8, 11 and 35 of the be honest meme!
the be honest meme. aka things you lowkey want to talk about but don’t because you don’t know how to bring it up. send me a number and i’ll tell you the honest truth. either a simple yes or no answer or a detailed response.
8. Name any three things about the rpc that bother you.
hm. well first thing that comes to mind isn’t a community issue but rather a tumblr one? but MAN i wish sideblogs weren’t so...the way they are. it makes interacting with people, esPECIALLY those you haven’t talked to before, really complicated and weird, and makes putting yourself out there even more laborious. i get why things are the way they are! being unable to act under the sideblog’s username probably prevents some amount of easy sockpuppeting, but boy. as someone who really can’t juggle multiple accounts properly, a better system for sideblogs would be...appreciated.
er...there are issues i have that i don’t think are necessarily enforced by the community either--as they’re more prevalent things that make me insecure or pressured to do things a certain way to be “correct” even when they’re difficult and unpleasant for me? for example i have a lot of trouble writing general summaries of characters or verses or organizing blog pages/making cool themes, and while from an OUTSIDE perspective i get the need for proper organization, it just stresses me out and usually ends up making me feel a wee bit inferior. i should stress again this isn’t me saying those things are BAD at all, just that my inability to do things “properly” tends to get me down in the dumps, even when i know that’s not particularly fair to myself.
i...can’t really think of a third thing? tumblr rp has gotten a lot less toxic imo, at least in the tiny circles i tend to travel in. i guess it’s difficult that things are a bit insular and can feel a little lonely?
11. What do you know now about rp that you wish you knew when you first started?
i mean i suppose i already “knew” that logically, but when i was younger and in a very isolated place socially tumblr rp was one of the only like...sources of socialization and validation i had in my life? which was uh...obviously bad, and the intensity to which i would beat myself up for not doing things ‘right’ or that being a small presence online indicated my character writing was flawed and the like--it was just really hard! and i think i’ve gotten better at taking a step back from that. i can fall into the occasional mopey pitfall from time to time (esp on kamakiri where interactions are pretty sparse) but i like to think i have more persepctive this time around? and that’s really great.
35. Do you read other people’s threads or do you only read your own?
i do! though i guess i’d say it TECHNICALLY depends? there are some threads i just kind of skim tbh, but for the most part i really enjoy watching interactions on the dash unfold!