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#!oxc #m getting off this acc now #hUHEU

no way, oh my god — [ * takes another glance up at his phone … what were the chances of that surviving if it were to be dropped — he then takes a look at the ground, yeeep it’s gonna break. he then huffs — * ] where did you find those … ? have you ever been to disneyland ? or did you steal them huh ?

fcxsoojung

i told you i found them! how could you be so dumb? or do you not even listen to me? { ` furrows brows as she steps closer, aiming a punch at his chest as she puffs her cheeks } if i could go to disneyland right now i would--but as it is-- { ` wrinkles nose } probably not welcome there right now.

#!rxv #!gxfchts

gmxravi-blog-blog

[ * staring at his now empty hands, he’s quick to shout back — * ] yah ! soojung ! [ * he’s staring up at the still bleeping phone way above their heads, there is no way in hell that he is going to be able to get that without knocking her out first, not that he would. * ] i totally did look at you, i said cute — [ * he’s looking at her now * ] what the fuck are those …

fcxsoojung

{ ` there is no small amount of amusement that she feels at the shout, eyes flicking forward before meeting the taller male's with a smug curve of her lips } yah--what? { ` her eyes narrow, pausing for a moment at his words as she snorts, arms crossing over her chest } you totally didn't--! they're minnie mouse ears, are you stupid. { ` |||: }

#!rxv #!gxfchts

gmxravi-blog-blog

mhm — mmhm, adorable [ * barely takes a moment to glance u from the phone held tightly in his grasp (tightly cause he’ had already managed to drop it that week) however he’s caught up on the buzzing noises of a game upon the phone’s screen * ] looks great ..

fcxsoojung

{ ` she looks at him -- doe eyes wide in disbelief as she watches the male before her play with his phone. the nerve! the utter nerve! this wonshit -- } yah! { ` stomps her foot as her eyes narrow at him before lowering to the phone, easily pulling it out of his hands with her power and floating it a good ten feet above both of them } you didn't even look!

#!rxv #!gxfchts

fcxgrey

{ ` he doesn’t like losing control. but if he’s honest, he’s never had much control over anything — not even over whether he lived or died — aside from what how lost he can become in a haze of alcohol and indulgences of every other kind. the young woman standing before him is perhaps the best — the most dangerous of them all; his fingers itch at the first touch. a nearly physical ache to hold her takes him by anything but surprise even as he tries to reign himself in. he sniffs quietly, watching her expression behind a blurry film that only distorts further. how could she be glad? though perhaps he shouldn’t have been surprised. she’d always been kind to him. always in a way that bordered on loving but never quite reached in name. } … { ` changmin takes a step closer, leaning down and forward just enough to press their foreheads together. with the rest of her face obscured, he has little else to focus on aside from her eyes — and he maintains her gaze, hesitant in the face of the fact that he wouldn’t be able to wrap himself around her like he wanted (like she needed). the glaring absence at his other side leaves him hurt; distraught for the wound that won’t heal as he slips his only arm around her waist and tugs, pressing his lips to the thin paper layer of her mask as tears continue to slip down his cheeks. }

fcxsoojung

{ ` she has spent countless times staring at the eyes of shim changmin's -- remembering that shade of brown specifically, every speck in his irises nearly committed to memory; there had even been rare moments, where mismatched eyes greeted her own, admittedly those moments had been her favorite--a reminder that she's capable of making people like changmin this happy. a direct contrast to the glassy eyes staring back at her now -- another sentiment of how jung soojung has failed at preserving the happiness of the people around her } -- { ` she doesn't move when he presses closer, lashes fluttering every so lightly as she winces a bit at the light pressure against bruised skin, giving him a small squeeze of reassurance--to keep close--as her eyes fixate on his, swallowing past the growing lump in her throat at his arm--the absence of the other is heartbreaking enough even without addressing--in favor of moving closer to the tug, heart lurching at the pressure of his lips against hers as she stills for a few heavy seconds before moving, sliding an arm around his neck to both tug him closer and hold him near while her free hand shifts to tug down at the mask--driven by the urge to kiss him, without any barriers, more than anything--lips finding his in a bittersweet kiss that registers as salty when it came down to it as her heart throbs painfully, it wasn't how she wanted to kiss him; it wasn't how she wanted their kisses to feel like. heartbreak. helplessness. soojung barely noticed her own tears. }

