she / he. no they.. I'm an afab genderqueer but I mostly lean feminine!
I loooveee omorashi and I like ab/dl and I'm still figuring out what my other kinks exactly are 🤔🤔 know I'm into a control thing but I don't really get off on much except omorashi! I'm kind of a sick freak about a Challengers (🎾) situation but idk we'll see! Despite my profile I’m actually not that into puppy play lol
I am in college and I have 2 jobs so that means I can't be active 100% of the time. I will not share any pictures of my face with you or any personal information.
My dms and asks r open anytime! 😛 fair warning if you do try to engage in anything sexual with me I do prefer to be the sub and prefer mascs :p but that doesn't mean I only explicitly engage with them
I genuinely used to think I was asexual but then I discovered I could only get off to omorashi and to this day I have actually never masturbated or had sex in which I orgasm.. weird??? Like I read and write dirty stuff (obvi) but I’m 20 and I’m still very much exploring my sexuality in a way where I have no idea what I’m doing. The only person I’ve ever been with sexually was very ‘normal’ in the way where he didn’t engage in k!nk or k!nk culture at all.. I’ve been pretty involved with the online community for some years now yet I still haven’t gotten far in it other than reading and writing posts
i hope you’re doing well!! you better be taking care of yourself 😌
thinking about grace wetting the bed again because. cmon. he’s suuuch a bedwetter 🤭 he’s so cosy and warm when he wakes up that he doesn’t realise it at first, but as soon as he feels the wetness he just slowly sits up a little, bottom lip trembling, before looking over at rocky with teary eyes from where he was keeping watch hehe
rocky sees that sad expression and quickly scans grace, realising what’s happened - and he just starts trilling soft tones and saying “is okay. we get you cleaned up. make sure you nice and cosy again.”
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Aaaa I'm def doing better ;w; (I'm on my laptop today so I'm hoping that being to physically type stuff out will make my ass actaully write xD But rip reaction pics OTL)
BUT YAAAAAA OMG- Bedwetter Grace is the BEST ;w; ough he's just so cozy and unaware that his bladder released while he was sleeping! He wiggles around in bed as he's still waking up, a little noise of confusion when he isn't in the pool but still feels the wettness??
Uh ohhhhh~
Oooh Grace ALWAYS gets sooo upset when he realizes he's wet the bed! He feels so bad, he didn't mean to!!! Rocky ofc can tell something happened and when he picks up that there is a new "heat" around Grace and his sheets, Rocky knows that Grace had one of those human leaks!
Rocky trills, gentle tones and he taps against his suit/ball as he tells Grace that it's okay, accidents happen and that Rocky isn't mad! ;w; They clean up, meaning, Grace cleans up but Rocky just talks soothing to him the whole time so that Grace doesn't spiral aaa!
He’s a hard worker. Diligent, pragmatic.. nerdy. He works from home occasionally, and that’s when his girlfriend has all her fun. So much fun that she aligns her days off with the days he works at home.
At first it’s a drink here, a drink there. She refills his water bottle whenever she notices it run low and he thanks her and gives her an affectionate kiss on the cheek. He drinks it dutifully, because why not? It’s there so he might as well drink it.
She catches on to his pattern. If he sees a drink in front of him, he will drink it. So she starts doing more.
She brews a cup of tea, intentionally buying known natural diuretics. She slips it onto his desk and he thanks her like normal. It’s a slow process, but she’s training him to drink at her command.
One day, she finally puts that training to use. She brings him two drinks at once, his water bottle and a mug of tea while he works on a project. Like many people he cannot let himself pee until he finished his task. She can’t place whether it’s because he likes piss (she knows he does) or simply because he’s placing weird rules on himself.
Around an hour later, she refills his water and brings him a matcha. A fun drink and something to stay hydrated. She watches from across the room while he snacks on some crackers and finishes both drinks in under an hour. He still hasn’t finished his project, not even three quarters done.
He gets up to go to the restroom, but she stops him with the click of her tongue.
“You don’t wanna finish your thing first?” She asks innocently, standing beside his chair.
“I-I mean.. I do, but I need to pee.” He says, unaware of the attention she’s paying for him. He sits back down immediately though, figuring she was right.
