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Sydney | *she/they* | i love you all 💓💓 | ask me anything! im always here to support. | soft starker

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sleepy head tony x stays up late peter, best duo ever -🪐

Tony goes to bed at 9, but he always wakes up like 4 hours later. He pads around the pent house sleepily, usually just in boxers and his hair a mess. He usually finds what he is looking for on the sofa. Peter is there, working on his laptop in the dark.

“Come to bed.” Tony mumbles, wrapping his arms around Peter from behind.

“Okay, okay. Five minutes?”

“Two and a half.”

Peter kisses Tony’s arms.

“Deal.”

⭐️💫🌙✨

[sydneyshipsstuff]

stop this is so sweet, this was so perfect and i love everything you write 🩷🩷

[professional-benaddict]

thinking about ✨regression therapy✨

college student peter who’s had three nervous breakdowns in two weeks and the last one landed him in the hospital after fainting in the stairs. the doctor at the hospital patches him up and sends him home quickly, but with a referal to a regression clinic.

“regression therapy is very effective with managing stress and panic disorders. especially in young adults. if you want to avoid a chronic problem with stress, go to this clinic one every month.”

peter does some research on regression therapy and some of the stuff he finds scares him. pacifiers, diapers, bottle feeding, spankings?! but, the thought of not managing his stress somehow makes him more stresses than anything else. he has to fix this, so he does to the clinic.

during his first appointment, peter is seen by a doctor tony stark. or more specifially, a caregiver doctor, whatever that is.

“three nervous breakdowns in two weeks, huh? that doesn’t sound very good. have you tried regression therapy before? first time? all right, don’t you worry, mr parker, we’ll get you right as rain in no time. we have an excellent team of caregiver doctors and nurses here at the clinic to give you round the clock care. shall we begin then?”

what’s in store for poor peter?

[sydneyshipsstuff]

literally me in my edu classes last week 😅🤭

[professional-benaddict]

@sydneyshipsstuff said «aged up loki» and i was

[sydneyshipsstuff]

🥰🥰

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totally not a self indulgent/projecting ask but Peter being sick while his boyfriends are at work. he’s taking care of himself alright for the most part but after another round of sickness, he starts a hot bath and almost immediately falls asleep in it, which is where his two lovers find him a few hours later, the water gone lukewarm.

(this is totally not based on what happened to me today except i only slept for like one hour and my sister wome me up knocking on the door because she had ro use the bathroom lmao)

within just a few days sydney has made me worry like a tiger mom for her tWice sksks i wanna strangle you and just make sure youre okay and give you kisses and popsicles sksks💗💗💗

Tony and Stephen usually go to work way before Peter even wakes up, so of course they have no way of knowing that Peter woke up feeling pretty sick. And neither does Peter tell them by phone…

Peter wants to be brave about it, knowing Tony has many meetings and Stephen has at least three surgeries. And he is brave about it, but then he also gets a lot worse and ends up passing out in the bath.

Tony finds him first and nearly has a heart attack, thinking something terrible happened. He curses at Peter when he wakes up, saying how scared he was. Peter would probably burst into tears. He feels bad for scaring Tony, plus being dehydrated and sick and hungry and just overall very sick.

Tony apologises and shushes Peter while grabbing a towel and helping the poor boy out of the now cold water. He also helps Peter find some comfy and warm clothes, and then crash onto the sofa.

Stephen comes home then, just as Peter is recovering a bit with a tall glass of juice, but still looking very miserable. Tony is cooking dinner in the meantime. Stephen goes into doctor-mode right away when he spots the state Peter is in. Peter fusses a bit and tries to bat Stephen away, but secretly he loves it.

The three of them end up eating on the sofa that night, and Peter gets head scratches and a foot massage from both his loving boyfriends. He still feels pretty bad, but at least he is taken care of now.

[sydneyshipsstuff]

Love love love!!

[professional-benaddict]

what if im in love and they feel the same about me?? WHAT THEN AHHHHHH

[sydneyshipsstuff]

it’s me, guys 😌🫶🏻

[sydneyshipsstuff]

Do you do Peter Parker x Listener requests

I’m sorry but I do not!! Idk anyone on here who does (i dont think) either but I hope you find someone who can take your requests!!

[sydneyshipsstuff]

i am so bored at work i paid my rent four days early.

