#( avi. )

[taengoo]

hiiii kass idk if anyone answered you yet but my melo in nct is both mark and hendery 💗🩷 !!!

I'm literally crying over how cute these are 😭😭😭 mark and hendery are now my new favorites 😤

[lineflats]

◝           *        open      ,      femmes      .

                   ❝   i just don't think that little boyfriend of yours can satisfy you . . . would you say i'm right ?    ❞

[basanovase-blog]

location: taha base availability: @unscrollingavi

“sorry!” simon started out with an apology. it was a little after eleven pm when he had knocked frantically on avi’s door. “sorry, i... i probably should’ve waited till morning but i just... i really wanted to show you what i found.”  since he had learned of avi’s curiosity towards the fountain, simon had decided he was going to find out everything he could about it - and after a whole day of combing through the local library, he thought he had gathered a good amount of information. “can i come in?” he stepped in anyways, not waiting for permission. “thanks!” a notebook was placed down on his desk, and simon opened it up, flipping through the pages while he rambled. “see, okay, i thought i’d dig around and find some information about the fountain for you. because you got me thinking about it and i figured theres gotta be some cool history to it, right? well... there’s less than i thought. at least, less direct information.” he pointed to a picture, photocopied from a newspaper. “this is the spot you were drawing. i think. anyways, this photo was taken in 34.” featuring a man standing in front of the fountain, holding some plaque. “and you can see the face isn’t there.” it was blurry, and a bit hard to tell, but simon was certain of that. “it must’ve been added after that. and then...” he flipped forward a few odd pages. “this photo is from 74.” another picture from a newspaper, the fountain again only serving as a backdrop. “there it is! the face is there. so it must’ve been added sometime between 34 and 74, but that’s kinda huge window...” he trailed off, glancing up to avi to see if he was as interested as simon had hoped. 

[drcameron]

@ahhvrum is my babe >: ( nyeh

               ❛  avi !  take that bug off the table, dinner’s going to be ready in five minutes.  ❜  

[drcameron]

It's Father's Day in the USA so happy Father's Day to Avi's Frisbee Dad, Allison Cameron.

avi worried her.   not at first, obviously, when she had suggested him, the same way one might say    HEY ,   WHAT’S THIS ?    at a loose thread. then you tugged at the thread, to see it unraveled a blanket made of of blood and bitter disappointment and unnamed children in fossilized in amber, left there to rest.  not then.   it is impossible to see the pumping heart of her wife, sputtering and gasping out for a baby, and to not say :   LET’S DO THAT , THEN .    YOU AND ME .   WHATEVER YOU WANT ,   ANYTHING YOU NEED . not even when he terrified lisa did he worry her.  he could shove fear out of her throat and into the night air of their bedroom, he could release a pint of blood and snow on their bedroom floor as the orange sun stained the sky. none of it scared her.  not even when lisa got quiet, too quiet, when cameron got jealous, not any of it. these things passed, and avi was a tiny baby, curious and warm. its when he laughs. or plays video games with her. or goes for a day with a friend. or when he tells her that he made a secret language for the dog - lara croft - and he.   I’VE NEVER BEEN DEPENDABLY FRIGHTENED BEFORE,   she wants to say to him, but he wouldn’t understand. he wouldn’t get that she loves him dearly, deeply, to the point of worrying about such a precious thing being out in the world, exposed.   AND I’VE NEVER BEEN THE TYPE TO WORRY BEFORE. MAYBE ABOUT LISA. NOT ABOUT A KID. its when he does his maths homework or when he raises his chin and   -   at the right angle   -    looks so like his mother, graceful and sharp and piercing. its a love so scalding that she sighs when she hugs him, that she feels ridiculous when someone asks her about him because she can talk - brag - for days. “he’s so clever.” she says to her wife, who chuckles in response because she is all things motherly and knowing. he’s so funny. he’s so tall. he’s so tricky. he’s so level-headed. he’s so brave. HE LOVES US SO MUCH. i’m so perpetually amazed. so endlessly adoring. so surprised that i grew to worry at all :   i wasn’t sure that i would.   I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.“i got you a card.” cameron is suspicious as soon as he says it. “i got mom one too. and brent, and greg.”   awfully good of you, she tells him, one eyebrow raised.   “i hope you like it.”  when she opens it, there is a list of video game titles, electronics, and an empty box with the words : CASH WILL SUFFICE    written next to it. “my birthday slash christmas, just in case anyone needs a pointer on what to get me. i thought outlining it here would cut out a lot of confusion.” above it, he’s written:                                                              dear mom,                                               before you yell at me for being enterprising,                                                 keep in mind that i love you very much                                                   and want you to have a spectacular                                                       father’sday. you’re a great mom.                                                                     avrum jr. (your son.) he’s such a little SHIT.     and she really, really loves him so much.    at the lack of yelling, avi takes it as an opportunity to offer a hug, and she chuckles while she embraces him. “i hope you aren’t going to try this with your mom.” she says. “i already did,” he responds. “she may have come to appreciate the cleverness of the list by christmas.”  SHE APPRECIATES YOU, cameron will tell him later. hugs aren’t common with avi, but she loves them. for a while, all the worry allays and she’s just pleased, just happy, just celebrating father’s day with their tiny tall boy.