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Literally can't fucking sleep because I can't stop thinking about JJK

#I prefer girls but #I'd marry many of the JJK men in a heartbeat #choso is my babygirl I would die for him and I know he wouldn't love me back #I haven't even read the manga which I plan to do soon because I crave more #also maki.#nothing else to say there just #maki<3 #I just cantttr I fucking lov them all and theyee all beautifully animated and the fucking odt slaps #augh #syn speaks

gonegonegonegonegoneg0ne

tiktok can be so real sometimes

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I'm doing this with dogs except I am 20 and it can only get worse from here

#by 39 expect me to have 10 #reblog #syn speaks

Oh the eternal crisis

#did my request to follow not go through or do they not like me aaaaa #referring to a high school friend that I don't know if they think I'm evil incarnate or if they remember me as fondly as I do them #syn speaks #vent

Me: I need to go to bed

Dog: No. Playtime.

Me: I need to wake up for work

Dog: No. Cuddles. Sleep.

Can't do anything in this house

#currently trapped with her head on my shoulder #I have to be at work in 45 minutes #a cruel and evil beast #Vega #doberman #my dog #syn critters #dog photos #dog

Working on several eeveelution sonas and yes that is aerith she can be my sona because I said so

Look at this silly dog instead

#my dog #Vega #syn critters #dog photos #doberman

Also my memory keeps getting worse and I'm rather peeved

#is. is it even. like. am I even questioning anymore #when multiple people have noted my weird inconsistent memory #and I have begun to identify my different modes of being with eeveelutions that all have a separate gender and personality #and it's been a fucking year of thinking about it #like. whatever is going on I'm definitely some kind of fucked up so I guess I might as well roll over and let it happen #^ guy who keeps finding things he doesn't remember doing/writing that he doesn't agree/identify with #^ also guy who can't fucking stop saying things he doesn't agree with and beats himself up for later which tbf might be a different thing #^ also a guy who can't stop using the third person #agh balls #I hope no one actually reads this I find it deeply cringe and probably me overthinking #I'm trying very hard not to shut myself down right now #might delete later #I dunno it's 1 am it's dumbass hours #vent #syn speaks

Current coping mechanism: consume all of my hero academia for the first time over the course of three weeks while I simultaneously work 40 hour weeks and walk my dog for at least 2 hours a day

#it took 6 fucking seasons but is finally good #this cheesy shit is my bread and butter #oh no don't make the positive guy break under pressure I'd hate it ohhh nooo #oh no don't give him trauma id be so saddd #there's nothing wrong with me and I don't like vicariously suffering through dumb anime boys #I'm so very normal #anyways the first like 5 seasons were mostly mid (sorry)#I tuned out for majority of the arcs and would check in at the very end #but! season 6 which I just watched all of today was pretty good #take it with a grain of salt I'm really a sucker for this kinda thing #also the budget appeared suddenly #animation pretty good style very recognizable and well done blah blah blah smth smth art nerd #anyways yeah that's where I'm at #syn speaks

So my coworker/friend has an intact beauceron (French shepherd) and every now and then she breeds him and apparently other breeders are asking for him to be a stud soon (including a female that won best in show once)

And I'd already decided I want a puppy from one of his litters but I JUST got a dog

So if I have another in the next year or two know that I had no choice the dog is too perfect and he has had wonderful litters in the past

#syn speaks

Admiring her while desperately trying to not let her musk me halfway through the work day TwT

#northwestern garter #garter snake #snakeblr #syn critters

I'll post more later but this is by far the craziest northwestern garter I've ever seen

@theokusgallery this is your favorite species right? In reality most of them aren't very blue (usually brown) but this one is the brightest red and black I've ever caught

#snakeblr #snake #garter snake #northwestern garter #syn critters #Im at work but AAA ATHIS WAS AWESOEM I found her on my lunch #I did confirm it's a girl

The goodest girl and all her bling

#she knows that certain gear means work so to introduce a new harness I double stacked it with her usual handle #this worked really well although she was a bit clunky #she did get lots of compliments!#photos are her ignoring kids running past then practicing tuck and finally doing some DPT #twas a good mall trip #syn critters #vega

Art trade with Citzel on toyhouse!

I struggled to find a pose for this one but once I had it I banged this out in under 2 hours, she was SO fun to draw

#art #artists on tumblr #digital art #my art #sonic the hedgehog fanart #sonic art #sonic #sonic oc art #sth fandom #sth fanart #sth #sth oc #not my character #art trade

I am better than my haters, I have a dog and 3 snakes and they don't 🙏

#positive affirmations I tell myself daily #syn speaks

Pretty dragon I got a bit ago :3

I've been a big fan of WoF my entire life so I'm very happy to finally return to my roots

#art #artists on tumblr #digital art #my art #my characters #wings of fire #wof hybrid #wof oc #wof rainwing #wof sandwing #wings of fire art #wings of fire oc #dragon

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Like a month ago I messaged a craft group about accessibility for wheelchairs and the answer I got was “there’s a lot of stairs but we have cute boys who can carry you”. And it’s…not good. As a wheelchair bound person I largely depend on people when I want to go out and do *anything* so I’m used to it, I laugh it off, make an annoyed post about it and off I go. But I wanna just say a thing real quick.

Even if I wasn’t gay, wasn’t a survivor scared of men, getting help as a disabled person is just…Not a pleasant thing to us! Imagine for a sec how you’d feel being carried up a flight of stairs. You’re a grown person. You’re being touched in an awkward way. You’d rather do it yourself. You’re So Uncomfortable. It’s not where I look for the beginning of a romantic relationship. So like…could abled people stop doing this thing where they think helping us in a condescending and infantilizing way is cute? Cause I’m real tired. Just get me a ramp or lift and I’m cool. I don’t need a dating service when I’m just trying to go about my day

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If you’re abled please reblog it cause like…the more ppl knows the better

#this is something I've experienced a lot more since getting a service dog #to a much lesser degree but similar sentiment #now that I am visibly disabled people want to help me all the time #like “oh your hands are full let me grab that for you”#the reality is that I got a service dog so I could be more independent #she's trained to stay when I ask and help me when I need her I explicitly don't need you #I can't imagine how much worse it gets when you're physically disabled it sounds fucking awful #reblog

Born to lie in bed with hurt tummy and cuddle dog

Forced to lock in for 10 hour shifts at the critter factory

#syn speaks

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