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14 for Alicia and Nathaniel

Smut Starter Call (accepting) || 14

     Their parents were in the next room, this was so dangerous. But when she felt Nathaniel behind her, when she felt his hands sliding into her pants, she couldn’t say no. “Nate..” Alicia whispered, her head fell back to rest against his shoulder. Her hips moving backwards so that her ass was grinding against him. 

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          “ oh ” alicia muttered as she walked into the room. the room that had one other person in, toby. she was at a party, one that she didn’t particularly want to be at but one that she had been dragged to anyway. and really, she was just looking for some peace and quiet. she had thought she would be safe in the spare bedroom. everyone seemed to be pretty busy. she sighed before she shook her head. “ sorry. i was looking for - i’ll go.” she whispered. she missed him so much. things had gotten so strange between them and she wasn’t sure what to do to make it better. she had thought, when they had been honest about how they felt about each other, that things would get better. she had thought that, maybe, she and toby would be able to sort out their shit and could be together. but then he had disappeared. he didn’t return her calls, he didn’t go over. she had worried that he was poorly, that something had happened. but when she realised that he was just running from how he felt, alicia had gotten angry. she had left a few voicemails for him that weren’t nice, to say the least. she shook her head before she looked away from him. though she was a little lost as to what to do. she cared so much about toby and to know that, that wasn’t mutual kind of broke her heart. 

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‘ the thing is, suddenly when i picture my future, all i can see is you. ’ toby / alicia

will you be my valentine~? | accepting 

                    after not seeing toby for a while, after struggling to figure out what the hell was going on between the two of them, she wasn’t sure that she actually believed what he was saying. she wasn’t sure that this wasn’t some kind of dream. alicia knew him. she knew that he didn’t do things like this. he kept himself to himself. he didn’t plan for the future and he certainly didn’t make big declarations … and yet she couldn’t stop the butterflies in her stomach, the way her heart beat fastened at just the words that he had spoke to her. “are you - is this some kind of joke?” the girl asked, raising an eyebrow. alicia loved toby. and she had known for a long time now, that she wanted a future with him, but she never thought that this was what he wanted as well. she had figured that he had been too scared, that he would never let himself go to her… she sighed. “toby… don’t play around with me.” she whispered, too afraid to even look up at him, to even see the look on his face. she wanted this to be real so badly … and she had no idea if it was. she couldn’t seem to work it out. 

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     alicia woke up with a groan. her head was banging and she wasn’t sure what had happened the night before. she remembered being at a party. she remembered seeing toby ... and she remembered how much she needed a drink after that sight. she remembered the millions of drinks, until she completely blacked out. she sighed ever so slightly. she was about to get up when she realised that where she was, wasn’t her room. “ oh no.. ” alicia whispered as she looked around. the room was so familiar to her and she had no idea why ... at least, for the first couple of moments anyway. when it hit her, the brunette sat bolt up right. “shit.” she didn’t remember going home with toby. she didn’t remember doing anything with toby. but it was a massive possibility considering the feelings that alicia still had for the other. 

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Text: tobias 💕

Alicia: are we done ignoring each other now??

Alicia: because i'll be the first to admit that i miss you, toby.

Alicia: i'm not even angry anymore.

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we're married-fredrick

Send “We’re married.” for my muse to wake up in a future or alternate reality where our muses are married.

As Alicia woke up, she quickly realised that she was sleeping beside someone. But it felt almost … right. She looked around the room that was hers but almost not. There was someone elses stuff there too and it was as she looked at the stuff that she realised who. A thought struck the brunette, almost a memory that she didn’t remember having. A memory of her and her ex boyfriend, Fredrick, getting married. And as she looked down at her left hand, she saw the rings. “What the fuck..” Alicia whispered. She almost couldn’t believe that this was happening but as she looked over to him, it was clear that it was definitely him. “Hey …” She called out to Fredrick. 

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“i thought i was doing you a favor.” finn @ alicia x

making up(?) memes || accepting 

“I know. I know you did.” Alicia sighed as she looked at her little brother. “I know you were only trying to help Finn. That’s why i’m not - it’s why I’m trying not to be annoyed at you.” She didn’t want to be annoyed at him. And she definitely didn’t want to have him believe that she was annoyed at him. If anything, she was just annoyed at the entire situation. “It’s just - you - I know you were trying to help but it just made things worse. And I’m not --” She shook her head with a sigh. “I’d never blame  you for that. It’s just... frustrating.” Alicia had all but given up about things working out with her and Toby. But with Finn dragging him to apologise, it seemed it had just pushed him further away. “I know you thought you were helping, Finn. That’s why - It’s why I’m not angry at you. I promise. -- You don’t believe me do you?” 

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     alicia wasn’t in the mood to party. she had been in a horrific mood for a while now and the thought of going to a party? she couldn’t think of anything worse. but she went, because her friend had begged her to do so. but when she saw toby, her heart sunk and she got angry all at the same time. she thought that things had been going well with him. they had had a few date sand she thought that things were good.  but she hadn’t seen or heard from him for a few weeks. and there he was, hitting on some random who alicia had never seen before. but instead of crying about it, she got angry. she got so angry. because toby wasn’t just some random guy. he was her best friend and he was just willing to throw that away. why? because he was scared? no. it absolutely did not work like that.  usually, alicia wasn’t one to make a scene in public... but this was a different situation entirely. “ toby! ” alicia shouted as she crossed the room to him. she didn’t care who was watching. she didn’t care what the others would say, she literally saw red. “ what the fuck is this?! ” she snapped.