Claus: spill the tea. get salty. show us the darkness of your heart.
The boy’s jaw twitched; he didn’t seem to hesitate but rather wasn’t sure what to say. An ugly mix of strong emotions flashed across his features; the boy looked close to exploding, had he still been all robotic steam would have poured from his ears...
“I’M SICK OF IT! I’M SICK OF EVERYTHING! I CAN’T BE NORMAL! I WISH LUCAS WOULD QUIT TRYING TO MAKE ME ‘NORMAL’ AGAIN! I CAN’T BE THE BROTHER HE USED TO KNOW! I HATE THIS NEW LIFE! IT’S CONFUSING TO FEEL AGAIN I’D RATHER IT GO AWAY; THERE’S NO HOPE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT FALSE BELIEFS LUCAS HAS! I HATE THAT I CAN’T BRING MYSELF TO GET ALONG WITH ANYONE AND IT CAUSES MY FAMILY GRIEF! I HATE HOW I’M TREATED LIKE A FERAL ANIMAL IN MY OWN HOME!”
“I HATE PORKY FOR ALL THAT HE’S DONE TO ME!“
He paused in his ranting, a hand resting over his lips in a full look of confusion. He...he hated his master? No...No, he no longer had to answer to him...or anyone for that matter...Porky is the reason he has to feel this way...
Yes...he...hated him...
Claus sighed, exhaustion overtaking him as he sat down.
“I..I hate that I’m still here and she has to see me this way. I hate that I’m a terrible person and I can’t help it...I wish you all would get out of my head...”












