😡 -@ask-themaid-idv
😡 What would someone have to make them lash out in violent anger?
A: Lashing out… I try to refrain from such things. yet… yet I think it would be people trying to tell me to forgive and to forget with harsh situations… n-not like if they ate some food I was saving or something as petty. I’m… I’m talking about trying to apologize after directly hurting someone on purpose. I… I hate to admit it but, I hold an awfully long grudge. I just think too heavily on how people have wronged me or anyone else. I get so annoyed when they come back after and think everything is OK. Just… just no! No amount of apologizing and empty words can just heal everything…! It’s like putting a band-aid on a large gash in your side…! It doesn’t help it at all! Yes, the past is now behind us, but… but that doesn’t mean you didn’t hurt me or someone else for that matter! You showed your true colors… how can I trust you to not lie about changing? You dug your grave now… now just lie down in it!
N: Try and tell me how to do my job. I dare you. People without their medical licenses always try and tell me how to be an “actual doctor”. LISTEN. You weren’t the one who dragged through over 8 years with people bashing at your for your occupation just because of your own gender and that you should just become a nurse like all other good girls… or even just not go to school at all and latch yourself onto some guy and become a damn housewife! I’m not standing for that garbage! Everyone has worse issues to deal with than a woman becoming a surgeon!
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