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[inwolvesteeth]

When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy. Then send it to the first 10 people in your activity. ʕ♡˙ᴥ˙♡ʔ

ONE. gotta be waking up to my bro being there in the morning. either he’s sleeping in his bed looking like he got the shit beaten out of him, or he’s sitting around in the kitchen drinking his infamous shitty coffee. honestly, his coffee is complete fucking shit. I don’t like coffee at all, but his coffee is fucking unbearable. I won’t tell him that though. I think he knows already. anyways, just seeing him safe and alive and all that shit makes me all bubbly inside. feeling that good stuff, you know ?

TWO. all the people that I consider to my friends, best friends, or close friends. they’re all really great people, which is why they’re my friends in the first place. others I, of course, prefer more than some. but in the end, I care about them all. talking them, hanging out with them, doing stupid shit with them-- it makes me happy. I think having friends that you can have fun with is super fucking important.

THREE. my girlfriend. she makes me all kinds of happy. whether she’s sitting around doing nothing or trying to suffocate me with a pillow, she gives me some good vibes.

FOUR. skateboarding. I think it’s something that’s always made me happy. it’s really relaxing. I can just ride around and not care about people and listen to my music. it’s better than walking ‘cos walking is really slow, but skateboarding is fast, so you see all these blurry people and trees and buildings and cars and shit. it’s definitely way better when I’m not working. less stressful, you know ? real fun shit though. I also like practicing tricks or meeting up with some people at the skate park. we either talk for hours or just spend the afternoon teaching each other some cool tricks. it’s real nice. real fucking nice.

FIVE. this is gonna be real fucking cheesy-- but I tend to get pretty happy when other people are happy. it’s nothing like, super real happiness or whatever. but I guess it’s close enough. it’s almost like someone else’s happiness infects me, and then it spreads like some damn virus, and suddenly i’m happy. it’s really weird, so I’ve never really questioned it before. 

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RULES: YOU CAN ONLY SAY GUILTY OR INNOCENT. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING UNLESS SOMEONE MESSAGES YOU OR ASKS YOU. REPOST DON’T REBLOG!!

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Asked someone to marry you? Innocent Kissed one of your friends? Guilty Danced on a table in a bar/tavern? Innocent Ever told a lie? Guilty Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have? Guilty  Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty Kissed a picture? Innocent Slept in until 5pm? Guilty Fallen asleep at work/school? Innocent Held a snake?  Innocent Been suspended from school? Innocent Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant? Innocent  Stolen something? Guilty Been fired from a job? Innocent Done something you regret? Guilty Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? Guilty Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty Kissed in the rain? Guilty Sat on a roof top? Guilty Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Guilty Sang in the shower?  Guilty Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent  Shaved your head? Innocent  Slept naked? Innocent Had a boxing membership? Innocent Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Innocent Been in a band? Innocent  Shot a gun? Innocent Donated blood? Guilty Eaten alligator meat? Innocent Eaten cheesecake? Guilty Still loved someone you shouldn’t? Innocent Have/had a tattoo? Innocent Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty Been too honest? Guilty Ruined a surprise? Guilty  Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can’t walk after? Guilty  Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty Dressed in a man’s clothes? Guilty Joined a pageant? Innocent Been told that you’re beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Innocent  Still have communication w/ your ex? Innocent  Cheated on someone? Innocent  Got totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning? Innocent A total stranger treated you by paying your fare? Innocent Got so angry that you cried? Guilty Tried to stay away from someone for their own good? Guilty  Thoughts about suicide? Innocent Thoughts about murder?  Guilty How about Mass Murder? Innocent Rode in a stranger’s vehicle? Guilty Stalked someone? Innocent Had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Innocent Gotten totally drunk during a holiday? Innocent

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SELF KNOWLEDGE QUESTIONNAIRE. Take the test here.

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NEEDINESS

Being affirmed and nurtured by others is a central requirement for you to feel safe. This means you can be slow to warm up to other people, which is difficult because what you most need from them is their warmth. Yet you know how to be vulnerable: to let down your defences and accept that you need another person. This lack of pretense is a valuable trait, and ultimately more endearing than the macho efforts others make to deny their childlike sides.

