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A life changing day

   When I was eleven years old my biggest hobby an passion was rollerskating either it be aggressive skating at skate parks or jam skating at roller rinks or speed skating playing hockey. It was my life at the time an I had plenty of friends that enjoyed it to I was quite good at it an lucky for me I started to become popular.

   My dad at the time still lived in that trailer park he settled in when we first moved to Michigan. But it was no longer a nice place the houses where falling apart the land was trashed an the roads where bad. The biggest change were the people all the old retired people who used it as a cheap means of retirement had long been gone. Wannabe gangsters an drug dealers crowded to this park like a plague.

   I even had the pleasure of being robbed of my lunch money the year before this day by one of the oh so classy high schoolers in the neighborhood. Well anyways back on topic the local skating rink luckily was only a half mile down the road. An most of it had a side walk to walk or skate on I don't know how I talked my dad into starting to let me walk on my own.

  I't was way to far for me at the age lets be honest but I loved to skate an my dad was tired of dropping me off to skate every Friday, Saturday an Sunday so it was just logical at the time if I wanted to keep having friends an keep skating. He gave me the whole don't talk to strangers an never accept rides from people you don't know.

  But I was rebellious I felt so empowered being the only kid my age aloud to have this much freedom I didn't listen.. This day it was really windy an cold trying to keep my cool status I almost never wore a jacket  to the rink. I mean I never wanted to waste quarters on a locker when i could use them for video games. Just seemed like a waste. Well this grey minivan was stopped at a cross road an I went to walk behind it an some nice looking lady probably in her late twenty's rolled down her window an asked me why I didn't have a coat. I told her i didn't need one because I wasn't going to far. She asked me where my parents where.

That freaked me out a little an I panicked thinking I was getting in trouble  I made up some lie as most little kids would do cornered into thinking there might be consequences I mean what kid likes to be grounded right? Well she told me shes seen me walking on the side of the road several times before an I needed to start wearing a coat or ill catch a cold. I agreed an promised her I would. She seemed really nice at the time an offered me a ride.

  I thought about it for a moment and figured she was trust worthy I mean she seemed nice an looked like a normal person she was scary at all. But that changed really quickly as the doors locked an we drove past the skating rink. I remember how fast my heart was beating how scared I felt I was just crying an crying. I remember the back of my head hurting an then everything went black for awhile. I came to in the back seat half undressed I didn't like what she was doing to me. But she promised it would be fun an it would make me cooler she told me this is what adults do when they are in love.

  That lady stole my innocents from me that day. She told me if I told anyone next time she would just run me over while i walked to the rink. I was oddly not scared  at this point. I don't think I felt anything at this point. I nodded an she kissed me on my forehead an said good boy now run along an play..my little man..

I continued to walk to the skating rink but always watching my back I don't think it hit me till I was thirteen or fourteen that I was molested that day. Till this day I have yet to see that women again. An it wasn't till I was seventeen that I told my mom what happened she is still the only person in my family to know.

I think that's enough writing for now.   

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