// @ask-tubbo-bee asked: Tubbo struggled. Falling once again as he tried to move forward. He never knew that he really couldn't live without tommy. He knew it would be hard but it seemed impossible.
He had tied bothe bandanas to each crutch that tommy had made. He started using them. The words 'get off your arse bee boy!' Echoes with Tommy's laugh in his mind from a long time ago.
He gritted his teeth trying again only to let out a frustrated cry as he fell again.
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--> Phan knew he shouldn’t be doing this. Hanging around places that only brought sadness. To him, and to others. Though... that second part is inevitable. A ghost of a boy who was barely eighteen wandering through the server? That would bring sadness to anyone. Unless they hated his alive self, in which case they might celebrate. He wasn’t sure. But one thing was for certain-- he shouldn’t be hanging around his alive self’s old best friend’s house.
But... he can’t make himself stay away, either. Whoops.
The frustrated cry pulls at his heart, and he has to force himself not to approach. He can’t hurt Tubbo. He sniffles, trying to keep his eternal crying quiet. He doesn’t want to be seen. Or heard. Or... anything, really. He really should just leave, however, being there for Tubbo, even if it’s just hanging outside of his house... feels comforting enough. As weird as that sounds.













