#|| but.

[forcefuried]

me, looking at my writing three years ago: wow this was so BAD and WEIRD and SHITTY, how the fuck could i possibly have written that?

me: at least i'm doing so much better now, aren't i?

me in another three years probably: (insert the monkey looking at you and then looking away meme here)

[hisvanity]

i get like, mad at myself sometimes because like…………for the reborn region contest which got canceled i wrote a 7800+ word, 17 page single spaced appeal on lotor / @eldunea that i didn’t even finish so when i do finish it, it will probably be in the neighborhood of 9000 words and that makes me sO FUCKING FRUSTRATED because like. i wrote that for lotor. not wallace, who i headcanon to be the greatest coordinator who ever lived. but judging by the type of work that i put into my muses, lotor would be better than wallace--because in terms of sheer depicted technical skill and extraness, nothing i ever write will top 9000 words of an appeal that tells the story of how an entire planet gets destroyed. i just. grrrrrrr.