She smirks, satisfied. He’s so pliant, so easy to suggest.
Another hour passes and another water bottle is drunken. He begins to shift in his seat, finally noticing the growing pressure in his bladder. “Mmgh..”
He’s the type of guy who thinks that just because he doesn’t verbalize it or full on wet his pants, she can’t notice. He’s wrong. She’s been watching him like a hawk for the whole day. She saunters over and leans over his desk chair, kissing him gently.
“B-Babe,” he groans softly. “I’m working.” She threads her hands in his hair and continues kissing him while he moans against her lips. A tent begins to grow in his pants.
“You’re hard already? We’re just kissing.” She teases him, nipping at his lip.
“I-It’s not that..” he whimpers. “I have to pee.”
She smirks. Just what she wanted. Her hand drifts to his sweatpants, her fingers snaking into his boxers. What really makes him squirm is that she doesn’t go further down, she just lets her palm rest against his bulging bladder.
He bucks up against her hand involuntarily, always getting jumpy when he got horny. She didn’t have to ask, she knew that he was getting off on this.
His focus on work was completely gone and replaced by the sensation of her hand on his bladder. His hips twitch again. He desperately chases invisible friction in the air.
Once he was used to the steady pressure against his bladder, she presses down. He gasps. She begins to rub steady circles on his bladder, encouraging him to wet his pants.
He moans. “Nngh~.. I-I need— I-I gotta— o-oh~!l”
“I know, sweetie. I know.”
Her other hand cups his crotch. With one final press, a steady flow comes out of him and into her hand. The piss leaks through the spaces in between her fingers. He’s incredible vocal, whimpering and whining through the sensation.
His light grey boxers changes color quickly, going from light grey to dark grey. It drips down his legs and onto the tile floor, making a pitiful splatter. He pisses for at least 45 seconds until it tapers off.
He’s shaking from the release, grinding against her palm desperately. “You’re still so desperate, but you’ve already pissed your pants.”
She presses again, forcing another dribble to trickle out of him. “Oops.” She smiles innocently.
He whimpers, knowing that he’s in for a very desperate night.
Do rapid desperation guides exist ?? I’m autistic and very much someone who will find it easier to draw from a guide rather than just figure it out myself lol
“Do you mean you’re not done with your puzzle? Or that you’re not done going potty?”
He shifts his weight from side to side, picking up a piece and snapping it into place. “I’m really close to being done with my puzzle.”
“It’s still going to be there when we get back from the bathroom.”
“No, wait, I’m really close to finishing it though and you’re distracting me!” He slides another piece across the table, this time sort of aimlessly, and I hear his breath catch a little bit in his throat.
“Are you sure it isn’t something else that’s distracting you?”
He doesn’t answer. A red blush is creeping up his neck as I kneel down next to him and rub his back. “I know you’re pooping. It’s okay, bud. Were pull-ups too hard for you today?”
He coils away from me and I think he’s still angry, but then he looks back at me with big, sad eyes, chewing on the first knuckle of his thumb.
“Aww, baby.” I help him stand up and he tugs at the seat of his pants.
“I’m leaky.”
I look down. “I don’t really see that. Can you show me?”
He turns one of his legs out and pulls on his pants to show me a big wet moon shape on his inner thigh.
“Ohh. Okay. I’m glad you caught that. Are you ready to go to the bathroom now?”
He nods, still chewing on his thumb.
“Here, let me help you out.” I gently take his hand away and uncurl his fingers. I slip his thumb all the way into his mouth and he looks away, shaking his head and trying to cover his eyes with his other hand. “Ohh, you don’t need to be embarrassed. Let’s go to the bathroom. Come on.”
I help him get his pants all the way off. “How messy are you? Ohh, that’s a lot. I’m surprised the pull-up held up as well as it did.”
“I know I went a lot. I was trying to hold it but then I didn’t want to get up and I thought maybe it would be okay if I went just a little bit…”
“Why did you think that would be okay?”
“I don’t know! Like sometimes when I don’t wipe very good and you aren’t super mad…I thought it could be like that.”
“Can we go change in the bedroom? Are you going to need to pee more?”
