A catch up
I though the fact about the fact I haven’t posted on here for nearly a year the other day. For someone who’s debating completely getting rid of her online presence on and off, it’s kind of ridiculous that I’m now doing something to increase it even more. But. Looking through this blog made me remember how much I liked documenting things that happen to me. And reading old posts jogged old memories and made me remember feelings I’d forgotten I ever had. Being someone who is awful at keeping a diary but good at spamming strangers on the internet with things they don’t care about, I thought ‘why not start doing it again?’
So here I am. I’ve come to the realisation that for a very large part of last year, I was depressed. I hated a lot of aspects of my life, and I think I used this as a sort of support network. I’m not going to do that any more. Things are not perfect in my life right now, but my situation is a hell of a lot better, and I have a much better idea of how to deal with being down, and a much better network of people and things around me to help me feel better. So instead, I’ll be using this to document the very mildly interesting things that happen to me that I think I’ll want to remember. Followers or not, I’m looking forward to drudging up old memories over the next few days as I get caught up, and to committing others to words from there on out.