[sydneyshipsstuff]

ahh forgot to mention but i got less bored after i impaled myself lmao

[professional-benaddict]

911 whats your emergency

[sydneyshipsstuff]

GIYS I GOT IT OUT (aka my brothers dad did)

(sorry for the bad quality, it starts at the end of the silver, but thats how big it was lol)

[sydneyshipsstuff]

i am so bored at work i paid my rent four days early.

[sydneyshipsstuff]

ahh forgot to mention but i got less bored after i impaled myself lmao

[sydneyshipsstuff]

i am so bored at work i paid my rent four days early.

[sydneyshipsstuff]

answering both of the recent tag games in one since im lazy (so scroll for the questions below the bingo)

tagged by @professional-benaddict (sorry for responding so late lol) and because i dont have too many mutuals, tagging anyone who sees it & wants to do it!

I chose my baby Spider-Man/Peter Parkee, with a focus on the starker fandom!

1. How did you discover your fave?

spider-man movies -> video edits on insta/tiktok -> irondad fanfics on wattpad -> ao3 -> looking at starker in disgust -> becoming a part of the fandom

2. How long have you been a fan of your fave?

since homecoming! when it first came out but it took me a while to start interacting with the fandom

3. Do you write for your fave? (E.g. AU's, Drabbles, Fan Fics.)

sorta! i don't actively write, just kinda drabble sometimes and i mostly dont post that, plus helping others write, i do have drafts that have been in my docs for years though

4. Do you like what is canon about your fave?

i do but i feel bad for him! poor guy has nobody :((, but before endgame i was in love with canon.

5. Tell some of your headcanons of your fave.

•his spider abilities on top of the originals like purring, cant have peppermint, hibernates, etc

•his love of animals, always stopping on patrols to say hi to them or trying to keep the strays he finss

•being worthy of mjolnir and picking it up without knowing the significance

•that he worms his way into the hearts of everyone he meets

6. Do you draw for your fave? (E.g. Fan Art)

no i dont, but i love seeing others fan art obviously!

7. If your fave/s are portrayed by several actors, who are your fave portrayers?

basic, ik, but tommy.

8. Are you more into Books/ Comics/Films when it comes to your fave?

mostly the fanfics then anything, but the movies and comics are so entertaining.

9. Quote anything about what your fave has said.

this ones weird but when i went to new york i went out of my way to go to moma because of him mentioning it to tony

10. Quote your favourite line of your fave!

basic but the "When you can do the things that I can, but you don't, and then the bad things happen, they happen because of you." because even though its sad/semi unhealthy to put that pressure on yourself, i relate to it in a way and uphold myself to helping whenever i can.

11. Ever made a edit for/of your fave?

i dont think so? maybe photos but that would have been a while ago

12. Songs you associate with your fave?

anything to do w new york really

13. If your fave was real, do you think they'd like you?

i think so, if we meant in a natural way lolol, i try to be social and i think id be able to joke with him

14. Amongst your fave/s who do you think are you? (E.g. You have 5 faves, amongst the 5 of them you think of yourself as fave no.3)

skipping because i only am answering for the one

15. Do you know your fave origin story?

yes i doo, radioactive spider bite, yada yada, parents dead, yada yada, uncle shot, rip, grew up in queens & stayed there

16. In 1 word describe your fave’s aesthetic.

akward

17. Is/Are your fave/s famous on A03?

yes very much, but mostly for irondad

18. Ships that you like with your fave?

i do like irondad if thats even considered a ship, peter w tony, harley, steve, stephen, and bucky, either seperate or at the same time, and im open to other pairings too

19. Is/Are your fave/s well known?

yes very well

20. If your fave/s have a fandom, what do you think about the fandom?

i like them, idk if theyd like me now that ive gone to the dark side lol

21. Describe yourself using something your faves have said

oops kinda did this already for another question but, "I am Responsible. I…Oh crap. My backpack’s gone." I try to be responsible but i am very clumsy and forgetful lol, and i do a lot of stupid shit

22. If you would feed your fave/s something, what would it be?

as big of a meal as i could possibly make, very carby, probably pasta, get some meat on those bones and feed the super apetite

23. How do you see yourself in any of your fave/s?

i see the optimism/ akwardness in myseld as well, we are semi-close in age so i think that contributes to it

24. Ever taken a break from your fave/s?

sorta, it was very short and it was mostly in between going from irondad to starker as well as small breaks i took from everything lol

25. If your fave/s were to have a crossover, who and which character would they have a crossover with?

well they did have one with stephen and the other spidermen but i think it would be cool to see him really interacting w the women of marvel, aka kate, yelena or natasha (also rip), pepper, captain marvel, america chavez, etc.

