This is another post in regards to the 1 year anniversary of flamingmarco orewahida surgeonofheart. Don’t read it really; you fools - it’s pretty much just gibberish. I speak good gibberish. Seriously though I couldn’t decide on whether to send it on fanmail or not; but its for all of you.
I'll be straight, I really wanted to say something emotional and all, heart destroying - get you guys right in the kokoro with how much you mean to me; to us.
But, as I've said before - I'm at a loss for words.
I don't know what to say,
Or to even think -
When you two come to mind.
We spend our sordid days, even when they're bad, because - just the slightest hope we'll get to speak with you guys soon - even if its the simple communication of a note - it's a brighter world than it was yesterday.
As a brat; having to thank you guys is a struggle; what with my teenage rebelliousness ( 〃´艸`); but I'd happily take a prison sentence, if it was due to my unnatural obsession with you guys...
Being serious - I can't even begin to explain the things you have done for me - I've said it a thousand times and I'll say it thousands of times more; but thank you.
Thank you for being amazing writers and gifting us all with the anticipated novella of yours,
for being friends with a loser like me
for putting up with me and my childish antics - I know I can say things;
A lot of things,
but you'll still talk with me till the end of the day (and into tomorrow).
Thank you for being my hopeful stars when the sky gets dark - when it trespasses through the safety of windows,
Thank you for settling my stomach when it's turning upside down,
for helping me live up to the name that I am; joyful
for being... just some of the greatest things to ever happen to me.
It is my honour, to regard you as part of my lives.
And nothing will ever convince me otherwise.
There's not enough words in the English alphabet to define the abstract I feel about our group, not enough words in my mother tongue; not enough for the entire earth and it's languages to help decipher.
Aliens could abduct me and still ponder as to what extent this child is feeling.
Even myself, I do not comprehend these emotions that drive me - but all I know is that -
Law, Ace, Marco
Thank you,
My dearest brothers - for being alive.
I hope that when the most daunting of days arrive; these messages will help you divide and conquer.
Because there's nothing more that this little sister would want,
For you guys;
than to just keep on breathing.
*wipes those frantic tears I have yet to mention*