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[vernalvacancy]

So what's the point in therapy,

spending money just to hear that I'll get over you eventually,

that's all my therapist has said to me

well it's been seven months and you're still out here,

fucking with me mentally

[vernalvacancy]

Love getting mocked (like full on repetitive sing-song kid voice mocked) for everything we say for nearly an hour and then told to watch *our* tone when we interrupt one time to try to ask them to recognize their behavior after we've apologized 50 times for asking them to stop drinking tonight because they're being aggressive.

Oh and then told that we should enjoy being alone forever because us trying to be calm and non-reactive the entire time is not caring about them or something.

I'm so tired. I am so so tired of being alive.

[vernalvacancy]

attention-affection starved is such a horrid feeling to deal with when we're already so hopeless/tired/lonely

[somesolitarycompany]

We're... so tired.

[thependragons]

The death of the Pendragon siblings. 

[altartidingarchive]

We usually take a week or two to get all our goals for the year/resolutions sorted out after new years but I think this year it's going to be two big things 1. Try to be happy and healthy: don't shackle ourselves to stagnation if we can help it, be creative, be expressive, try our best and recognize our own limits, live without looking over our shoulder. 2. Increase random acts of kindness, bring back the sense of friendliness and helpfulness and care we used to have for everyone. Be more friendly. Be more present for friends. Do good and selfless acts and small karmic things more often. Be a kinder, more giving person. Also work on the resting bitch face.