I hate when people whine and moan about not wanting to do something. When they act like total hypocrites saying something and then saying the exact opposite a few minutes later. "Oh, I want to because I like it but I don't want to because it's too selfish of me; I can't decide!!" Think about it THEN come talk to me. You're acting like a whiny little kid not able to decide what sort of candy you want.
It involves two people and your choice is going to affect them. You can't be with someone you don't like, you can't lie to their face, even if you will feel guilty would you prefer lying to them and being unhappy with them? If the person 'loves' you sooo much as they say they do they'll understand and LET you be with the person you ACTUALLY love. They will hurt, of course it will. You have lied to them about your feelings. And if you can't suck it up and face the consequences, why whine about it? One way or another you will regret what you did, no matter what you choose. But it's up to you to do what your heart tells you to do. Be happy or unhappy. I'm not here to tell you what to do, shit, you don't even listen to what I say.
