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#i dont mind answering questions but i was worried it'd be like 20 a day you know?#which might be unrealistic but i still dont want to risk it =')#pretty often i have something Confusing i want to talk about but i dont want to post the full very long explanation and so i just do not #post it.#and i dont want to just start talking about it to my friends all the time bc i think that would be rude and i would not even like doing it #like. it's the sort of stuff you dont really want a response about you just want to get it off your chest you know?#=I #anyway tonight's a Personal Issues That Would Be Incredibly Confusing To Anyone Who Doesnt Have The Backstory night #negative -#swearing -

the doctor’s appointment i had today:

lasted 4 hours, and we spent an additional 2 and a half hours in the car driving there and back

prevented me from having any food for that entire time, meaning that until about 6 pm the only food i had was half a pop tart and 2 peanut butter crackers

involved like 6 x rays

did not produce any results whatsoever

literally the doctor just told me that i have chronic pain and that i’m very flexible. no shit, sherlock

ended with me going batshit in the car on the way home because my parents, who invariably side with doctors against me, told me that “sometimes you need to stand up to doctors”

made my back hurt worse because of so much standing and sitting in uncomfortable chairs

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me in art class

hey everyone watch this!!! *injures my wrist*

#=I #luckily it is not too bad and i can still draw but like. how annoying #negative -#injury -

literally only 2 things stopping me from totally self-destructing:

fear

some people would be sad about it

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i cant keep my damn mouth shut online ever and can only keep my mouth shut irl about my mental health and nothing else

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i need to eat something healthy today, which is why i have gone downstairs and gotten five (5) small pieces of plain white italian bread

#food -#disordered eating -#=I

big ego pros:

good confidence sometimes

will occasionally help with mood

you cannot tell me what to do. fuck you

i look good in outfits

big ego cons:

my brain constantly screaming at me that one social misstep or saying something rude or even trying to let someone down gently will destroy a person completely because they will have just been rejected/insulted/etc by the Most Important Person Anywhere Nearby(tm) which makes it very hard to not do my utmost to make people happy even at my own significant expense

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