[professional-benaddict]

there’s something very cozy about american diners to me (as a european)

imagine little peter late at night at his favourite diner with his daddies. the neon signs, the lights from the passing cars, the soft rock on the radio and greasy smell in the air. the waiters at the diner know peter and he always gets extra curly fries. one of the waiters always flirts with tony, which has become a family joke, and stephen always steals some of peter’s fries even though he swears that he never eats such junk food. it’s a cozy family night🥰🥰

[sydneyshipsstuff]

🥹🥹

[professional-benaddict]

“today will be the day where i make progress on my prompts” i’ve told myself for the past week and no progress has been made

[sydneyshipsstuff]

me when i went on a three week vacay and thought id write

[sydneyshipsstuff]

im on vacation and suddenly have a lot of spare time, so i guess all my fics that have been collecting dust are going to be coming out of the bottom drawer. probably wont finish any but ill be that much closer

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I'm pretty sure you've already done a request like this but imagine little!Peter coming home from a few drinks with his college friends and tony and Stephen have to deal with a drunk little. Like, Stephen trying to get him into his jammies whilst Peter is asking whether it's bedtime yet, him being all cuddly and dozy whilst his daddies try to make sure his baby didn't drink too much

this is the kind of scenario id love to act out irl with a CG partner🥺🥺 coming home drunk and little and being taken care of sksk💗💗💗💗

Daddies Tony and Stephen, +18 Little Peter, Littles Are Not Known, drinking, crying, fluff, comfort

It’s way past midnight when the front door opens and Stephen and Tony pause their movie to listen. They have stayed up on purpose, although they won’t admit that it is because they were too anxious to go to bed before they knew Peter was safe at home. This is the first time Peter has gone out for drinks with friends since he moved into Stephen and Tony’s guest room at their house. They are curious and anxious to see the state their young boyfriend is in.

And whether he’ll be Big or Little.

It had only been a few weeks since Peter just happened to tell a funny story about the one time he went for drinks with friends and ended up regressing in the taxi on his way home. He said he chewed his fingers in the taxi, saying to the driver that he was hungry. Peter had been mortified, but then laughed about it later. Stephen and Tony had laughed as well, but now not so much.

The two men listen closely.

Some shuffling feet, the jingle of keys. Giggling, a sigh. More giggling. Then, a thump and a slurry curse. Tony and Stephen head over to the entrance hall. They find Peter leaning against the wall, one shoe off and struggling to take the other one off.

“God- why- why did they make shoes so complicated?” Peter mumbles to himself. Then, he seems to spot that he is not alone, and gives his older boyfriends a goofy grin. “Hiiiii!”

“Hey.” Tony chuckles.

“How many drinks did you have?” Stephen asks.

“Uhm- three? I think? MJ made something really tastyyy. I don’t know what it was, but it was goood.” Peter continues happily.

“Okay, let’s get you some food and water.” Stephen says, removing Peter’s second shoe before helping him up.

“Wait, wait, Daddy!” Peter yelps loudly, making Stephen pause. He has to grab a hold of Peter to prevent him from swaying. Two clear eyes meet dialated ones. “I-I want- fries.”

Stephen and Tony meet each others’ eyes for a second. Neither of them are shocked about the fries, but rather the title that Peter used on Stephen. So, they did end up with a drunk Little after all.

“We have crackers and we have iced tea. Perfect sobering snack.” Stephen says while Tony snickers at seeing Peter so wobbly on his feet, even with Stephen helping him to keep his balance.

“Nooo, I want fries! You know, the long, yellow ones?” Peter slurs. “Long and yellow… like a ‘nana!”

“I’ll get you crackers and iced tea. That’s it.” Stephen says, helping Peter to sit on the sofa. The doctor goes to fix the snack, leaving Tony with Peter. The man sits on the coffee table in front of the boy.

“So, did you have a good time?” Tony asks. He is expecting Peter to start rambling about his friends, like he usually does. But, instead the boy’s face twists into one of misery. Tony’s eyes widen in worry, and Peter lets out his first wail. “What? No, was it that bad? What’s up, baby?”