#!chxm #!gxfchts

fcxgrey

{ ` logic says she’s right; that there’s little that he could’ve known or done — he couldn’t have fought any harder, couldn’t have prevented the wounds scattering her face or even his sister’s broken body. but everything else; every solitary thought that enters his mind says differently. he has little else to do but think when reality greets him — just upon opening his eyes — morning, noon and night. he’s no stranger to the heartache, or the guilt that follows but for the first time, it’s raw — too close and too real for him to take solace in any vice. her question merely sends his heart clenching; his throat aching as he watches the curiosity enter her eyes. his mind is quick to fill in the blanks; times and places — it’d already been almost a year — and every word that’d followed whenever jung soojung was curious, and the thought brings a vague smile to his lips, even as the wet warmth of tears overflows the moment her attention turns downward. his fingers curl at his side, lower lip trembling — he can’t answer her; can’t imagine how he couldn’t be sorry for any of this. }

fcxsoojung

{ ` it's not supposed to be this way -- soojung knows this well, knows that bumping into the likes of shim changmin almost a year ago--a perfectly long haired, charming man--who had her heart going through palpitations at the merest touch, shouldn't have to end up like this. though there was none too specific of a change in her feelings toward him that soojung can pinpoint at the moment--rather the change had been in themselves as persons. how fast them--all of them--seemed to fall over the span of a few months was heartbreaking; even if soojung didn't want to admit it. didn't want to face it--they're broken. they're ruined. } y-- { ` she stops mid-word upon setting her eyes on the older male, blinking slowly in shock as her heart twists painfully, lips opening and closing with nothing to say in particular -- what can she say? what can she do to make it better for him? -- before a small breathless chuckle escapes her, expression doleful as she stubbornly glances up at the ceiling, blinking back tears even as she takes careful steps closer, yearning to offer comfort that she had been keeping from herself--but isn't it much more worth it to give to others than herself? isn't the likes of changmin, han, jinri, and everyone else more deserving of comfort than her? haven't they done more? aren't they worth more?--as she extends her hands, fingers brushing over scraped skin gingerly before cupping his face } why are you... i... { ` her face contorts slightly, brows furrowing as she struggles to find the right words to express herself, glassy eyes settling on his as her thumbs flick over his cheeks fleetingly, wiping at the tears } i'm really glad you're here with me. { ` her mind travels back to the beaten and bloody mess of the man who spent the last few months stealing her heart -- i'm glad you're alive. }

#!chxm #!gxfchts #ignore dat phone i hate u

fcxgrey

{ ` for once, he doesn’t have to worry about not knowing what to say; the irony doesn’t escape him, but nor do the minute darkening of the skin at her temple — or the hesitation with which she seems to approach, after far too many minutes spent hovering at his periphery. but he can hardly blame her; can do little but dip his head in vague shame. he’d been wrong — the last time he’d seen the likes of jung soojung, he’d smiled; assured without words that everything would be alright. it’d all turned out to be lies. } … { ` it’s as he scans her face that he feels it — the clenching in his chest and the sting of bitterness in his eyes } ‘i’m sorry.’ { ` he mouths the words, eyes fixed on hers }

fcxsoojung

{ ` she could do nothing but stare for the longest moment, taking in every bit of detail of the male before her -- the fatigue in his eyes and the guilt in his expression are among the few things she picks up along with scraped skin and bruises similar to her own -- there is a bit of relief that follows, he's alive but nontheless, no different from when she last saw him, head at the mercy of another's grip } -- { ` she shrinks into herself slightly at the thought of it, hesitant eyes lowering to his lips as she pauses at the words mouthed towards her, brows furrowing even as her heart tightens in response -- why is he sorry? shouldn't she be sorry? } why...are you apologizing? { ` holds his gaze for a moment before her eyes lower, fixating on her shoes for the time being as she takes a breath } it's not--none of this is your fault.

#!chxm #!gxfchts

fcxgrey

… { ` watches his surroundings silently, for the millionth time lamenting his inability to speak }

fcxsoojung

{ ` she watches afar for a long minute, unable to find any way or reason to approach before she decidedly just steps forward, fingers grasping the edge of her mask and tugging it up further before dropping limply -- fiddling with her fingers absently as she approaches him slowly, clearing her throat a bit as her eyes flick up over his face before lowering } hi.

#!chxm #!gxfchts

ex-gmxrogue-deactivated20150106

[text] don’t be cute [text] you’re always beautiful don’t be dumb [text] don’t take off anywhere until I get there.

fcxsoojung

{ txt } （。 ☣ฺ⋌⋚⋛⋋☣ฺ。）but oppa

{ txt } pls （。 ☣ฺ⋌⋚⋛⋋☣ฺ。）

{ txt } （。 ☣ฺ⋌⋚⋛⋋☣ฺ。）

{ txt } i'm staying here till han can leave with us!

#!txmn

ex-gmxrogue-deactivated20150106

[text] Soojung, how do I get there?

[text] I’m coming whether you help me or not.

fcxsoojung

{ txt } i don't know, taemin oppa ( ´,_ゝ`)

{ txt } ask one of the x-men?

{ txt } i am not in the state to be seen though!!!

