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[cxdemusings]

You know. I think it's just relatively been a bad day. I tried to be happy. Almost cried at work, was so frustrated I was shaking, tried to wind down at home.

And some other shit.

Mood's just bad today I guess.

I'll try again tomorrow.

[peakgremlin]

I hate to be that guy but like you can say you don’t hate Izuku because he’s an abuse victim but if all the reasons why you hate him are a direct result of him being abused for over a decade then you hate him because he’s an abuse victim

[unsuccesscr]

I also have all sorts of feelings about the concept of “Izuku forgave Bakugo so now no one ever can be mad that Bakugo still actively treats him like shit and has shown no remorse over past or present actions”

Because first of all that’s really common for abuse victims. A victim having an emotional attatchment to and justifying the actions of their abuser doesn’t make it not abuse.

And second of all Izuku is a fictional character not a real person he has no free will of his own and will do, think, say, and feel whatever Horikoshi wants him to. You can’t use a shitty abuse narrative to absolve the writer of that narrative for their own bad writing.

[valerenova]

If I could have any superpower I would want the power to instantly teleport into the homes of anyone who draws p*rn of Ocha and eviscerate them on sight

[ladykeivt]

Can I just say that chances are “earned” and not “forced” to be given?

Thank you.

[apollyjustice]

i’m really not doing well right now i’m sorry guys i thought i was okay today, but some of my anxiety from last is still getting to me, and i have anxiety about tomorrow because i have work in the evening, and then there’s anxiety about one of my roommates on top of just generally feeling like i’m a shitty person so i’m just gonna log off, get something to eat, play some games to try and distract myself, and then sleep.

i’m sorry guys i know some of you are still waiting on replies from me and i’m trying i really am i’ll try again tomorrow i’m sorry

[spiderspeaks]

A small apology.

Some of you may or may not know this but..recently my grandmother passed away. Naturally, this means I haven’t been too up to threading or anything like that.

I tried hitting the ground running this week being back in college but its starting to wear me down quite a bit. That being said, please be patient with me. I have the thread tracker up and I haven’t lost any replies or RPs I’m just in a shitty mental place at the moment.

For those waiting for my replies, I promise I will get to them at some point but if I need to drop them then, I will let you know. I will NOT drop a thread without telling you I need to. But, if I go silent for quite some time without extensive interaction beyond asks and idle likes for your posts this is most likely why.

I… don’t mean to shunt anyone away. I truly don’t mean to. If anything I want to thread more on this account? I’ve just been blindsided by the sudden loss. Admittedly, I don’t really know what to do with myself at the moment and for that I am sorry.

This post is in no way meant to beg for sympathy, much less beg for condolences. I actually don’t care for any of that.  So, please save your ‘I’m sorry for your loss’ for now. Hearing it near constantly is wearing in my mental state a tad, and I apologize if this comes off as rude or blunt. That truly is not the intention here.

If anything this is mainly to inform of my silence and apparent selectivity on posting and interacting. I hope to fix it in the future? Thanks for taking the time to read.

-Samu.