“ oh ” alicia muttered as she walked into the room. the room that had one other person in, toby. she was at a party, one that she didn’t particularly want to be at but one that she had been dragged to anyway. and really, she was just looking for some peace and quiet. she had thought she would be safe in the spare bedroom. everyone seemed to be pretty busy. she sighed before she shook her head. “ sorry. i was looking for - i’ll go.” she whispered. she missed him so much. things had gotten so strange between them and she wasn’t sure what to do to make it better. she had thought, when they had been honest about how they felt about each other, that things would get better. she had thought that, maybe, she and toby would be able to sort out their shit and could be together. but then he had disappeared. he didn’t return her calls, he didn’t go over. she had worried that he was poorly, that something had happened. but when she realised that he was just running from how he felt, alicia had gotten angry. she had left a few voicemails for him that weren’t nice, to say the least. she shook her head before she looked away from him. though she was a little lost as to what to do. she cared so much about toby and to know that, that wasn’t mutual kind of broke her heart.