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I’m going with will and Alex to England. To see remy. Who andy’s made forget. About me.

Im not sure I’m ready but if will wants me to be with him then

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I feel so small and dumb and panicked and insecure when will’s not around even for a few minutes and it’s dumb cause I’m living with him and at all his games and see him pretty much 24/7 but I just keep thinking, what if this time he’s decided he wants to run away and he’s gotten tired of me or I’m too much and

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I’m living with him :)

It’s gotten hard for me to say those words back to him again though

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i hate to make will feel like he’s caught in the middle of remy and i all the time. i hate to keep dumping shit on him, but he makes me feel so safe to do it.

at least when this all blows over, he won’t have to worry about that anymore. being stuck in the middle.

and i’m gonna fucking make sure he never has to worry about me either, ever again. well. as much as i can, anyways. i’m gonna be so good for him, i really will. he deserves everything. he’s so, so good.

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when did i start saying i’m sorry so much again?

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Will and Alex and I work so well, and I never want it to end.

I still miss remy. But it doesn’t feel like I’ve had to... fight, so hard for this. It just worked so naturally.

Funny how life works.