#;vent

[eraba-reta-unmei]

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man, i really like my doctor and i KNOW she doesn't mean anything by it, but it always feels like i'm being subtly pressured to have kids.

"oh we have a OBGYN that comes in such and such day now! just something to think about if you're interested."

i don't want kids, plz for the love of god... it makes me so uncomfortable. ☠️

[visceratrash]

Actions really do speak louder than words because I don't want a "Sorry." I want you to change your behavior and not do the thing you're sorry for so you don't have to say sorry. "I've been in a lot of [physical] pain." I get that but that doesn't mean you can be a fucking asshole.

[eraba-reta-unmei]

why must I wake up to people starting shit on the dash.

[visceratrash]

i wish i could confide in someone about my family situation, specifically about my autistic brother but the thing i want to talk about is so fucking horrible that its not something i can just talk about openly. i don't even want to go to my few internet friends about it because it's just that bad. it's so frustrating i wish i could find people in my same situation so we can both just let it out and actually voice the frustration we have to live with. there's so many eggshells that we have to walk around with talking to others and i'm so tired of this life. the legal shit is the worst of it (besides the horrible thing itself).

[burnslust]

Nothing makes me feel more like a switch than second guessing feelings and crushes I have on someone lmao

[coolpooltoy]

[coolpooltoy]

no worries besides the pool