[✉] soojungie ??? [✉] are you okay ?? [✉] come on answer me soojung, or i swear to god i'll put aside everything and come straight back to that stupid school and stay until you tell me.
{ ` she is an honest to god mess – shattered fragile remains of a psyche that the telekinetic had struggled to slowly piece back together over the span of the last few months; all broken. maybe she just wasn’t meant to be happy—or even mentally healthy for the matter } – { ` jung soojung is no longer jung soojung—hasn’t been for a long time for a fact, but now, now, she doesn’t feel like pretending. doesn’t feel like lying. it wouldn’t change a thing for anyone even if she did – nothing will change the fact that things will continue to go to shit no matter what she does or doesn’t do } – { ` her eyes are dry and sore by the time she cracks them open, dragged away from her tentative slumber by the chime of her phone – the room is cold, it’s not hers, but for once, her heart is almost matches it just as well; she reaches for the mobile with a sniffle, eyes squinting at the light that greets her when she looks at it }
{ ` soojung doesn’t want to lie anymore }
{ txt } you know
{ txt } idont rellay know a person that can be okay after everthiyng wonshik ah
{ txt } my eyes hrut
{ ` she pushes herself to sit up slightly, releasing a breath as her hand lifts to wipe at her eyes before continuing – focusing a bit more to keep her spelling intact }
{ txt } my heart too
{ txt } are you okay?
{ ` the city is a bad place you shouldn’t be there be careful -- }
{ txt } come back
{ txt } it’s not safe
{ txt } please oppa
{ txt } please