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[wiildhearrted]

I know im still working on mistletoe asks but hear me out

Like this for a NYE kiss ask in your inbox uwu

Specify muse! Use it as a first meet idgaf its CUTE

[dcsidcrium]

//I miss you guys. I miss Nikki. Her muse is still gone for the most part, but I have been writing bits and pieces of things with her when I have time.

I do think I'll be making a return to Tumblr, eventually. Probably not until this semester and holiday season ends because I'm so busy with work and school. I graduate this semester and I'm under a lot of stress with work and school. Its killing all my creativity and energy and taking a toll on my mental health.

When I do remake Nikki, it'll be a new blog, new url, and ill likely just start off with drabbles and asks. Very few threads and mostly writing prompts until I get a feel for her again.

I probably won't drop the new url here either. I got overwhelmed quickly being here, and ill probably keep my follower count low.

In other news, hi guys. I'm doing okay.

[wiildhearrted]

Shameless self promo now that I'm fully back in the swing of things! I went on hiatus for a hot minute while getting my teaching license. It's just a waiting game now, so I can be active again!

Give this post a like or reblog if you're interested in interacting with fandomless, multi-muse OC blog! Established April 2013.

Penned and adored by Krispen/Krispy. Permanently on semi-hiatus/low activity due to irl responsibilities. Mun is 30+. MDNI

Rules || Carrd

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Added a couple mods (mostly cosmetic) to bg3 and behold Nikki in all her angry glory

Also, she smol

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Picrew

I'll do at least Caleb as well for this, hopefully everyone eventually. Im just so damn excited because it actually had one of Nikki's scars????!!!!

Stole it from @hriobzagelthewanderer

Steal it and tag me!

[wiildhearrted]

Y'all this year has sucked and I'm on the struggle bus.

I really don't like doing this, especially since I'm so rarely here anymore. This is going to be a relatively long post. It's going under the cut.

To explain a bit of what's going on, this is a last-ditch effort for me. My bf lost his job at the beginning of the year, and while he has a new one, we haven't been able to recover financially. I'm in school half-time, working full time and doing food deliveries when I can for extra money. We've both been donating plasma when we can. He's applying for a second job, doing deliveries, and we're still behind on bills. Our bathroom faucet is broken, our kitchen sink and roof are leaking, and our front door potentially needs replaced if the $200 fix doesn't hold. He's without insurance right now, and has had a couple of ER visits the past couple of months without coverage. He desperately needs a visit to his primary doctor for a medication adjustment. Anxiety attacks are almost daily for him right now, and as a result, neither of us are sleeping.

I start student teaching in less than a week, and will no longer be able to work a second job on top of my current full time job + student teaching. I don't remember the last time we were able to afford our pets flea/tick/heartworm meds, and we're both struggling to pay for our own prescriptions with insurance/goodrx. We're already using food banks to supplement groceries when we can, and have applied for all the assistance we can think of. Unfortunately, since we've lived together for so long and share expenses, our incomes combined means we 'make too much'. I'm not skilled enough im art or writing for commissions, nor do I really have any spare time to create them.

I just don't know what to do, y'all. Any help is appreciated if AND ONLY IF feasible. Reblogs/signal boosts would be amazing. Tbh Im sorry for even putting this on the dash but I'm just so at a loss.

This is the link to the gofundme. Honestly, this feels so weird to even post.

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All this baby fever on the dash and caleb and nikki both are just "no thanks."

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Caleb is the type to comfort someone and try to help them heal through their trauma by just being there. Often knows comforting words or just offers a comforting presence/lends and ear. Doesn't try to 'fix' anything but will be there for them (except for nikki. Dumb dumb tries to fix her problems)

Nikki also offers a lot of physical comfort/her presence. Tries small acts of service because she usually doesnt know what to say. Either fumbles her words or surprises you with something deeply comforting even if it is ineloquently put. If the trauma involves someone she cares about being harmed by someone else, nikki makes a note to herself to hunt them down and tell no one.