i'm looking for some more yume/selfshipper mutuals! [this is a side blog, i follow from @w1tchester].
—🦢.° i'm mae! she/they. twenty nine. mdni.
—🦢.° i yumeship with sam winchester from supernatural. non-sharing.
—🦢.° i post yume & supernatural content here, but will also post fun things i like, too. mostly grunge & 90s music, visual aesthetics & witchy stuff. i'd love to find some more yumeshippers to be mutuals with, especially supernatural yumeshippers!
hey, y'all. i'm beth (she/her, 25, est/edt) but i might be changing my alias because i lowkey just don't vibe with beth anymore lmao so stay tuned! and i am ten thousand and a half years late as usual! this is ash kwon or grey. you can call him either. friends tend to call him ash but he came up with grey and thinks it's sexy or something so idk 🙄
take a peak below the cut for (a lot, sorry) more info on this guy and give this a like or send me a message if you would like to plot with him ♥
past
okay so he was born in san francisco and considers it his hometown but did a fair bit of traveling with his mom for her job growing up. full list of places pending but probably includes like tokyo, london, seoul, queenstown nz, among others. he flitted between fancy private schools in san francisco and some other places and homeschooling during a few brief periods depending on where he was (and you can tell!). was super into music and dance as a kid.
he moved to los angeles shortly before high school and attended a performing arts high school (you can tell!)
he always knew he wanted to pursue music, but he really went all-in during high school. he uploaded covers and original songs on youtube and soundcloud, spent his fridays at open mics, etc. in his senior year of high school, he connected with a songwriting/music production group based and he signed with them shortly after turning eighteen. he worked with their la headquarters initially.
anyway, he worked as a songwriter and producer throughout 2015 and 2016, with credits on several major korean and u.s. artists (including eternal's "chained up" and "hot enough")
he also debuted as a solo artist with "put my hands on you", which was technically his american debut. it went pretty under the radar, as did his second us single "love".
near the back half of 2015, he started spending more time in seoul as he worked on song for a korean debut. his first ep and korean debut was released in 2016. it was more popular than his american debut, if still not... you know, a top selling album of the year or anything. enough people listened to land him a couple of brand deals at least!
he ended up moving to seoul around the time the ep came out. his move to seoul was supposed to be short-term at first, but he's still here seven years later so...
he released an additional single album as a solo artist before parting ways amicably with the company in 2017
exact timelines can be discussed with the other deep blue members but i imagine ash started working with deep blue around february (?) that year, only a couple of months before he left his company
anyway he fell in love with deep blue and was all-in when the opportunity for them to sign to culture creative arose. (in my headcanon, although again this can be discussed with other deep blue members) despite being the last member to join, culture creative nudged him toward an official leader role because he had a couple of years under his belt working in the industry in a professional capacity already
he participates a fair amount in songwriting and producing for the band (and very heavily in his solo music). he also continues to write for other artists, including angelic, true north, mirrorworld, and future/femme
2019 was a big year for him! he went on superband, where the cover he participated in of ilysb went viral. it earned him quite a few fans but also began a narrative that he wasn't fully invested in deep blue because people were like, dude, you already have a band why are you competing to be in another one?
he wasn't in the winning team / band so it didn't matter anyway lmao
he released some music on soundcloud during deep blue's early years, but his first official solo single since being a part of deep blue came out in 2021, "instagram". this is his most known song as a solo artist and even helped get him a mama award for composer of the year.
present
these days, he's still the main vocalist / guitarist / leader of deep blue. loves deep blue to death no matter what anyone says
(some people question his loyalty since he debuted as a solo artist first and eventually did get back into releasing solo music — he refutes any such accusations by saying some music works better with the band and some music works better solo — and also because of his stint on superband)
things have been a little slower for deep blue release-wise the past couple of years so he has been working more as a soloist again, particularly venturing back into the us market with all-english tracks. he'd love for deep blue to drop another project again soon though!
he also does some mv directing. has been into filmmaking and photography for years, but first participated in mv direction for his first ep. his first directing work outside of his own music was in 2020 on true north's can you see me
ummm technically he lives in seoul and in los angeles because he got a place in los angeles while working on miito, but for roleplay purposes, he'll mostly be in seoul
while his fame and fandom stats are above average, his reputation is below average. dude is honestly just a little too defiant and messy. he's got a messy personal life, he gets bitchy with fans that cross his boundaries, he's gotten on stage drunk a few times, may or may not have almost gotten caught smoking weed... it's not great optics and culture creative doesn't do all that much to rein it in as long as he doesn't do anything actually career-ending
personality
a little emo boy. too emotional for his own good.
also too reckless for his own good and convinces himself it's just independence and it's a good thing!
one of his toxic traits is claiming to hate fame but craving the validation of an audience to kind of absurd levels
can be very flighty and hard to reach, but is incredibly loyal to those he values most
falls in love every two business days, writes a few songs about them, breaks his own heart, writes more songs about that
says he hates conflict but will start an argument just to feel something sometimes
lives in his head and not in a fun lil manic pixie dream boy way but a slightly self-obsessed anxiety spiral kinda way
you thinks he's so cool and different and then the law pulls up and he won't get in the car and you're like oh god damn not another rockstar 🙄
plot ideas
roommate / former roommate ? he's the kind of guy who needs his alone time and would rather live on his own, but he might have had roommates in his early days in seoul (2015-2016ish) or even now because one or both of them is in between places. could've been roommates with a deep blue member at any point in his timeline too tbh
musical collaborators. fellow songwriters and/or producers he works with sometimes. singers whose voices he'll use on demos when his won't really work (so mostly female vocalists or guys with really unique voices).
