I’ll be nagging people to pay attention to me and then when they do it’s like. wow I feel absolutely nothing like literally nothing changed. Except now I’m uncomfortable can you go back to ignoring me

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I’ll be nagging people to pay attention to me and then when they do it’s like. wow I feel absolutely nothing like literally nothing changed. Except now I’m uncomfortable can you go back to ignoring me
Yang Terakhir
Kita sedang berpijak pada tepi pertempuran
Menggantungkan harapan
Tentang masa depan
Yang terpaut simpul-simpul jurusan
Aku masih tabu tentang elemen otakku yang lebih dominan
Bagian kiri ataukah kanan
Cerah gembira ataukah gulita kesedihan yang harusnya aku rasakan?
Gembira menyambut kelas baru penuh kedudukan
Ataukah kesedihan ditumpu sesak akibat dekatnya masa perpisahan
Sudahlah
Aku hanya tertunduk tanpa gairah
Melawan kubu-kubu ufuk dengan rasa gelisah
Aku takut, zona ruang yang selama ini mendekap kita akan memisah
Jalan Tuhan untuk kita masih panjang
Dan takkan pula kita ketahui sebelum terlewati
Kau, aku,mereka
Saat ini yang terbaik untuk kita harus ketahui hanyalah
Tentang cara melambaikan tangan untuk terakhir kalinya
Benar benar untuk terakhir kalinya
Meregangkan senyum didetik terakhir, untuk ku, saat ini saja
Tanpa hawa dingin, tatapan nanar, terhalang medan atau bahkan perasaaan tersulut bara dendam
Hanya itu; itu tak sesulit yang kita duga
Atau anggap saja seperti mempersembahkan rangkaian bait epilog pada pusara kematian
Lalu dengan hembusan nafas sukarela diri ini melepasmu pergi menggapai puncak
Karena ini, permintaan terakhir
Karena yang ini, salam sapa yang terakhir
Siapa yang mengira kita akan berjumpa lagi?
we may not be best friends anymore
oh, we may not be bro-sist again
we may not stay up untill 4am
every single night
talking about whatever is on our minds
because our gender, our Islamic literature that are forbidden this one
but i will never forget
the things you said
the plans we made
the reasons why I must return to be myself, to be a girl
to know the God looks like, His Mercy, His bless for us
His reasons why He made me as a girl, why you must be a boy
:") thanks for this guy, God
we may not be best friends anymore
but you are still the one person
who always on my du'a, ask to God for safe you, makes you smarter and other forbidden dua that only God can know this