#(im afab)

[the-eater-of-flesh]

assigned mucka at blucka

[weird-l3smis-fan69]

You guys have no idea how much I just want an Orc lady to throw me over her shoulder, drag me to a cave or a tent, and absolutely destroy me. I'm obviously not talking the one in THOSE video games where they're just normal, conventionally attractive women. I'm talking the ones that look like they could bench-press my weight for a warm up. I'm talking I got to brace myself or I'd get crushed.

Honestly, I think this is where my attraction towards Karlach, Halsin, Grantaire, and soo many more characters come from. I want there to be a fear of them body slamming the fuck out of me. I want to feel like I'm gonna climb a mountain, one that I would absolutely climb again.

[ace-dodo]

I love being AFAB and telling people I went bald (not exactly bald, just a buzz cut) cuz whenever I do they just look at me like "haha, right, you went bald, that's a good joke" and nothing is more satisfactory than seeing the look of pure shock as I show em a pic and they suddenly go "HOLY COW, YOU WERE BALD"

[ghost-of-a-vulture]

Okay okay this is really important to me so if anyone knows anything please tell me!!!

so!

I had a doctor's appointment about a week ago and it was very... weird. It was pysch, seeing them as a follow up to a short intro appointment the week before.

Apparently, their... theory... is that i don't actually have autism. They think that what we've thought was autism for the past year [that i did research on, and my parents did research on, and i was tested to see if it was autism and it was] isn't autism, its a result of trauma.

For the record, the symptoms i have are:

Sensory issues [noises, lights, food/cloth textures]

Special interest [had it as long as i can remember]

Issues telling the difference between jokes and sarcasm

Object personification

Echolalia

Verbal/physical stims

Issues with eye contact and general contact with others [hugs and such]

Hyper empathy

Issues in social situations

Theres probably more than i listed but those are the ones that stand out.

The doctors think its the result of my trauma with the argument that it would have been more noticeable when I was a child. However, I was a glass child, the older sibling of a girl born with CDH, so my parents had a lot on their plate. I spent so much time either away from my parents or not being the center of attention so it is reasonable to assume my parents wouldn't have noticed. [It wouldn't have been the first time, as I had anxiety attacks as a child and neither of my parents thought I had an anxiety disorder until I was 11] Additionally, autism symptoms can get worse with age so it's not unreasonable to think. I first began noticeably stimming when I was 8 or 9. That was before any of the really traumatic stuff happened too. I've always had sensory issues, I just didn't know what was happening.

Point being, has anybody else had something like that? Are they right? I dunno. I see them again next week so I'll ask but. Yeah. Yeah.

[caswellprmanager]

*shyly taps on the mic* So I have this idea of trans!ricky who used to go to an all girls school right next to EJ's all boys school and then Ricky transfers to EJ's school in junior year. EJ is like hello cute new boy alert 😍 And shamelessly flirts with Ricky.

Ricky is at first annoyed because wow what a weirdo but he also feels Some Type Of Way because "wow... he likes me... he's cute.... he recognizes and respects me as a boy... rICKY BOWEN NO DO NOT CRUSH ON HIM" but it's too late oh no

[lostnfinding]

so im bored and i took a gender quiz like you casually do

and according to it im cis male

*clicks tongue* honey-

[holyarcadeglitter]

Hey if ur enby or trans and u like things that are typically aligned with ur agab ur still valid and I fuckin love u

[ditzy-cow]

tbh to me a "good girl" is a state of being, not a gender. to me specifically. i'm a good girl but am i a girl? idk, i'm just me. tits and all