muses he's worked on music for or featured on their music or directed an mv of (or will in the future)! directing an mv is the most limited here just because he has a specific style but i'd love to try to work something out for anyone
it'd also be cool for him to branch more into photography and maybe shoot a photoshoot for someone? again, he has a certain style, but i'd love to try to work something out
here's a list of ways muses can be involved in his career items if anyone is interested !!!
people whose work he's a fan of! this is easiest with singers who do r&b or more indie rock type stuff or directors tbh, but actors who have been in kind of grungy / existential / artsy stuff are also an option lmao
alternatively people who are fans of his work ? could also be a never meet your heros, met him and it soured their opinion of him type thing
older people who sort of mentor and guide him because they see he sort of needs it lmaaoo. if they're too obvious with their guiding it would lowkey annoy him tho
younger people he's a bit of an older brother figure toward! people he sees as having similarities to him or who he feels need a shoulder to lean on (even if he's not the most reliable in that department)
people he hates. maybe he thinks they're too much of a goody two shoes / too fake or they disliked him first or they had a bad encounter where their personalities clashed
people he knows from his earliest days in seoul (2015) when he was just songwriting and hadn't become a celebrity of his own yet. maybe they were already famous, maybe not, but either 1) they're still friends to this day which feels like something of a miracle or 2) they had a falling out at some point
people he knows from his childhood or adolescence? people from san francisco / the bay area or los angeles are easiest for this, but he did spend short times in other places with his mom like tokyo, london, new zealand, so they could have met there as well
exes / former flings. he loves love but is honestly just a lot to handle after the honeymoon phase so he's had a lot of failed relationships / flings. they can be friends now or still hold resentment or still have feelings for each other. endless possibilities tbh [can be any gender]
hear me out... a deep blue member he hooked up with because he's messy
a really serious ex. they were very committed. might have lived together or even been engaged but the end of the relationship was super hard on ash [can be any gender]
current flings / fwb. similar to above. again endless possibilities that probably depend on the muse [can be any gender]
Hiya Beau here!!! finally getting my baby girl’s intro up. I was going to post yesterday but I got distracted with other things and sleep was calling me. Anyways love my little kiddo and if you want to do some fun stuff; coughs *tarot readings* coughs. Just drop me a line and i’ll come bug you
Introducing : Vivian Hordes
Tw: fire, death
Quick Stats
Vivian Hordes is 28 and a member of The Unfazed.
Was born in Lafayette, Louisiana to Christian and Abigail Hordes.
Family moved out to Utah when she was nine and she lived there all her life.
Her father worked as a pharmacists. Her mother was a kindergarten teacher.
Lost her parents in a fire when she was 16 lived with her best friends family after that as a foster kid.
Joined The Unfazed because of besties family and hasn’t regretted it.
One of the nicest people you will ever meet...
However, don’t piss her off baby girl has a temper.
Does had a mind for pharmaceuticals and uses it for The Unfazed advantage.
Fell in love with Arlo and has been with him for the last several years.
Isn’t anything she wouldn’t do for her crew and the people she loves, fiercely loyal.
Family on her mom’s side said that her, great, great, great, great grandmother was a voodoo witch in Louisiana,
Viv doesn’t believe that but she does like to read tarot for people. And she is eerily good at it.
Connections
Anything from the best-friend that got her into Unfazed; or people that think they can mess with her to friends to not friends but friendly. Someone from her past that lives in Charming. Someone that wants her to read their Tarot !! Viv will be escaping after the event is over so who knows... maybe she’ll show up again you never can tell .
Eyes clenched tightly shut to one scene and opened onto the next in bewilderment. Once bound to his knees before the distant outline of a golden door (one which would remain sealed to him indefinitely), the ornate foyer to the true vault was instead displaced by all that which was sleek and silver. The sounds to accompany the city seemed to ricochet off the inside of his skull, and were further compounded in severity by the already-budding ache at his temple.
The sound of a single shot in the din was not so distant as his removal from the scene might have implied-- not if its effects were still echoing in his head.
Just so-- there were pressing matters that were much more deserving of his focus, not the least of which was how and why he had come to be here. And yet, the situation he had left behind so shortly...it was poignant still: Watts, Cinder, Salem. That presence now stood upon his doorstep-- and him left with no plan to combat the looming threat. It was the same as with Beacon-- the same pattern and signs-- a warning; the way she’d...told him she was there…
In a swift motion the General was pulled to his feet, feeling rather as though his unsecured limbs danced on the end of marionette strings. Before him, a great and gaping pit extended, it’s depths in the moment overwhelming on top of all that which he had thus far endured. And, in his hand, James became privy to a secondary gift accompanying his arrival here-- the elegance of a black queen chess piece a startling contrast to the clarity of a one white pistol-powdered palm.
The initial sight of it seized his chest, paradoxically tightening its grip on his heart as much as he felt as though it might be swelling, in competition with the space for his other organs-- until he felt there was no room left for his lungs to draw breath. So it was on impulse that his fist curled tightly about the piece, his arm reeled back to cast it with an agonized yell-- and as much malice as he might muster-- deep into the pit before him.
Of course, he had no knowledge of the unique properties of the pit-- and thus no comprehension of the fact that whatever was cast into it would await its owner upon their return to their abode. But for now it lent him some peace, to not consider that the black queen would enter back into his life shortly as a vicious silhouette staged atop his nightstand like a minimalist adornment...
