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[embutido333]

if you're reading this then i hope you have a wonderful day ♥

[checkmatejoy]

BOLD ANY FEARS WHICH APPLY TO YOUR MUSE. ITALICIZE WHAT MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE.

tagged by: @reaperoftheunderworld

the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. needles. restraints. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment. loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched.

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[payneleeyum]

Family Holidays || Perriam

It was amazing to be back home, enough so that when he picked up his parents, he got teary. Liam had seen his parents more often than he had in the four years previous that year, what with homesickness, Eli, and...circumstances that had him feeling down for a while, so he mostly blamed it on the atmosphere of it all, in picking them up in his old town and being hugged so tightly. His own mother’s crying might have been a part of it as well.

Liam and Perrie had thought to have a good proper family Christmas, for their first as a family. Gather up each side of their families and bring them together for the night. So, they did. If there was one thing to attribute to the two of them, it was that when they had their mind set on something, it would happen. However much they loved their families, Liam was thankful when the hype had dwindled down enough for him, Perrie, and Eli to slip away into the living room while most everyone else chatted out in the back. Eli was probably the hardest to slip away, what with every person wanting to dote over him, but the boy didn’t seem to mind the attention, and they eventually got anyway, if only for a little while. They found themselves on the sofa -one of the few he’d had to put around to fill up the place- with Liam’s arm around Perrie’s waist and Eli propped up against them. He’d have to go check on their dinner soon enough, but for then, it was nice to sit in tranquillity and look up at the huge -Andy’s idea- tree filled with its trimmings. “You think we oughta let Eli put up his own ornament?”

[payneleeyum]

First Outing||Perriam

They’d planned this for a while, taking Eli out in public for the first Time. When Eli was born, they were lucky to be able to set up precautions so they wouldn’t have paparazzi hassling them on their way home, but this would be different. It was Time, he knew, but still that anxious part of his brain was yelling at him to stay inside with his lady and baby forever. Even if the past weeks of staying home had him itching with the need to get out. So, they were going out to dinner. Some fancy, somewhat private place Ken had recommended to him. It seemed like a good plan. Something not too long, not too far away from home, good. And, beyond his worries, Liam was happy, excited even. Their first family outing. One of many. He unplugged his mobile from the charger, knowing he’d be taking a million pictures through the night, slid it in his trouser pocket, and got Elijah in the carrier. With a kiss to his boy’s head, Liam stood up and called out to the bathroom, “Almost ready, babe?”

[payneleeyum]

@Real_Liam_Payne: One of the best days of my life with some of my favourite people :)

[payneleeyum]

@Real_Liam_Payne: So so so happy to see Elijah be brought into world. I hope all of u will love him as much as Pez and I do. Thank you all for your good wishes

[payneleeyum]

It’s a- || Perriam

Today’s the day, the sun is shining, the tank is clean, and we are getting out of- the tank is clean. In which the tank is Liam and Perrie, and clean means finding out the sex of their baby. As excited as Liam was, he was also terribly anxious. There wasn’t a logical reason for it, but finding out the sex was a big step. It was one of the moments that every parent looks forward to in a pregnancy, probably even the ones who decide not to find out.

One of the good things about having played so many straight shows was that Liam could take Perrie back home to go to their regular doctor on the couple days he had off. Scheduling was a bitch generally, but just this once, his work and personal schedules matched up. So, they were headed off.

Liam knew he’d been extremely careful lately with Perrie, not wanting to upset her bump or cause her any discomfort that he could help, and it showed in about everything he did. The looser grip he kept on her middle when they cuddled, how he walked a bit closer to her, the way he helped her into the car. It probably wasn’t necessary, but he was already so protective of Perrie, and adding in their little bean made him all the more. That morning when he helped her into the car, he kissed her, then her bump before getting in on the driver’s side. “Excited?”