SENSITIVITY

You have delicate, sensitive perceptions; you can be deeply moved by appearances – the right light in a room, or good food, or the texture of a piece of clothing. Expressive, intelligent language has a powerful hold on you; your mind works better when it is inspired and provoked by vivid imagery. It can be sad to live in a world which is often so ugly and not properly looked after. But you know that things can be otherwise, and you have the ability to appreciate the world at its best.

SHYNESS

Part of you is gripped by the fear that you’ll launch into something and completely mess it up. The upside of this is wise caution: people are indeed often too rash, whereas you know, by instinct, that holding back can save you. Probably, you feel shame and self-disgust a bit too much. But when you do feel in your element, you act with a wisdom and sensitivity never found in people with thicker skins.

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1. pick one of your muses. 2. fill in the questions/statements as if you are being interviewed for an article and you were your muse. 3. tag people to do this meme.

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1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? “jeon jung kook.”

2. WHAT IS YOUR REAL NAME? “jeon jung kook ?”

3. DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU WERE CALLED THAT? "uh-- dunno ? ‘cos my parents thought it was a good name.”

4. ARE YOU SINGLE OR TAKEN? "single.”

5. HAVE ANY ABILITIES OR POWERS? "the fuck is this, some x-men movie ? nah man. shit like that don’t even exist anyway.”

6. STOP BEING A GARY STU. "what’s that ?”

7. WHAT’S YOUR EYE COLOR? "dark brown. like, real dark. almost looks black.”

8. HOW ABOUT YOUR HAIR COLOR? " ‘s like, black. ain’t really thought of changin’ it or nothing. it’d be too much work, anyway. and I mean, black hair is cool, yeah? ‘s all plain and shit. matches with a lot of stuff. especially black and white. good color combinations too, man. good shit-- ah, wait. fuck. sorry.”

9. HAVE YOU ANY FAMILY MEMBERS? “yeah.”

10. OH? WHAT ABOUT PETS? "what you surprised about? and nah.”

11. THAT’S COOL I GUESS, NOW TELL ME ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON’T LIKE. "I ain’t too good with violence. it’s stupid, y’know.”

12. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOBBIES/ACTIVITIES YOU LIKE DOING? "I really like skateboarding.”

13. EVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE? "unfortunately.”

14. EVER….KILLED ANYONE BEFORE? "I-- well. nah. I haven’t.”

15. WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL ARE YOU? "uh, last I checked, I was a damn human. I ain’t no animal.”

16. NAME YOUR WORST HABITS. "biting my fingernails a lot. rambling.”

17. DO YOU LOOK UP TO ANYONE AT ALL? "my bro. wonshik. ‘s a good guy and all.”

18. GAY, STRAIGHT, OR BISEXUAL? "straight.”

19. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL? "no.”

20. DO YOU EVER WANT TO MARRY AND HAVE KIDS ONE DAY? "I would like to. I really would. having my own family sounds real nice. but I don’t know. with this kinda life i’m living ? I really don’t know. if I can escape it, then yeah. if I can’t, guess it’ll just be another dream. i’d never want to drag my family into my damn problems.”

21. DO YOU HAVE ANY FANBOYS/FANGIRLS? "no way.”

22. WHAT ARE YOU MOST AFRAID OF? "death. dying. y’know.”

23. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY WEAR? "usually lots of real big shirts and loose pants. I don’t care too much with how I look, honestly. ‘s always shitty clothes anyway.”

24. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE? "depends on what you mean. I love my mama and my papa. I also love my bro. I love daehyun and rania and hyejung. but like-- in love? no fucking way.”

25. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WET YOURSELF?” "like, sixth grade ?”

26. WELL, IT’S NOT OVER YET! "ah fuck.”

27. WHAT CLASS ARE YOU? (HIGH CLASS, MIDDLE CLASS, LOW CLASS) "definitely low class. mostly ‘cos I be putting my money in the bank. saving up for something big, y’know.”

28. HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE? "good amount. not too much.”

29. WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON PIE? " ‘s alright and all. don’t care too much about it.”

30. FAVORITE DRINK? "all the boba.”

31. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE? "my house. ‘s a nice place. you get to sleep on a bed, watch some tv, eat good. ‘s a real good place.”

