I was scrolling instagram feed & found this brutally honest wise words that got me pondering : the measurement of intellgence is a change. Damn, I’m not teenager anymore & obviously an adult, yet still figuring out “what the hell is going here?”. Pushing my self as its finest to dig deeper taking out the root of troubles. Imagine being a confident individual who’s assured enough of heading to new horizon, at the same time dealing with irrational fear & insecurity.
I had interview last night, & only had 20 minutes of preparation. One of shittiest moment I shouldn’t go through as I knew my limit, capacity & capabilty. I’d like to set up everything before I do any activities especially when it relates to my future. I was rushed, had no exact thing to bring up. I was asked a couple of simple questions then got me dumbfounded by my own diction during interview.
No excuses allowed. My days have been freaking tedious, I gradually detest it.
After a couple of months, I had found several agencies to work abroad. 3 years ago I stepped on middle east without agency. It’s pretty satisfying to solve my own problems by my self. Even some got shocked as I didn’t let them know I would stay for 2 years there. Sorry, my auto focus was turned on. Ain’t got no time to share.
Now, things are too clueless. When will I fly away again? What got me content was I got vaccinated already nevertheless it’s not the end. Next step, gotta renew my passport. Bad news are registering through online can be disappointing. A mass of people are signing in, at the same time.