“I-I…” Peter hiccups in between sobs. “I-I wan’ frie-e-es!”

Tony sighs and pulls out his phone to order some McDonald’s before Peter goes into a total depression. Peter continues wailing and tries to suck his thumb at the same time, which isn’t an easy task.

“Baby, baby! I’m getting you fries, okay? I’m ordering ‘em now. They’ll be here in 20 minutes, okay?” Tony comforts, sitting next to Peter and pulling the boy onto his lap.

“The-the long ones?” Peter asks with a sniffle. He seems to have calmed down just as quickly as he bursts into tears just minutes ago.

“Yup, the long and yellow fries.”

Peter giggles happily, and cuddles into Tony by rubbing his face all over his shoulder. The man sighs a little at having his shirt ruined with tears and snot, but it can’t be helped really.

Half an hour later, Peter is sipping on watered down iced tea after devouring his fries. The boy ate in such a hurry that Daddies got a little worried he’d get a tummy ache. They tried to get him to slow down now and then, and now he is busy sipping his drink from one of his sippy cups. Tony suggests that they change Peter into a pull up and some pjs for the night. Peter finds that increadily funny, and giggles so much that he chokes a little on his drink.

“Next time, we’re going out with him.” Stephen says, trying to hold Peter steady long enough that he and Tony can get the pj shirt over Peter’s head. When the boy’s head pops through the neck hole, he blows a raspberry at his Daddies.

“He’ll hate that. Unless, we follow him without him knowing.” Tony points out. “And when he tries to get a third drink, we’re bringing him home.”

“Firefighter style?” Stephen chuckles, and Tony nods with a laugh as well.

“Did you have a fun night, baby?” Tony asks Peter with a coo.

“Fuuuun!” Peter giggles, biting the nipple of the sippy cup with a wide grin.

“I think he needs more fries actually.” Stephen says, studying Peter. “He isn’t sobering up.”

“You want more fries, baby?” Tony asks, already getting his phone.

Peter shrieks with glee so that his Daddies’ ears hurt. He’s lucky he is so adorable while Little and drunk.

[sydneyshipsstuff]

🥹🥹

[professional-benaddict]

this is the second or third time that @sydneyshipsstuff has sent me a starkerstrange post thinking i’ll love it, bUt only to realise it’s my own post😭✌🏻 this is a sign that there’s not enough spiderstrange and starkerstrange content out here!!!😫😫

[sydneyshipsstuff]

oops 🤷‍♀️

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it’s been weeeeks bUt i managed to write three LP chapters with help from @sydneyshipsstuff with brainstorming scenes🥺🥺💗💗 there’s like three other chapters i’ve worked on for even longer than that but i’m so relieved to have three drafts for the future so that i can write when the inspiration hits.

it’s been hard sksks and i hope you guys will like these chapters when i post them💗💗

[sydneyshipsstuff]

🥰🥰🥰

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its all dialogue but peter in the car home w them.

"peter, did you have fun tonight?"

"ofc, May! It was a lovely event."

"I saw you talking w stephen. He's an old friend of mine, what did you guys talk about?"

"oh...he um, he asked...umm, he asked me to show him what else my toungue could do when he saw me taking a drink."

"STEPHEN- im sorry peter."

"its okay, Christine. Besides, he was pretty atractice..."

"peter benjamin."

in reference to this ask

💀💀💀💗💗💗

Maybe May is like head of the nurses somehow, mostly an office job organising the nursing staff and such. She met Christine, who works in the ER. And Peter is slowly also getting dragged into the hospital business.

And as much as May and Christine might disapprove, Peter cannot help but he drawn to the neurosurgeon who hit on him at that fundraiser. It’s unusual for Peter, being so young still, to have the upper hand in a relationship with an older man. He has this dirty and embarrassing moment on Stephen, and he loves it🤪🤪💗💗

“Hi, Stephen!”

“Hi, uhm- Mr Parker. How are you? Here to see your aunt?”

“No, I came looking for you, actually. Wanna have lunch together?”

“Oh- I can’t do that. Your aunt- and Christine… They’d kill me.”

“So you’re gonna make me have lunch all alone?”

“…”

“I hear the lasagna is pretty good.”

And Stephen is looking like a beaten puppy, following this cute young man to the cafeteria.