#!txmn

gmxravi-blog-blog

[ * not bothered by the fact he was being smacked, he actually snorted out with laughter * ] you so did ! you squawked, like some kind of chicken in distress — [ * snorts louder before finally breaking out with laughter — allowing himself to help her to his feet, he gripped her elbow lightly as to assure she remained on her feet as he grinned toward her * ] chicken in distress, [ * shaking his head * ] well aren’t you glad i was here to catch you, otherwise you would of got a one way ticket back to the infirmary … and sure i do …

fcxsoojung

{ ` scoffs, vehemently denying the whole ordeal at this point as she smacks him harder } yah! i wasn't! { ` insists with a bit of a whiny tone that grows at the chicken comment as she take a second to plant bony legs on the floor, lower lip jutting out } you're not that funny, wonshit--stop it! { ` stomps her foot as she pouts, nose crinkling } i will never be glad for stalkers and don't bs me!

#!rxv #!gxfchts

Never underestimate your worth.

{ ` perplexed, the telekinetic finds herself a bit floored (not to mention uncomfortable) by the words -- if only for the fact that it's seemingly nothing she can find herself to believe in anymore; not with the heaviness in her bones and soreness she can feel in her very soul } ah...i'll keep that in mind, thank you. { ` the promise is hollow yet the gratitude is there, at least, small as it is -- she's grateful that there's someone out there with that kind of hope out, if anything, seeing as she has been lacking in that department }

#!axn #Anonymous

You are stunning.

{ ` she doesn't say anything for a long while -- unable to think of a proper response past the first instinct to say otherwise. she is not pretty, when it comes down to it--down to now--soojung is deplorable. disgusting even. ugly. } uh...thank you? { ` she squints her eyes to form a bit of an eyesmile for the sake of it, fingers moving to pull up the mask covering her face } you are too...

#!axn #Anonymous

I been wanting to join but I'm so scared!

but why are you scared? there's nothing to be scared of anonnie! we'd love to have you join us--and if it's an issue with figuring out a power or what not, we'd gladly offer our help to you! :D be bold & beautiful, bb!! hehe

#Anonymous

gmxravi-blog-blog

would you prefer the mexican lady to come make sure you’re okay, huh? cause i can go get her if you want ! [ * the second she lifts off the ground he knows it’ll go down hill from there * ] — hell, you weren’t kidding were ya … NEGATIVE ? [ * !! — rushing forward, sudden instincts tell him to reach his arms out just in time to catch her from smacking the cold floor beneath them, thank god !! * ] you are so reckless ! — did you just squawk ?

fcxsoojung

you don't even like her -- you don't like anyone, grumpy. { ` tenses her lower lip underneath her mask as she huffs } -- { ` it all happens in a blur if anything, the red head gasping for air that seemingly leaves her lungs as her hands grip onto the male's shoulders, nails digging into the fabric of his shirt } im-- { ` she's gasping, trying to calm her heart more than anything before she fixates on him, eyes widening a bit and brows knitting together further } i didn't-- { ` she smacks his shoulder hard and repeatedly } i didn't!

#!rxv #!gxfchts

gmxravi-blog-blog

[ * !! — * ] yah … YAH ! JUNG SOOJUNG ! get your injured ass back here before you start running into the walls ! [ * with the intention of running, it’s stopped by the fact that it’s pretty clear that she’s drugged up. instead he rolls his eyes, walking toward her * ] first you fall asleep on the walls, and if you’re not careful, you’ll be running into them [ * without a doubt he was incredibly amused by it all * ]

fcxsoojung

stop--following me! stalker!! { ` knits her brows together as she tosses a squinty look back at him, struggling to regain her balance before continuing on with her little awkward run -- proving to be a bit easier once her feet starts lifting off the ground as per her own subconscious wants } you--are so--negative! i'm not going to run into a wall! i-- { ` squawks when the top of her head hits the ceiling, hands flying to over her head as she flinches -- heart dropping as she falls just as quick } ah--

#!rxv #!gxfchts

gmxravi-blog-blog

.jekyll

gmxravi-blog-blog

[ * he could just turn around and ignore it all, let her sleep it off and then she her when she woke up embarrassed that she’s even fallen asleep in a hallway, but he almost seemed determined to find her, without being entirely sure what he would do when he did. perhaps drag her back to his room and assure that if she were going to sleep, she’d do so in comfort — what the fuck is that ? narrowed eyes glanced to the right at the light, yet quite distinguishing tune that drifted down the hallway … of course she’d pick something as obnoxious as that … * ] tch — [ * when the call went through to a message bank, he redialed and made his way down the right hand side of the hallway, listening as the tune simply got louder * ] soojung ?

fcxsoojung

{ ` her dreams are thankfully nonexistent – soojung sees nothing but the black and the heaviness of her bones—her body seems to retain the memory of pain far better than she’d ever want it to; leaving the girl sighing (a bit too shakily) as she shifts against the wall for a more comfortable position, eventually moving enough in her sleep to completely tip over, the bruised, sore skin of her forehead hitting the floor with a light thud—muffling her phone under bones and bruises as she curls up automatically }

#!rxv #!scrxt: jekyll

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