ok so just a word of advice from experience. if you want to talk to someone, do not go to a school counselor about it. i mean if it's something that they need to know about like it effects your grades or something like that, go ahead but if you're looking for comfort, they do nothing for you expect stopping you in front of people your talking to to ask how you are which leads other people to think that you're not okay. so just a word to the wise, unless you want to be constantly bothered by an adult that sees you everyday then go right ahead. my school counselor would pull me out of class to ask if i was alright and i had to constantly lie to her just to her off my fuckin back. plus even when i told her i wasn't alright she would look at me like a kicked puppy and and say "well im here for you" and she wouldn't actually be there for me