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Hamraaz

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Zindagi haseen nahi hai , haseen

to ap hain meri jaan.

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Heal me on the Day of Arafah, Ya Allah. Heal me so deeply that even my memories stop hurting. Replace the tears in my eyes with light in my heart. Make me forget the words that wounded me and remember only that You are enough for me.

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when اللّه is accepting du'as on laylatul qadr may yours and mine be among them

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There is so much attachment with someone that even after she’s no longer by your side , every night her name remains first in your and Allah's conversation, is this love or a habit? Ya aadat hai ya mohabbat hai ? Whenever you do some good deed then there is just one hope in the heart that Allah will be pleased and if he is pleased then the whole world will be pleased . Even then Har cheez sirf us ek shaks ko paany ki mehnat mein kyun hai? In my dua each day , I find myself yearning ki sukoon milajye but saad esa kaisa sukoon milegaa When still a part of her continues to reside in your soul, a constant presence that you cannot forget, no matter the distance or the time that has passed . Vo hi to sukoon hai aur vo hi dur hai

My deepest wish is for this journey to reach its end, that I may surrender all my desires, every craving, and live a life solely devoted to allah’s pleasure. To make my life beautiful, not for any earthly longing, but purely for the sake of Him who created all.

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There is no shame in relearning your deen as an adult; in fact, it is a sign that Allah ﷻ has opened your heart and guided you back to Him. Seeking knowledge is an act of worship and every step you take toward understanding the Quran, perfecting your tajweed, studying tafsir, learning hadith and understanding fiqh is rewarded immensely. Do not let mockery or judgment stop you. The people who laugh at you will not stand beside you on the Day of Judgment, nor will they answer on your behalf. What will benefit you is your sincerity, your effort and your intention to please Allah alone.

So, invest in your akhirah because it is your eternal life. This dunya is temporary but what you build (righteous deeds) for the sake of Allah remains forever. Even if you start later than others, remember that guidance is a gift and the best time to return to Allah is now. So begin without shame, continue with sincerity and trust that you will never regret choosing Allah over people.

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😭☝🏻

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Worst February ever

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Allah this is the worst I’ve felt since June

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I have certainly done something terribly wrong and I don’t even know Maine kra kya hain

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May Allah make us among the people who are called through Ar-Rayyan

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Sehri feels heavier after a night like that when you’ve cried so much in Tahajjud that your nose is completely blocked and even food has no taste. Your eyes burn, your head hurts, your face feels swollen and you’re still trying to act normal. But when you can’t even breathe properly, that’s when it really hits

Itni thakan hai ke jism dard sa kar raha hai. Bas let kar so jana chahta hoon, lekin naak band hone ki wajah se sukoon se saans bhi nahi le paa raha. Majbooran munh se saans leni pad rahi hai, bechaini si ho rahi hai. Chhoti si baat lagti hai, magar iss waqt yeh bhi had se zyada lag rahi hai Aaj thakan bhi ajeeb si lag rahi hai, jaise andar tak utar gayi ho

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Kabhi kabhi dil itna bebas ho jata hai ke lagta hai is duniya ki har khushi be-maani hai… siwaye us ek insaan ke. Ajeeb si khudgarzi aa jati hai — apni ek chhoti si khwahish ko Allah ki di hui beshumaar ne’maton ke saamne rakh deta hoon. Phir chupke se Allah se kehne lagta hoon, “Ya Rab, sab le lein… bas yeh ek dua rehne dein.” Mtlb bus vo shakhs rehne de aur sab le le

Magar main aisa nahi rehna chahta. Main chahta hoon meri khushi ka markaz sirf Allah ho — aisi khushi jo mukammal ho, jisme yeh darr na ho ke “jitna hans lo, utna hi rona padega.” Mere andar abhi bhi bohat se khwaab hain, bohat si manzilein hain jo main sirf Allah ki raza ke liye chhuna chahta hoon. Bas kabhi kabhi yeh bebasi aur udaasi itni gehri ho jati hai ke qadam ruk jaate hain… aur insaan khud mein hi kahin baith sa jata hai

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Ramdan, you are my only saviour.

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I be checking my phone like i mean something to someone