I'm Sick/ in so much pain. I wish I can just not exist. As non human. Like really exist. I want to be numbers. I want to be the void. I don't want a body. I don't want a weak human body.
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I'm Sick/ in so much pain. I wish I can just not exist. As non human. Like really exist. I want to be numbers. I want to be the void. I don't want a body. I don't want a weak human body.
I'm so happy. I showed my boyfriend a Pinterest picture of a user box saying "this user wishes they had wings" and he goes "thats so you"
And I consider telling him about my identity but I don't even know how!
I'm afraid to be judged but also I *literally* have no clue how to bring it up and what to say.
Maybe he would understand? We constantly say he's a a racoon and I'm a fox so there's that.
Should I say I identify as a fox? (among other things.)
I just realised I think- I see cutting my hair feels like shedding?? Cause I get it semi short for the summer and I let it grow out for the winter! And its like fur and its my coat. Im planning on mix dying it so it looks like fur :3
I just wanna curl with my nestmates and play and cuddle and watch movies together and listen to music play and play video games and-
I dont want to be human anymore..
Running in the woods..
My paws hits the soft ground beneath me. I run as fast as I can and leap into the air off a cliff, I close my eyes and feel the wind through my fur as I transformed and spread my angel wings as I soar through the sky. I nose dive down below into the ocean, and crash I go submerging myself and becoming one with the ocean.