kinda crazy being reminded that my immune system is fundamentally Not Great and me pushing through what most people would consider a really bad cold (but is average to me) isn't productive or expected now i'm out of school <3

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kinda crazy being reminded that my immune system is fundamentally Not Great and me pushing through what most people would consider a really bad cold (but is average to me) isn't productive or expected now i'm out of school <3
ok are the weird palpitations in my throat a random spike of anxiety, dysautonomia reminding me it's here, or is my neck about to do a charlie kirk
coworker got me to download letterboxd yesterday by unknowingly playing into my love for organisation, structure and planning
started therapy, guys i'm going to be ok
everything is fine, i passed the checks and will hopefully be signing the tenancy agreement this/next week, i will deal with money, i have slept off (some of) the overthinking, and i will do some selfcare tonight, it's fine
sure maybe i'm anxietyposting and will regret in the morning but it's been a while since i felt it in my throat good lord get it out
i am Not Well i need to chill out omg
can't sleep bc i'm stressing about literally anything my brain can get ahold of and i need to be up in six hours i'm so fucked