open to: everyone / m for romantic connections
“Do you think I should check up on my father?” Oscar asks; he’s been thinking about it a lot lately, mostly because of his mother’s death anniversary coming up. With each year passing, it got easier to think about her, about both of his folks, though his dad is still a tricky subject. Oscar is somewhat over the fact that his dad made half of his life a living hell but there’s still... a mix of weird feelings that he carries towards the other man. Sometimes he thinks that seeing him and talking to him would help but then he starts thinking more about it and he’s not so sure anymore. Should he ever make amends with someone who’s hurt him that bad?
“I don’t know... I was thinking to maybe call. If not him then someone he knows to see if he’s alright. If he’s alive... I’d get a call if he died though, right?” Oscar goes on; there’s something in his head that tells him that he shouldn’t care but it turns out that he can’t switch it off. “Is he evem worth it?”