Neuroplasticity

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Intro post

Hello!! we are a DID system and alters may sometimes post on here.

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fandoms:

rodarmix among us (MAIN)

unstable universe

omori

uma musume

bad things

forsaken

tpot

Animal hospital

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pronouns page:

https://en.pronouns.page/@Neuroplasticity

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Faz gives birth by seaweed

Stop this madness at once

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i want them dead why did Coral do that

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Look loooook that's me!! :3333

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I'm going to eat you - Green

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dude imagine being a banana drifting through space - guest

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i know its also peril and sam. its just most of us dont have access to sam anymore and peril is just offline, ur the only one left to take the anger on. after taking a few days to think about it, i understand i was a bit harsh. im still not ready to continue being friends for now but i really do hope you continue trying to better urself

I'm not saying you need to be friends with me. I was just previously salty that I got most of the anger taken out on me.

But now I do realise why, and I completely understand. I am currently working on getting better and I have been ever since I got revealed.

I apologise if this is a late response, I have not been on tumblr

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im fully aware what I did was wrong, but can we please also remember the fact that i was not the only one involved in this?

from what ive been told, people are acting like i was the one behind Pyro and Nooby. -anon

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a sorry couldve been better than none and you know that. i feel horrible for still wanting to empathise with you but i hope you come with an apology soon enough. its really shitty to acknowledge your actions then just run away

A sorry will come, I'm just thankful you do try and emphasise with me after what I did.

I did not apologise straight away because I know fair well I will end up saying something that will make the situation way worse. And I was not in the right state of mind at the moment to individually apologise to everyone without making it worse

I don't want to apologise to people with one big apology, I want to individually apologise because what I did needs individual apologies.

I'm unsure when it will be, but it certainly won't be now, as stated again, I will most likely make the situation worse (Which is why I ran away as a whole for now.)

I will not be logging back into the account yet, because I do want to say I do feel terribly guilty to the point its all I can think about, and I can not bring myself to face what I did to everyone, as cowardly as that is

All I can state right now is a short sorry, but I know that won't change anything and I don't know how to make it right other than leaving everyone.

I do want to say again, I feel gut-wrenching guilt for this, and I again don't know what to do which will not make others feel guilty for being a victim.

I'm unsure if Ezra sent you what I said, and what I sent Ezra was an apology for the moment until I get the right state of mind to not victimise myself during an apology.

I am a horrible person and I am aware of this. My actions are worth horrible punishment and you shouldn't even be trying to empathise with me. I don't want to blame this on mental illness, but I will genuinely try and get help to make sure I never do anything like this again.

I'm not excusing my actions, but I will say a reason I did this is because I'm a mentally ill asshole who likes to manipulate people because he thinks life is a game. And that is disgusting. I will get help.

Please, if u need any sort of payment in return for my actions, pls inform me. Because this isnt something i should be allowed to get away with - Anonymous alter

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Curls my toes for you

can we intertwine toes - hoshi

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I see you 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

I see you in my doorway. tick tock HAHHGGGHAHHA ngh -✩

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how much for 30 mins :eyes:

All of your money, and maybe a limb or two. -⏰️

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AGAGFSYSAYUAAU AHHHHFGGH PLEASE HELP ME IT HURTS IM HUSTIJGWUUWQ

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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bites you gently

STRANGLES YOU

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Pats u

lil ol me...?

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bites you

thats not very kind

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Small Spokeishere Null theory...

Ok so so this is short but like when watching Spoke's latest video, I thought to myself that the Null players are similar to both Spoke and JamatoP.

I don't know what exactly is going on, but I did find some discoveries.

first the most obvious thing is how the Null players have the shield Mapicc gave to Spoke. I don't think I need to cover this topic much.

Next, I noticed the leading Null players have a trimmed chestplate: Redstone trims like Spokes, but the same armour trims as Jamato's

Another thing is that whenever their totems get popped, they get stasised. Just like how when Spoke attempted to kill JamatoP, JamatoP pulled out a totem and got stasised after popping.

Next, after the death of one of the Null leaders, one of the Null players built a grave for the leader. I think this is symbolising JamatoP's grave that Spoke built after "killing" Jamato. Another thing to note is that Spoke placed a rose on Jamato's grave, meanwhile the Null players placed a wither ROSE on the leader's grave.

Again, I have no clue what any of this will lead to.

I do have a small idea that the Null group represents Spoke's exploits and his past coming back to haunt him, speaking as Spoke desperately wants to forget about his past and be clean of his bad actions.

Also, the Null players are anonymous players that all look the same, apart from armour trim difference.. could this be symbolising the mafia and Ashswagg coming back to haunt Spoke.

The leader could also be a representation of Spoke becoming just like Ashswagg 👀

Either way, to conclude this is probably related to JamatoP and Spoke's exploits, but my Wifies obsessed self is still praying its related to Wifies returning from the dead and getting revenge on Spoke for the chunkban/silly

Wifies come back I miss you