I don't WANT to mask anymore
I'm already terrible at it, I know that, I'd have known it myself and my sysmates love to point it out too. I know I can't talk "like Ashe" all the time, I know I structure my sentences strangely! I know I know I know! I'm tired of pretending I don't carry around tremendous exotrauma. I'm tired of pretending that I'm not me. We've lived like this for years and now that I've started to express myself it's such torture when I can't.
I want to tell people my name and be spoken to properly and be understood. I want to be allowed a little space...