32. ARE YOU INTERESTED IN SOMEONE~ "haha.”

33. WHAT’S YOUR BRA CUP SIZE AND/OR HOW BIG IS YOUR WILLY?   "huh ? I don’t know ? that’s a weird question.”

34. WOULD YOU RATHER SWIM IN THE LAKE OR THE OCEAN? "the ocean. it’s usually prettier. and I might see some hot chicks.”

35. WHAT’S YOUR TYPE? "not sure. i’m starting to think I like tough girls. like, they can hold their own and all that. ‘cos I can’t really handle emotional stuff. and if I get with a cute, super feminine, super emotional girl-- I don’t know man. i’d get angry at her. and not a good angry. like a bad angry. she’d be so damn annoying. a girl that can handle me, and that I can handle-- that’s good enough for me.”

36. ANY FETISHES? "nope.”

37. SEME OR UKE? TOP OR BOTTOM? DOMINANT OR SUBMISSIVE? "dominant.”

38. CAMPING OR INDOORS? "indoors.”

39. ARE YOU WANTING THE QUIZ TO END? "definitely.”

40. Now it’s over! "bless the damn fucking lord himself. sweet mother of jesus almighty. I gotta piss man--”

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7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.

answered but !! I’ll talk about another one as well

“my scars. they look really fucking ugly. everyone goes around sayin’ that scars are cool and all that shit, but unless they got scars themselves, they don’t know that this shit is fucking horrible. it don’t look nice at all. they ain’t cool. and I fucking hate remembering how I got ‘em, or why. i’d rather have smooth skin than this nasty fucking shit. I really, really don’t look good at all, and I always be getting embarrassed whenever somebody starts talkin’ about ‘em. I wish people would stop romanticizing scars. ‘cos you ain’t never know if it got bad memories along with it.”

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39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier

“alright, here’s a little list. I wish i’d known that separating the whites from the colors was real important, ‘cos then I wouldn’t have lost my favorite white shirt to the weird pink underwear my bro has. I wish i’d known that trying to skateboard on the street with cars was a damn stupid idea ‘cos I would’ve saved myself the embarrassment. I wish i’d known that some people are gonna fuck you over and then I wouldn’t have never messed with ‘em in the first place. save my heart from all that feelings bullshit.”

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12:Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.

already answered but since i’m a kind soul I shall talk about another one

“I was stuck in this room. it was red, I think ? and there were people screaming outside of the door. and it wasn’t no happy kinda screaming. that shit was horrifying. like, they sounded as if they was getting killed or something. after a while, I decided to get out of the room. and when I did, I slipped and fell. right into this fucking endless abyss of a fucking ocean. and so I started drowning and shit. tryna breathe. somethin’ grabbed at my ankles, and turned to see my mama looking at me. looking all, dead and stuff. I screamed and woke up, covered in sweat.”

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1, 7 & 40

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie

“at first it seemed real shitty. I was like, werewolves are shit. and a move about ‘em is damn fucking stupid. but I was like, thirteen at the time? wonshik decided to take me out to see a film, by the way. anyways, I was real pissed in the beginning. but as the movie went on, I kinda felt somethin’ for the little werewolf kid. like, a sad kind of something. it wasn’t no pity or nothing like that. just, I don’t know ? reminded me of myself. the feeling like you ain’t got too many options. and of course, I damn cried. at the end. that shit was fucking sad. if ya ain’t seen a werewolf boy, I highly suggest it. my damn favorite movie of all time.”

7: Talk about your biggest insecurity

“um. my smile? like, people always called it cute and stuff. oh jungkookie, you look like a bunny ! jungkook-ah, your teeth are so cute, like a bunny’s. and it just, I mean, over the years it’s gotten better. it don’t bother me as much. but still, people keep pointing it out and giving me nicknames about ‘em, and it just makes me uncomfortable. it feels like it ain’t something I should be proud about. ‘cos bunnies got big teeth and they basically saying I got big teeth. so it just don’t make me feel too good. it’s honestly damn fucking embarrassing. ‘s probably why i’d cover my mouth when I smile or laugh, ‘cos I think my smile looks really weird.”

40: Talk about the end of something in your life

“running from home was the end of having a good life. I see these other kids, going to school and stuff. having a good time and hangin’ around people their age. i’m not the typa guy to really get all that jealous, but sometimes, I do. I just wanna live like ‘em. I wanna do stupid teenage-y stuff, eat too damn much, watch stupid movies, and have that teenage angst ya see on tv shows and films. I want that. real bad.”