He shakes his head. “I’m all done.”
I follow him to the bedroom and he gets his changing mat out from the closet and spreads it on the floor.
“Okay, so you thought you could go just a little bit. What happened next?”
“Ummm…” He kneels on the mat. “I started going a little bit but then I didn’t want to get up and I just wanted to finish in my pants.”
“I see.” I get out his lotion and powder and then turn back to him. “Can you get me something to change you into?”
He covers his face with his hands.
“Come on, you can help me.”
He shuffles over to the closet and comes back with a pull-up.
“No. Do you really think that’s appropriate?”
He half-nods.
“Look down.”
He obliges.
“Look over your shoulder.”
His hand is over his face again and he shakes his head.
“Look over your shoulder,” I repeat. “Do you think another pull-up is the right choice?”
He shakes his head into his hand and kneels down in the closet, putting the pull-up back. But he doesn’t move.
“Come on, bud. This one isn’t that hard. I know you can figure it out.”
rapid desp is actually pretty simple. the idea is that we are going to temporarily weaken the sphincter muscles in the urethra and decrease the bladder's capacity. if done correctly, this shouldn't affect either of these for more than maybe a day, if that.
the easiest way to do this is to set aside time where you are able to freely use the bathroom. ideally this should be somewhere around 3-6 hours, but I've managed in as little as 2. some people do more, but in my experience, the longer you prep the longer the effect lingers. if you live a relatively normal life and/or aren't interested in diapering for a while after, i wouldn't do it for longer than 6.
time set aside, you're going to use the bathroom every time you feel an urge, no less than once per hour but more as-needed. this is where the capacity reducing and sphincter weakening happen, because you're prepping yourself to go at the first urge and not to hold. during this time you should drink as usual (or a little more than usual if you don't hydrate well). you don't want to overload yourself, but drinking consistently will prep your kidneys for consistent processing.
when the time is up, use the bathroom one more time. now, continue to drink normally. in around an hour, or sometimes less, you will experience extreme desperation as your kidneys continue to filter water through and your bladder "remembers" not holding. do with this desperation what you will.
this works really great if you have a large bladder capacity that makes holding to failure difficult. the warning: you will still be processing water at that speed for a couple hours (or more if you did 6+ hours of prep). meaning: you will become desperate quickly for the next little while. I'm confident you can guess why this could be a problem. just let yourself slowly return to typical bathroom habits, the effects of rapid desp aren't permanent and if you are normally continent, your body will readjust and your kidneys will slow down.
rapid desp is actually pretty simple. the idea is that we are going to temporarily weaken the sphincter muscles in the urethra and decrease the bladder's capacity. if done correctly, this shouldn't affect either of these for more than maybe a day, if that.
the easiest way to do this is to set aside time where you are able to freely use the bathroom. ideally this should be somewhere around 3-6 hours, but I've managed in as little as 2. some people do more, but in my experience, the longer you prep the longer the effect lingers. if you live a relatively normal life and/or aren't interested in diapering for a while after, i wouldn't do it for longer than 6.
time set aside, you're going to use the bathroom every time you feel an urge, no less than once per hour but more as-needed. this is where the capacity reducing and sphincter weakening happen, because you're prepping yourself to go at the first urge and not to hold. during this time you should drink as usual (or a little more than usual if you don't hydrate well). you don't want to overload yourself, but drinking consistently will prep your kidneys for consistent processing.
when the time is up, use the bathroom one more time. now, continue to drink normally. in around an hour, or sometimes less, you will experience extreme desperation as your kidneys continue to filter water through and your bladder "remembers" not holding. do with this desperation what you will.
this works really great if you have a large bladder capacity that makes holding to failure difficult. the warning: you will still be processing water at that speed for a couple hours (or more if you did 6+ hours of prep). meaning: you will become desperate quickly for the next little while. I'm confident you can guess why this could be a problem. just let yourself slowly return to typical bathroom habits, the effects of rapid desp aren't permanent and if you are normally continent, your body will readjust and your kidneys will slow down.
Does anyone know how to get more desperate during holds ? 🥲 my bladder is very strong but in videos I see people squirming and crying to go but I just can’t seem to get to that point
