closed starter for @emikvs
since they got back from canada, he hasn’t been able to reach his supplier and it feels like he is being punished. in the back of his mind, he knows its because of what is happening back at home. the police are getting closer with their case, but the thought of it makes him nauseous and like he does with everything heejun tries to avoid the truth. bothering roy with desperate texts the past few days goes easily, but he hates the unreliability that comes with it and if his mind remains sober long enough he would realize that this is how his customers feel when they can’t reach him. but avoidance comes easy when he gets his hands on some coke. away from the party, heejun is standing in the bathroom with a light that keeps flickering on & off, and he is close to losing his patience as the crumpled ten dollar bill trembles within his fingers. bending down he inhales what he can, straightens up and knocks his head back. it stings, but it hardly matters, and he wipes off some powder that gathers at the edge of his nose. ready to return to the party, he doesn’t notice the body that is fixed in front of the bathroom door as he bumps into them. an incriminating plop framing what he just did and he quickly snatches the plastic bag from the floor. his gaze tracing up to find emi and this is the last thing he wants. heejun sniffs loudly, wiping at his nose as the drugs disappears in his back pocket. his ears buzzing with the sound of their friends laughing in the background. he doesn’t move away blocks the bathroom door and,runs a hand through his hair, once, twice, just to have something to do with it. “ enjoying the party? ”


















