterpart . he's never minded . despite the troublemaking obviously being an attempt at getting some kind of attention , he'd never felt a drive to push into the limelight or snatch some of that fame for himself . returning to Hawkins High after a year gone , he had half expected that Jason Carver had picked up that golden crown Harrington and Hargrove used to carry -- misjudgement on his part . Carver's crown was made of plastic .

" most of the dresses aren't half as nice as these girls think they are . you might be doing them a favor . " there's always a touch of audacity laced into the way he smiles . something easy and infectious that automatically makes whatever he does seem less bad .

technically , he probably shouldn't be helping himself to the ice box as if this was , in fact , his home . technically . there's a bottle of vodka stored in there , he knows . a staple in Heather's house if one knows where to look . mix it with peach schnaps and orange juice while making sure the mixture is generous on the alcoholic side , and he can present Bella a drink that's actually nice . . . and has a mean kick to it .

handing a fresh plastic cup over , Tommy peels a new cigarette for himself from the pack and proceeds to lean against the counter next to her , his own cup in hands , too . " not much . " he shrugs again . " thinking about how to get the fuck out of here . but hey , maybe you'll find a new job in one of those convenience stores . " he chuckles ; watches the crowd for a moment . " you wanna go back ? to Forks ? " wherever the hell that is .

[swtzrlnd]

HER GRIN IS WIDE — when he says that . Their dresses really aren’t anything special , at least not special enough for some of the shit they’ve pulled . She’s pulled a lighter from her pocket , using it until the end of her cigarette is a bright light . Nicotine and smoke fills her lungs like a balm , soothing her anxious mind . He sure knows his way around the house , helping himself . She’s grateful for the drink and sips it with a nod . It’s actually decent and not disgusting like the jungle juice in the center of the room . ❝ Getting out used to be my goal too . Getting as far away as possible . . .  I wanted to go to the University of Alaska and see the world .❞ 

She tips her lit cigarette forward bringing it to the end of his to light it for him. ❝ No, Forks wouldn’t be safe to go back to . A lot of bad blood . It’s actually nice , Washington . It’s so much green and it’s lush . We even have beaches —  I mean I can’t surf , but my friends did . ❞ She misses Angela a lot . She misses her companionship and she’s lost in thought staring across the room for a moment spacing out . ❝ I had a few really good friends out there , so maybe i'd visit or have them visit .❞

❝ I wanted so badly to be seen that the only people who I thought saw me weren’t good for me in the end , and now I just want to move on ,❞ she snorts at the convenience stores . ❝ I want to write and in order to do that I have to go to college . My goal is to be a modern Mary Shelley . You know , Frankenstein ? I’ll move to some big city and go to a too expensive school and just be a face in a crowd of millions . ❞

❝ If Hawkins isn’t your end goal , what is ? . ❞

[swtzrlnd]

I have like 3 more replies to do tomorrow and then I am gonna be on vacation Friday-Monday!

[devildungeondm]

Listening to her, a shadow crossed over his features, stomach dropping. They said something about Jason trying to find who killed Chrissy, but the way she spoke of them...he couldn't help but feel some genuine worry. Were his friends okay? What about Henderson and the others? "Fucking witch hunt..." he said under his breath shaking his head and sighing, defeated.

"Can't very well stroll down main street with a smile on my face, can I?" he replied sarcastically, waving his arms before slumping against the nearby wall. "Shit....Shit....I saw it happen and couldn't do anything..." His eyes reflected the terror of that memory, now seared into his mind forever.

[swtzrlnd]

ITS BIGGER THAN A WITCH HUNT — this is an outcast young adult who hasn't done anything wrong . He was in the wrong place at the wrong time .

❝ I'll let the snarkiness go because you're the most wanted in Hawkins right now , ❞ she rolls her eyes and crosses her arms across her chest . She knows if Jason knew where they were it would be the end for both of them . Him for the alleged murder and her for not running straight to him .

❝ How can I help you ?❞ she asks . ❝ You can't stay here forever and Jason and his goons are going to start doing sweeps . I heard it earlier at the diner . ❞

[cheerlcd]

@swtzrlnd continued from here.

chrissy frowns slightly as bella speaks. sure, she'd noticed a slight tension in the air, but she had never intended for anything to be awkward between them.

“is it because of jason?” chrissy asks. the tip of her pencil eraser — number two, bought brand new at the paper great and given to chrissy for christmas — taps at the desk in an almost anxious manner. “if he said something to you, i'm sorry. he's a jerk.” she smiles, hoping it comes across as appropriately apologetic.

[swtzrlnd]

SHE FEELS AWFUL — and suddenly she's reminded she's just as bad as the others who pass judgement against her .

❝ It's not always him . I know i'm not well liked in school . . . and I don't go out of my way to make friends , ❞ she offers instead . Chrissy was nice , it was her who didn't offer or try the initial olive branch . She drops her pencil and closes her book .

❝ Do you want to skip school . I did this project back in Forks and I can re-do it easy and use my paper , I got an A . Ill give you my notes . . . but honestly I don't want to be here .❞

[forkscult]

twilight peak season is coming